i love my dancing feet

2010-01-17T20:31:00.002+08:00

sunday sunday, lazy sunday.

Stayed home the whole day, indulged myself with 7 hours worth of hk drama. Well, tv and dramas are kinda my best friend cos they are there no matter what :)

School:
This sem kinda suck with the oh-not-so-good grades. Kinda hate this sem, with accounting and ssm. Luckily, acctg test last friday was quite okay, so hope it'd pull my oh-so-pathetic grades? school's sucha boreeeee. Its basically the same routine every single day and I'm really lacking of some social activities and retail therapy. MAN. After end sem, its holidays for 2 weeks? sighs. intern intern.

I miss being in the same class as Audrey, Cindy, Amy and Nurul. And deciding where to eat for lunch during the start of tutorials/lectures. Only Nurul supports my ITAS yong tau foo. I miss I miss I miss.

Current class is pretty okay, have nice people and stuffs, but you know, it's just different?

Dance:
Legrand's expanding! I'm kinda-really excited! I hope intern won't be so busy, so at least I can go down after work and attend some lessons like pilates or something :) and hopefully, rehearsals? How I wish intern is during 3.2, so at least I can do my competition first. I strive to improve on my flexibility and turns. Triple? :)

Chingay next monthhhh. With that god damn big and heavyyy costume, and dancing 6 times, and all the walking, bye fats and some muscles I hope!

Social:
Crystal! I hope you are okayyyyyyy. You can ring me up anytime you want alright! I will be your listening ear!

I'm kinda numb alrdy. I kinda lost faith. What does that suppose to mean?

NEW TARGET.

2010-01-09T22:21:00.004+08:00

isn't this a beauty? i alwaysssss liked loewe's logo. like so unique! :) so much better than gucci or LV, the logo issss soooo beautifulllll!

THIS IS MY NEW AIM. MUAHAHAHAHA!

ohno, i got a feeling my intern pay is all going to something else, instead of saving up. OOPS.

2010-01-07T22:26:00.002+08:00

how i wish i can get back my usual appetite :( i mean, its good now, cos at the rate i'm going i will prolly lose weight. BUT, i dont want to constantly/easily feel vomit-y? SIGHS.

randomly, what would you do if you have a political friend?

randomly no.2, i feel so primary school now. but i officially dislike #$%

btt tmrw, test again? sighs.

this sem suck. i'm not doing well this sem. i think i spend too much energy and brains on ssm&culi that i neglect my wed-fri? THIS SUCKS. buck up xq. you really need to. buck up, study hard, work hard, and buy a yacht.

school sucks for me now. where's TAS? I hate you ssm. I like you culi <3
I hate you accounting. you suck as much as ssm. you both suck.

2010-01-05T21:46:00.002+08:00

5th january 2010

new year new year new year. and i'v been sooo not blogging recently? hahaha, laziness i guess?

anyway, had some food poisoning two days back. literally didn't eat anything, cos whatever i ate, i would vomit it out! thank god its better now. just that, i still can't eat chilli. gah, my beloved chilli!

and i got the internship at avivar! out of the 4 companies i applied, only this got back to me. Must be the rest withdraw from internship prog, my resume so nice, can't be i got rejected oneeeeez.
please bless me with more than 500 a month for internship!! PWEASEEEE.

michelle yeo airu, please save your money and go to europe!

and i wanna go to hk after my intern :) like 30july! i wanna go europe tooo. aussieeee tooooooo?

xiang gang

2009-12-22T01:32:00.003+08:00

hello earth.

i'm back from hongkong, and a hell loads of drama-mama with singtel when I touched down. Cos of some internet connection issues and etc, and its all settled. Sometimes, I can't help to be a little bitchy. OOPS.

HK was great, people were great, food were great, weather totally SHIOKNESS, shopping was so-so. HAHAHAHA. bought like 8/9 clothes only, pair of shoes, and a pair of boots! SGD$200plusplus, so much for saying Cindy, on spending $199 on a Zara shoe.
But this pair of boots, walked me from hk to shenzhen to macau, on a 10hours feet journey everyday and feeling great! even though its heeled, but its (Y)talking bout macau, i went to casino! for a while lah, cos I had to take boat backkk. and I was overwhelmed with motion sickness, like...... 1 hour, w super strong current, feels like i'm on viking or something!

oh, and disney hollywood hotel :) booked it like the night we landed hk, with the help of the hotel's concierge(got a cute hk guy sia, called jacky :O) disneyland hotel all booked :( only left with like 2 rooms in hollywood, so we took it.

DISNEYLAND IS AWESOME, I LOVE DISNEY AND I WANT TO BE A KID. cos being a kid is the most awesome time of your life. its 3:12am now, why am i still online? ohman. uploading of photos failed for the second time. and, i need to do MICE project. You've been enjoying for a week alrdy xq, time to do some workkkk!!

guide me through this mist.

2009-12-06T02:32:00.002+08:00

hello cyberworld.

on a random note:
I wished I was some world class/prima ballerina

on a very random note,
I think I shall start my own business(what business idk, to be thought of)

Basically cos I don't think I make a very good employee, jm thinks so too. you think so?

Love days like this <3

2009-11-30T22:43:00.002+08:00

i have been so lazy to blog! and basically, my life now is like:

alarm clock ring. wake up. the sky is still dark(mon/tues). go bathe. get ready. go school. come back from school. bathe. sleep.

sighs. i can't wait for mid sem hols to come! for my 1.5years in poly. i never really looked forward to mid sem break of whatsoever, cos its just short and... i was alrdy like having very little lessons. having more holidays, will just make me feel slacker? but now, i really appreciate holidays!

Last friday, it was like, kinda my first day, after school started, that I was really relaxed and stuffs. crystal stayed over, woke up in the morning, went to dim sum at tamp mall, met hector for movie at century square, met mum for dinner at tamp1. HAHAHAHAHA. TAMPINES ALL THE WAY!

this week, is kinda a busy week, next week mid sem test week. and yayz!
1. prof test today, was like !@#$%^&
2. culinary tmrw! (Y)
3. wed, jap test
4. thurs, mice test
5. fri, bese test
6. accounting mid sem next tues
7. ssm prof test on thursday!
8. HOLIDAYS BABY!

IMPORTANT: OHMAN. ICA, QUICK QUICK CHOP CHOP. GIVE XQ HER RENEWED PASSPORT SOON PUH-LEASE? *SHEEPISH FACEEEE

okay, bitchy mode on.
i dont frigging understand why we should suffer just because of some idiots who break the rules??!!
E.G. MINGYANG. WEARING SSM UNIFORM, STANDING RIGHT OUTSIDE TP GATE, NEAR THE TP BOARD SOME MORE. S-M-O-K-I-N-G. make me hate smokers even more. SERIOUSLY? die of lung cancer soon.

and cos of that, chia said that today was the last time he's ever going to let anyone wear uniform to school? even partial. even if we got cab, parents fetch, or chauffeur? wth? we are not even taking public transports. PIANG.
and get BOOKED, which means suspension the next time he see ANYBODY wearing ssm uniform? how unreasonable is that? we are good students, and suffering because of some kukus. seriously? SERIOUSLY? LOGIC?
i don't care bout teamwork. cos i'm selfish.

BEST PART IS, I HATE THE KINDA FACE HE GIVES. ITS TOTALLY. NIZEEEEEEEEEE. IDK, ITS JUST THE EXPRESSION AND, THE IDK HOW TO DESCRIBE. TOTALLY. TOTALLY. !#$%^&

if i'm a rich kid, i will take $10,000(which prolly meant nothing to me) change all into $50/$100 notes and throw it at him. and tell him: you need it more than I do.

10:56PM now, bitchy mode off. going to bed :) save my dark eye rings :(

2009-11-16T23:04:00.002+08:00

life is so sad with projects, when i don't even know why am i complaining when i only have like two projects this sem, when i had crazily amount of 4 last sem?

1. ssm was boring today.
2. culi top table tmrwww, zomg. i don't wanna poison my guests
3. wednesday jap cds presentation bout sake, and i haven't started a shit.
4. bese proj due next monday
5. ssm prof test next monday
6. culi research project next tuesday
7. bese test the week after/same week as mice
8. mice test on 3rd dec.
9. accounting test on 7th dec week
10. zomg, finally holiday
11. singapore sucks

i'm sad and emo like giselle. okay, i didnt kill myself/go mad at the loss of my love, but you get what i mean. okay, stop complaining. arrrgh.

2009-11-14T00:53:00.002+08:00

i'm so sick and tired of every single thing. just wanna pack up, leave,go somewhere and start a new life. other than you, it's probably ballet lessons at legrand i will miss.

2009-11-13T00:16:00.001+08:00

after 4 weeks of school, and i'v been going for every single lesson, i'm finally taking the first step tmrw... i'm skipping accts! YAY.

I NEED TO GO OUT AND HAVE FUN/DO SOMETHING CRAZY/HOLIDAY. I NEED IT BADLY.

OVERSEAS HOLIDAY IS A MUST THIS DECCCC. I CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE! !@#$%^&*

2009-11-11T00:40:00.002+08:00

read, delete, forget
read, delete, remember

whatever it is, its still the forgotten one?

p.s. resisted messaging that, but it was simply to randomly overwhelming. and it made sense to a large extent. crucial period 3 weeks before, how bout, 1 week before?

justice.

2009-11-01T16:26:00.003+08:00

its been so long since i last blogged, am i forgotten?

First, i'd like to say happy birthday to myself :) thanks to all those who had wished me on facebook/called/msg-ed and the 4 who celebrated w me. of course, mr phan, cindy&audrey&donn-eeyer to surprise after their work.

thanks for the lovely miss selfridge dress and mango knit top! :)
and my dear mr phan for the lovely dkny watch <3
and mum for the really pretty swaroski, well. its a necklace every year!

I need a good and filled with pictures blog really soon, dont be so lazy ah xq

Anyway, School's been really good and yeah. I do have nice classmates, and lucky for me, I do have nice project mates too! :) And thank god, Cindy seems to be rather keen to go lectures, and i hope that it last! She's my lecture buddy for the whole TAS life leh....... and now Audrey is starting to go lecs (Y)

SSM is, like that lor. and Culi is really fun! I'm like looking forward to tuesdays, and looking forward to the next tuesday on tuesday@5pm. get what i mean? :):)
soup/stocks this week, and i did cream of carrot. its the same recipe as cream of mushroooonm, teeheee. anyone wanna be my tastebud? :)
SSM was quite fun, cos Mr goh is like the clown even though he's the microphone too. And eff, I failed grooming cos of baby hair, like WTF? It can't be helped that I got alot of immature hair who refure to grow up :(
Well, tommorow is SSM, and i'm going to pass my hair okay, If i fail again, _|_
CULI ON TUESDAYYYYY. ER COOKING PAN SEARED FISH AND GRILLED/ROAST CHICKEN. TEEHEE.

I've been increasing my dancing lessons/sessions, due to an upcoming competition next year July. I can see myself improving, and is quite satisfied. Within this short timeframe, I can't possibly had made a big leap, but definately visible for me and is rather motivated. I need to make myself more flexible, gymnasts are my motivation.
full splits are so old school, time for over splits xq (Y)

I can't wait for As to end, not like i'm taking them(thank god) but I want to meet the girls up soon, for some fun - even though I have school and all, but i definately will find time :) and overseas trip, come on come on!

I can't wait for polymates to find time so that we girls can go and have some fun, cindy's ice wine and my wine are waitingggggggg. come on come on!

I feel so weird now, I got a feeling that I will never have the same kind of fun and joy I used to get in the studios. Everyone's growing up, Everyone's got their own life, Everyone's gotta go their own way. One by One, they are leaving.
Those good O days.

2009-10-22T01:23:00.001+08:00

i haven't blogged for a million years, and i got quite alot of photos to upload and things like that. my comp screen is stil at default lah. ARRRGH. xq do something.

school's started.

A BALLET POST.

2009-10-05T03:25:00.004+08:00

post ballet gala
1. i got the autographs from all the ballerinas! :)
2. photos with irina and vladimir! zomgz. vladimir is so frigging good looking!
3. post performance party, sat around, drank a little
4. i'm so going to miss john pendleton and adrian bourke. they've been reallllly nice! i'm going to miss discussing bout ballet stuffs with john, listen how he speaks russian to the dancers, and stuffs. he's like a translator/in charge of bolshoi ballet
and adrian is the production director who got lie 5 CLOCKS ON HIS LAPPIE. WOW.

photos of me and irina after festival when my colleague sends me :( I FORGOT TO BRING MY CAMERA LAH, I'M SOOOO UPSET. BUT LUCKY, MY COLLEAGUE HAS ONE!

i'm sooo happy to see those ballerinas :) seriously. looking at all their rehearsals, doing warm ups, and things like that. god, please fulfil me dream and let me be a world class ballerina in my next life, even if i were to die at 50. at least, i once led a ballerina's life.

i'm so looking forward to 27th oct, for paloma herrera's performance.

splendid isolation III
I HELPED WITH THE COSTUME! YOU SEE, ITS SO LONG AND STUFFS. HAD TO EVEN OUT, irina said "even wrinkles, i know it sounds weird. if not i'll have problems turning and getting myself out" in her cute russian accent! :) she's so nice :)

irina and maxim!

2009-09-30T23:33:00.003+08:00

i'm soooo tired. seriously, waking up early can kill me! i wonder how i survived secondary school.

anyway, I SAW IRINA DVOROVENKO AND MAXIM BELOSERKOVSKY TODAYYYYYYYY! due to priorities to the sp students who are attached to the company for this event for their final year project, I did not managed to be fully in charged of any of the ballerinas. I'm like partial in charge. But I'm fully in charged of one of the musicians though, Conrad Tao.

Anyway, Irina and Maxim are like, husband and wife. how cool! even got a 5 year old kid :) so coooooool.

tmrw is a full day, my in charge know i'm quite dying to be with the dancers, so she's so nice. She let me run around with her tmrw! :) eggcited. So I'l do a bit of everythingggggg. Saturday is the performance alrdy, OHMAN. I WANNA WATCH THE OPEN REHEARSALLLL.

OKAY. EXCITED TO THE MAX. I FEEL LIKE CRYING, TEARS OF EXCITEMENT AND HAPPINESS. I'M SERIOUS. I CAN FEEL THE TEARS SOMEWHERE BEHIND MY EYES.

2009-09-28T23:55:00.002+08:00

hello world. my room lights died on friday, so I'v been surviving on candlelights :O
i've been kinda busy, and yet i was not. oh whatever.

WARNING: WORDY AND LENGTHY POST

So, one week ago i met up the girls to mr malvin lim's place for housewarming! its been REAAAALLLLY long since we'v all met up(minus yj) everyone's busy preparing for exams, and i'm like the only freebird. haha! but owell, your hols will come soon. study hard girls!

p.s. sorry no pics yet! i reformatted my comp,so everything right now is like default. even the background pics and all. my lappie currently do not have any files or whatsoever! so need to do some dl-ing here and there, before everything sets in place nicely!

Wednesday, 23rd sept, Pie's surprise bday! he's so vulgar when he's shocked! at least he met up with his princess shawn-ey :D it was surprise dinner w Pie(of course), Amy(of courseeee!), xq, hec, shawn and Justin the Cinderella! Swensen's 1 for 1 all day @ Marina Sq!

The rest of the days were basically slacking around,(oh, i went to iluma! FIRST TIME SIAL. THE UGLY TRUTH, FUNNY TTM! VIBRATING UNDIES, MICH'S 21ST BDAY PRESENT!)
wasting my life away playing neopets and watching tv, and also meeting my mr hector phan! (We've been meeting up like RE-A-L-L-Y alot! last time used to be like, 3/4 times a week, but now is almost everyday? haha! well, at least I wont be wasting my life away)

anyway, main highlight was 26th september 2009, saturday!
event #1: xq and hec's 1.5 official anni (supposedly our last celebration for the .5s anni, it will be yearly next year onwards!)
event#2: bitch mich stayover @ xq's house!

event #1: xq and hec
1. went to marina square
2. Swensens again :$ 1 for 1 mah, second last day of promo!
3. open present :) hahahah, super sweet gift w a even sweeter gift, MY LONG TIME CRAVING FOR SNOWSKIN MOONCAKE! :O:O:O:O fattening, but whatever.
4. waolked around, decided to watch fame. but marina sq dont have good timings, walked to suntec, eng wah dont even have the show -.-
5. it was a wrong move to go suntec, ended up spending a lil fortune at arcade :$
6. went to PS to watch fame!
7. FAME (Y)
8. subway wrap
9. train-ed home
10. made mich wait for bout 15mins :$
11. mich is jealous, cos she don't have a boyf!

event #2: xq the innocent, with mich the ultra bitchi-fied bitch
1. talked
2. talked
3. gossip
4. gossip
5. fell asleep, snuggle snuggle <3333333
6. wake up
7. wedding mags
8. gossip
9. talk
10. mich go tuition
11. xq eats good meal <3

TAGGED BY CINDY!
1. How would you picture yourself?
I hate studying, other than resort ops(okay, sucker) I am not mathematically inclined, which i strongly believe that its the genes. Accounting and Econs are the greatest bane of my life!
I want alot of things, yet I'm such a dreamer. Many times, I'd dream bout how beautiful my future/things will be, but instead of working for it, I catch myself dreaming bout it more than being practical, showing them with actions.
When I'm pissed/grouchy/whatever, I feel the need for people around me to give in to me, but if they don't, I'd feel ultra be-ultra !@#$%^&, yet forget bout my !@#$%^ in a while(most of the times)
I think I had gotten this from my aunt, (cos I'm total opposite of my mum for this), I love crowds(as in family gatherings kinda crowd, not THAT kinda crowd), I love gatherings, I love family gatherings.
I like things dramatic ;)

2. How would you picture yourself in 2 years?
By xq's plan, I'm working right now. Giving myself 2 years after poly to work and decide which area I want to go into and only to go Uni when I'm pretty sure of what I want to do.
oh, and happily with mr hector phan botak(army by than!)

3. How would you picture your best friend?
My best friend would be someone that i'd talk to bout anything under the sun. Know secrets that prolly YOU don't know. The first one(s) that you think of when something happens and want a listening ear. Someone who will stand by you. Random sms-es to each other, update each other, making time out from our busy schedule to meet up if we can! sleepovers, snuggling in the bedddd. AWWWW. Thinks similarly/know what am I thinking/accepts my thinkings. CHEMISTRY IMPORTANT! Someone who can accept me during my pissy moods and etc HEHEHEHE.
AYE NONE OF MY K04 GIRLS HAVE SLEEPOVER WITH ME YET EH! audrey alw msg me that she's going to stayover, but it nvr happens. I DONT KNOW WHY :(

4. How would you picture your girl/boyfriend?
two words, hector phan
HAHAHAHAHA! okay, basic requirements. Taller and Smarter than me. Knows when to give in, and when not to(but basically nowadays its like street fighters with hec :O) DONT GIVE IN TO ME FOR LIKE EVERYTHING, AND SAY SORRY FOR EVERYTHING. OMG, I CANT STAND THAT! lotsa TLC <3
have nice shoulders and chest for xq to lie one :)
someone who I can spend whole day slacking around, but yet still having fun! Someone who thinks that bowling and arcades are fun, love movies, willing to watch chick flicks, someone who cools down fast just in case i piss him off/quarrel with him.
Someone who loves to play "don't forget the song title/lyrics", have sing-a-long during boring train and bus rides home.
Someone who loves food like i do, and have sweet tooth like i do
Someone who don't mind the fats growing on my body
p.s. I love surprises

5. What are the things you wish you did till today?
(i'm going to add in things that i WISHED i DID/basically my wishes!)
I wish that I continued piano. So upon completion, I'd feel more right to continue with other instruments, like..... violin?
I wish that I still have jazz lessons, so that I'd be fitter and less fat-less, and have more reasons to eat more
I wish that I learnt acrobatics
I wish that I can have a flawless skin like hollywood stars, and no dark eye rings
I wish that I did Salsa
I wish that I entered SCGS
I wish that I can marry hector phan
I wish that I'd be able to succeed in my career
I wish that accounting and econs never ever effer feffer existed
I wish that, I am a World-Class Ballerina. Even if I were to suffer from injuries when I grow old, have rheumatism and etc. But at least, I was ONCE a ballerina. Nothing else, but WORLD-CLASS ballerina.

Tag: Michelle, Crystal, Jiamin, Donavan!

2009-09-19T11:23:00.001+08:00

yay, favourite people tomorrow <3 i can't waittttt.

XQ WANTS TO GO SHOPPING, LIKE NOW.

2009-09-19T00:07:00.005+08:00

my life is so boring nowwwww
it's hk dramas, go dating, go dance, go shopping. I would very much want to dance more though.

SHOULD I START JOGGINGGGGGGGGGGGGG?

F1, might not work afterall. Goodwood park say that they have lesser suites now, from 700pax to 290pax. TBC! might be able to spend 1.5 anni w hec afterall :)
Sun fest is going to be a money churner for me, get the pay one week after the event!(sounds good)

BOWLING TMRW :)

P.S. 1.5 official anni in 7 days! :) FAST EH.
P.S. xq birthday in 1 month 5 days

2009-09-15T22:58:00.002+08:00

1. IT fair was pretty okay, even though kuku hec have more sales than me(HOW CAN IT BE?)
2. 1.5years anni coming <3
3. F1 cominggg. good food, no sleep?
4. bought worms (the game) LIKE FINALLY. ooomg. i'm going to play it after this post! eggcited!

stayed over at aunt's place ytd, with grandma. i realise, everyone around me/my family members, they all ain't young anymore. my grandma, every since my uncle's departure, had really aged alot.
me and my aunt talked bout James understands whatever we humans say, is it pure coincidence that James passed away the same day as my uncle? my uncle was kinda his first owner, the one who trained him and all. basically, my aunt is his mummy, and my uncle is his daddy.
days before he passed on, my aunt did tell him many times if he was in pain, feel time its time for him to go, he can go. saying that we will all be alright, and to say hello to his daddy for us. I think James understands all that.
We talked alot bout James, he was such a sensible boy. Everytime when I walk around the house, walk towards my aunt's house, I really miss the happy bark of James. He loves people, he loves his family members.

We recalled times when we pretended to fight, and James was panicking, trying to go in between us, hoping to break us up. When we stopped "fighting", that silly old man, started wagging his tail, whining and giving happy barks. He is really such a good boy, even though he is sooo bodoh. I miss you James.

And we continued talking to bout my uncle's death, recalling some incidences. I have such complicated family, such a grandfather whose blinded by his 4th wife, even when his son was at his dying breath. He, caused so much problems to my family in the earlier days, brought so much misery to my grandma. I really regret for taking my grandma for granted when I was young, really. Despite of my grandma's dementia, she don't remember any of my aunt's or cousins. Except me. The one who was the most disobedient, but yet the one who spend most of the time with her when I was young. She can say that the person who she lives with(my 2nd aunt), is her long time friend. She only remember she have a granddaughter, called qiqi/xiaoqi. I feel really sad.
My mum always say that I don't care and things like that, but i do. I do try to make grandma happier when I see her, like I try to talk to her and things. It might not be obvious, but i really care.

There's so much for me to say, but I just can't put them into words. I will not suffer the same fate as all of my other family members. I will fight for my own happiness, my family. I will find out what kinship really mean.

2009-09-09T21:18:00.002+08:00

to all: yes, james is gone.

he passed away on the 8th sept, which happen to be my uncle's death anniversary, whom james was rather close to, when my uncle is still around. He really listens to my uncle's commands and all, (he dont listen too well to my aunt sometimes you see, cos my aunt spoils him) but thank god, james is a very good boy :)

met hec ytd, and was telling him that I really do miss James and things like that. And I just started talking bout all the things that silly old goat did, etc. Well, at least James is always living in our memory :)

on a happier note, I did self shopping today. after APEC crap, went to ritz for banquet(change dept), G2000 to buy pants, shop here and there, than head to town!
I BOUGHT THE UGLY LOOKING COURT SHOES, but what made me feel better is, its Americaya, and its very comfy! shall use that for F1 and SSM. and i shopped at Ion :$ total damage today is approximately $200! bought a lovely dress for $75, so guilty, but i'm not complaining!! <3

IT FAIR TMRWWWWWWWW. There's incentive this time, work hard xq (:

James

2009-09-08T10:57:00.004+08:00

8th september, 2009

it's been 12 years since James and I knowned each other
I used to be so afraid of him cos he loves to jump on me, which is rather scary for a little kid whose still so short. However, he's the tamest, kindest and sweetest dog on earth

He was racist and sexist(he nvr liked indians and guys-other than my uncles/cousins)
He would beg, giving you his paw and sympathetic eyes when you have ba gua, love letters and cheese in your hand as this are his top 3 favys.
He has no pride when it comes to food.

We used to play hide 'n' seek where I will trick him, and the bodoh dog never knew. My aunt and I will be laughing away, but he'd wag his tail and run towards me when he sees me again
He's one dog who thinks that fetch is not fun, but tug-o-war is more fun
Never play badminton with James around, unless you dont mind all the shuttlecocks you dropped are chewed up
IDK WHY, he never fail to sneeze on my leg. ONLY MINE, and its such a gooey experience

He loves to let out his fatal stinkbomb when everyone's around. Jm totally experienced that numerous times
HE LOVES TANNING TTM. EVERYDAY WITHOUT FAIL. he'd tan at the garden, the most ridiculous one, is he can lie on the cement floor and tan. IDK HOW HE TAKE THE HEAT!
He loves to lick you when you are sweaty/come back from swimming
He feels challanged when he sees joggers/cyclist during his walks, so despite that silly old goat is not that good with his leg as he's aging, he will still walk/try to run. (must be guy's pride and ego, but he's snipped off alrdy though)
He LOVES to watch hot chicks, ESPECIALLY air stewardess, only the pretty ones. There's a few pretty ones at Elias Green last time (I think the one at block5 is his eye candy)

He never fail to wake me up, when he thinks its time for me to wake up
(so i don't exactly get to sleep til 12 or 1pm when he was staying with me)
He will wake me up, putting his head on my bed, licking me and with his smelly breath
When I'm really upset and cry, He sits next to me silently, putting his head on my lap.
He knows he have alot of nicknames, and responds to everyone of them. James boy, Jamie, James-bo, old man, fatty boy, greedy pig. He knows he's old, he know's he's old man.
He still loves and dote on tabby, even though tabby is such a big bully.

James's story is never-ending

He hates the three letter word "bye"
so do I

Bye James. I love you.

2009-09-05T23:32:00.001+08:00

okay, blogger stil hates me. i realise i had been saying that during the past god-knows-how-many-posts. and i'm uberrrrr tired now! am going to finish posting, bathe, sleep. timecheck: 11.33pm

basically the past two days been working,
"thank you for calling ritz carlton millenia. Good Afternoon, how can i assist you?"
"please allow me to transfer your call to whatever dept/guest's room it is"
"certainly/my pleasure" (and i got a bad habit of saying welcome, hi, may i help(MY BNJ WORDS)- apparently words that are commonly used there, are all BANNED.

but its quite a bit of fun, i have nice colleagues :) and using opera system, where i found that one of the guest have a surname called FERRARI. I was addressing him as, Mr Ferrari. SOUNDS WEIRD. and one guest from disney tv eh!

enough of my amusement from work, something has been bothering me, in a way for the second day.
story goes:
this colleague, from the concierge i think, he studies palm reading and fengshui. do any of you happen to believe in it? and my other colleague(from my dept) said that he's very accurate, like alot things he predicted actually came trueeee!

SO

briefly say what he said bout XQ
Wealth&career: quite good. I will get to accomplish what I want. Greater success will come when i take things in my own hand (i'm going to have a walk in wardrobe, and yes, LABELS)
Love/Marriage: apparently, xq ain't fated to get married. its not impossible, but it will be a strain. and there will be this point in time when i will be really upset/depressed where I might even harbour suicidal thoughts. But someone, who know both my boyfriend and I very well, will be the one who save me from it. But however, I would never know it was actually that particular person who saved me (SOUNDS CHIM RIGHT)
Life: I would probably die after I had accomplished my life missions and wishes. I would not be those that will live long like 80s/90s. Well, i personally wouldn't wanna live so long because
1.I don't wanna suffer and the people around me to suffer.
2. Look exceptionally old, ugly, wrinkled and etc in the coffin. At least let me have plastic surgery? :O
3. I don't want to suffer from dementia or whatsoever illness that will drag on for super long, letting me die slowly. in pain eh!
ohwell, we shall see.

I feel kinda sad bout the love thing. I asked him if there's anyway if i can curb it, but he say he will tell me next time. OH, and not being able to have a blissful marriage, is not because of me prioriting work and such. It's more to that!

ANYONE BELIEVER IN THIS KINDA THING?

well, I will accept what he said for wealth and career. At least I know I don't have to be roadsweeper(thank god)
As for love part, I shall decide my fate myself, and not decided by my palms. However, I will still want to know how I can curb it. It is just to play safe.

OOOHMAN. ITS 11.40PM! I NEED TO GO AND BATHE, AND VA-VA-VROOM GO AND SLEEP. SO TIRED.
-work ytd from 9-5, dance till 12. reach home bathe 1plus. WORK AT 7 FRIGGING AM! !@#$%^&
nvrmind, think of money.

2009-09-03T21:44:00.003+08:00

BLOGGER IS STIL WEIRD! i cant change my font colour and all. EEEYER.

anyway, first day of work! :)
1. OPERA IS IMPORTANT! leave message for guests when they are not around, locator, confidential stay, checking of reservations and such.
2. so many extensions to remember!
3. i think talking on headphone is kinda cool
4. my colleagues are nice :)
5. i'm the youngest there. the next nearest is 22. if DONN GETS IN, i'm stil the youngest!
6. i hear things like, back of house, front of house, heart of house, ORG CHART?
7. the gm of ritz, he's surname is mainguy(not pronounced as main-guy though), no wonder he's the gm. LITERALLY MAIN-GUY. lame right! that's what my in charge told me, said mayb she should change her name -.-

i'm so going to wake up early, and sleep early for the whole hols. maybe i wont have panda eyes, cos i sleep and wake up early! :)

P.S. I HAVEN TELL THEM BOUT ME WORKING FOR SUN FEST. HOW SIA. THAT'S 12 DAYS, HOW TO FIND EXCUSE FOR 12 DAYS? I GOING ON HOLIDAY? :O
P.S. I'M GOING HK WITH JM DURING DEC HOLIDAYS! JUST US! AND TSZ LAM, COS SHE'S GOING BACK TO HK FOR THE HOLS! COOOOL OR WHAT!MY MUM ALLOWED SEH.

2009-09-03T00:32:00.001+08:00

sighs to waking up early :( ARRRGH. wake up early, means i have to sleep now. at 12:32

2009-09-02T20:35:00.002+08:00

blogger is STIL WEIRD! whats wrong with you blogger?

went out with czuming ytd, wanted to shop shop, but owell. orchard is so disappointing. its really like, nothing to buy!
didn't go back to north vista this time, like nobody go back! i dont mind north vista, i just miss my friends that's all! so i went to orchard with my mum and aunt for some dance stuffs than trained to bishan for my long-desired prawn noodles! satisfying <3

tomorrow is first day of work at ritz carlton! my communications job. hahahahah! have to wear formal sial. but kinda looking forward in a way, rather curious how things works. and i'm going to work sun festival! :) as artiste liason officer, sounds cool right ;) its like being nanny for the international stars that are coming for the sun festival! and and and, the ballet gala is on 3rd oct, 2nd day of sun fest. I HOPE I'D BE ABLE TO BE LIKE, ATTACHED TO THEM OR SOMETHING? HOW COOL!

on a random note, i'm kinda gaining a bit of a weight. sighs, my weight like a roller coaster you know.

and jm's mama agree on jm going overseas holiday with me, like after As or something. I haven't ask my mum yet, but....idk if she will allow leh! confirm say not safe or what. owell, we shall see.

photos!

same same pose pose

picture of the day! <3

tabby mimi and james, if only tabby was still alive. it's hard to see the 3 of them sitting so closely tgt and looking at the same direction! during my two nights stay at my aunt's place, it really breaks my heart to see james like that. he's really getting old. i love you whiney old man!

2009-08-31T22:15:00.000+08:00

1. BLOGGER IS BEING RE-E-ER-LY WEIRD!
2. i'm going to work for F1, IT fair and ritz this hols. my airport job.... idk? even though i got airport pass. shall sneak in one day to go buy perfumes and all :)
3. ms sandragoh finally got back to me bout working at an events company, how?
4. call me workaholic? cindy's worst!
5. forgot to say, holidays rocksssss. neh-ni-neh-ni-poo-poo don!
6. dont understand why i got so many job lobangs this hols, and non last hols.
7. mooncake festival, $6/hour, anyone?
8. i want more time a day so that i can work more and earn more!
9. will hec end his exams sooooner pwease?
10. MY FRENCH MANICURE SUCKS. THE PERSON DID A BAD JOB, I'M GOING BACK TMRW!
11. upload photos when blogger aint weird, me first time on flyer! well, not exactly first for hec, cos he went to london eye.

12. BYE, I'M GOING TO ENJOY MY HOLIDAYS!

2009-08-23T20:22:00.003+08:00

blogger dont like me again! i have so many missing panels -.-

anyway, 200th post dedicated to donavan and accounting.
this post is like, requested by him! (on a random note, i haven't use the computer for like 3/4 days till ytd!)

ROM was pretty okay, other than stupid condominium hotel. i hope everyone does badly, so there will be bell curveeeee :) i hope it goes the same for all subjects.... provided i'm not in the few that's doing badly during exams!

studied with czuming at airport ytd! not productive! i didnt get to study alot things, and we ended up talking and reminiscing our choir days! and trying to remember all the songs we sang and all. hahahaah! than donavan, CAME ALLL THE WAY DOWN FROM WOODLANDS TO AIRPORT TO FIND US LEH! so weird lah, stay at pasir ris than go rp to study -.- (and he likes to play plant games -.-)

accounting on tues, ohmannnnn. accounting and econs are practically the bane of my life. i'm like so bad in it, really really bad. sighs. save me :(

2009-08-16T02:27:00.002+08:00

first, happy birthday amy! i'm kinda late, but better late than never! :)

second, TAS appreciation night was pretty fun. love the hilarious vid and some crazy guys who went high(macham on drugs) my course have fun and crazy peopleeee.

third, not very myself this few days, i think its the hormones?!

fourth, pictures here and fb tmrw! sorting out my pics and files nowww.

2009-08-12T19:52:00.002+08:00

finally done with all the reports, journals or whatever nots! :) but, exams are cominggggg. next friday is like the first paper! chop chop, i will be done with exams 7 days later and holidays are shouting out for me <3>

on monday night, i slept at like 5am and woke up at 7am to hand in reflection journal. 2 hourss of sleeeep. than after submission had a mini class outing, pasta mania, luge and skyride(XQ FIRST FOR LUGE SIAL) and headed to the beach for captain's ball! and marcus that funny kuku went to throw the ball which landed on some tree -.-

justin the sports climber tried to climb, but stopped halfway cos it was kinda mission impossible. BUT HEY, THIS MALAY/SOMETHING GUY CLIMBED UP AT SUCH FAST SPEED. INCREDIBLE! he must be a monkey under human's skin!

and went to ion with cindyyyy where she bought her super duper high wedges, so high that she'l be taller than me when she wear it(that's how high it is) walked around, resist temptations :D

met cindy to go school today. seriously, she's most of the time, the last friend i see for the day, and the first friend i see the next day! honoured anot miss ng! anyway, i was super annoyed the night before when i was packing my notes cos i couldnt find my lecture 5,6 and 7 for intro. and i had all my extra notes taken down inside. angryyyy.
so for practically the whole day today i was kinda pissy and grumpy which i know cindy was prolly pulling her hair and visualizing of strangling me in her mind, but she didnt do it ;) COS SHE LOVES MEEEEE. HAHAHAHAHAHA

out with the girls tmrw for ehme's birthday celebrationnn. EXCITED :) FULL STRENGTH FINALLY! ohman. i'm the only one now, to be NOT 18 *SCREAMS AND PULLS HAIR* i want to learn driving lehhhz!
okay i typed alot. pictures!

the monkey man

yuka pouting

joe the jubo!

candy-s

nico

tweety bird

yuka nakanishi! (i think her chinese name super cute)

eelee

mickey mouse

happy national day!

2009-08-09T22:52:00.004+08:00

eeee. blogger you suck! i cant change my fonts and all. something wrong sia, ANNOYED.

anyway, happy national day! first time i feel so patriotic pwease! went to watch the ndp '09 with hec, last min decision on sat night cos my teacher got extra tickets.

i wore white and hec wore reddd! since i dont have any red shirts, other than my long sleeves zara. and no way i'm going to wear long sleeves to some oven. i know i'm fat, but i dont want to turn into some roast pig :O
but i'm a lil red, cos i wore my cherry necklace! :)

this year's ndp is pretty nice i should say! and much grand-er, and the performances were at least interesting! entertaining too i should say, with mark lee gurmit singh and the malay guy! i didnt know michelle chong(?)- zhuang mixue, is a SPG eh!
they had those apache, f16 (apache correct spelling anot mr phan?), usual MEN IN THE UNIFORM <3, national anthem, pledge and all. however, marina wave ain't as nice as kallang wave. cos kallang wave is like one round, but marina wave is like, just one stretch. effect not as good.
me and hec was saying they will never invite kumar/hossan leong to ndp for standup comedies/emcee. prolly go into jail after that :D or mayb you will here the (toooot) sound throughout, cos they are being censored! i'm thinking of the kumar standup comedies right now!

okay, and i'm kinda in a shit now. cos my stupid reflection journal is not donnnneee. and i haven batheeee! ooohman. after i post, i'm gonna bathe! YES I AM :) enough of rantings. let the photos talk. more on fb! SOON.
and yay, 2k06 outing tmrwwwww! WHEEEE

donut picnic

before the ndp

dont you think they look like walls ice cream? the walls's logo

those guys that jumped off the planes for like 4000 times kinda thing. that's super duper alot okay. prolly more than the times i sang national anthem and said the pledge from p1-sec4

challange our marina wave with those buggers, see whose faster! AND OF COURSE, AUDIENCE ALW WIN.

police catch thief

like watching some action shows please

they think they got guns very cool! this part of the show, ABIT LAME. like trying to show off that singapre armed forces and things like they very zai

drrummer

try and see what he's going to say next!

MEN IN THE UNIFORMMM

sing-ka-pore

MEN IN THE UNIFORM (L)

WHAT EVERONE ALW GO TO NDP FOR, THE MAIN REASON. FIREWORKS!
(THAT'S OUR PARENT'S INCOME TAX)

i like this thing, like floating in the air but its actually tied to a boat, fyi. so you see alot small small boats in the sea

we love singapore(?)

so, we waited for the crowd to kinda evacuate before leaving(we didnt want to be tuna) so during that 30mins or so..

see! the pretty floating boats behind us! :) i was very determined to take photos with it... soooo..

yay! that's all :) more on facebook, sooon! i got doctor appt on thursday. eeew. okay going to bathe now and do reflection journal! xq you are so dead.

2009-08-08T11:55:00.003+08:00

michelle: you are such an asss! aye, i will prove it to everyone of you okay. ALL LOOK DOWN ON ME LIKE !@#$%^&*
crystal: yes! i found it :) totally fatedddd. lets go shopping soon :) after i work and got $$$
audrey: of course, we love you more than donn <3
cindy: stop it ah, i box you python. cut you into 100 pieces and cook snake curry!

its national day tmrw and i think i'm spending it with czuming to studyyyy! hardworking or what! i need some guidance for accounts and motivation to start studying man.

holidays please come! i want to work and make my bank fat with cash :)

prolly ion later to get my jeans and gramophone/gramaphone to get 'turn it up' ALONE! hec out with his sec sch friends, MUM IS TOO LAZY.... AIYOH!
i'm kinda missing ballet lessons, missed two lessons alrdy :( one of it thanks to national day!

WOULD YOU WANNA LOSE 5KILOS OR GAIN $10,000?

2009-08-05T01:18:00.004+08:00

hmmmm. my blogger is kinda weird, idk whats wrong with my computer, but owell.

michelle, i'm having a good time now! TOO BAD! we really need to meet up man. catch up or whatzx. shopping or whatttt. i hope your upcoming exam's great! i got exams coming also, but that means holidayssss coming toooooz. hahahaha! i'm totally free after 28th august, date me <3

donavan tan darren, i totally have the need to say your whole name out! you kuku malu banana ps us last minute. you owe us a meal!

P.S. NG XIAOQI AND CINDY NG HUEY SHIN IS RIGHT NOW ON DIET. NO MORE DESSERTS FOR HER, OCCASIONAL DESSERT TREAT FOR ME? :) (sorry, i cant live without sweet food, i'm such a sweetie pie)
and bonding sessions with audrey&cindy for 2 consecutive days! (yes, audrey finally joined us) cool or what!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
amy and nurul MIA AH. but owell, at least we got a new member to our after school spend money/eating/shopping mate! its no longer cindy&me, we got a third party now. still waiting for our fourth and fifth party to come in *cross arms and taps feet*

AND AND AND, we topshopp-ed today :O toga bodycon dress for 29 bucks! and cindy got a pinky lacey bodycon dress for herself, 46! and btw, i'v spent 1 dollar on monday, and 5 bucks on tues. include dress is 34 :) and i'm not going to spend ANY money tmrw!
diet + savings plan is going to work! YESSSS!

LASTLY, i got an A for FEM report! idk why, but i'm kinda motivated to study now(surprised?) but i hope it last for another 3 weeks, keep my fingers crossed! this sem is pretty okay, cos i have audrey! AWWWWWW. next sem depend on myself alrdy leh :( it would have been a great semester if i have common sense and brains to do accounting, but sadly i dont :/ i'm currently a D for that, please hope that my end sem will pull me up to a C. please dont let me have any Ds this semmmmmm pweaseeeee. i had enough last year!!!!!!!!!
on a emo note, next sem i wont have audrey/cindy/amy/nurul to be in the same class with, cos i took culinary, cos i'm going to be a great chef. sobzx sobzx.

2009-08-02T22:54:00.002+08:00

yay! i love retail therapy. like seriously!! thanks for the great company crystal carulli! gossiping and more gossiping! and we saw e** ****y at doby! we are forever thinking of the same things, saying the same things at the same time. perhaps, it was being too similar, which made us the worst enemies sometimes during our sec school days.
those days were hilarious.
GAH, THOSE WERE THE DAYS.

and donavan tan darren ps us.

and we forgot yj's birthday, when jm and mich remembered. hmmmm.

1. met crystal, was A BIT late
2. dim sum@ crystal jade(crystal's shop) suntec city. dim sum yum yum!
3. ion ion ion!
4. rubi, some cotton on shoe shop? bought this FRIGGING NICE PUMPSSS. got a size bigger cos they didnt have my size :( common size feet suck.
5. cindy ng huey shin at singtel, butt pinching and boob attack!
6. zara is TWO STOREYS! big big big
7. wanted to buy a pull and bear studded top, but RESIST!
8. wisma, taka, heeren, cineleisure, doby and raffles city
9. my leg is aching from all the walking! and i think i strained my calf muscles(not cos of shopping!), i cant demi-pointe.

saw this top and bag at f21. ooomggggzz. i want to buy leh! the top is cheap lah, like 23 bucks only. but i want to buy the bag alsooooo. 58bucks which is reasonable! butttt, i need to save money leh. how? :( work hard during hols xq, shopping centres loves you <3

crys reckons i look pervetic :O

yay i love desserts! (L)(L)(L)

YAY I LOVE CRYSTAL!

2009-07-29T22:01:00.001+08:00

its been a long time since i had a proper post, and blogger is kinda weird now. i cant change my fonts and things like that, oh whatever.

well, i had been home the whole day today and i haven't bathe, timecheck, its 10:01pm now.
been crazily watching my forensic hongkong drama, with my favourite kevin cheng :) and i'm finally done with it today, anymore new dramas? nooo, i'm going to resist as end sems are coming!

it is so weird, how we used to be the bestest of friends
how we debate over things
how we talk everything under the sun
how we tell each other things that we probably didn't tell another soul on earth
how we were each other listening ears and shoulders
how much i used to rely on you
how much you meant to me
yet now, when we talk
i could feel my impatience
and, i don't want this friend anymore
you had officially became the ban of my life
go away

i'm so happy with what i have right now. i don't need many friends, i just need a bunch of good friends

random thoughts:
1. i'm thinking of 4e4 now
2. i'm turning 18 :O neh-ni-neh-ni-poopoo michelle, you are the last
3. i really want to learn how to drive
4. i can't wait for hec to get his pilot license next year or stg, and he can fly me on a planeeeeeee. that'l be my 19th bday present!
5. i can't wait to meet cryst and don this sat, shopping (oh no,my bank)
6. i really need to meet some people up, and have some gathering. aye ko4 girls, hello where are all of you? every week is just me and cindy, but its okay. we two can lo-mantic tgt <3
7. i'm looking forward to holidays, 28th augustttt
8. i'm seriously thinking of learning how to bake and things like that, any guinea pigs? send in your taste bud's resume to my email please.
9. i can't wait for 2.2 when i can learn culinary! idk why i suddenly got interest in cooking and baking ;) but i need someone to wash dishes for me first!!
10. hec mia today :( when will his race enddd?

F1 please come now, i miss the food!!!!!!!!!!!! dont it look yummy-licious?

2009-07-25T23:00:00.002+08:00

Whinehouse. says:
you're not going to magically become her when you wear it! dont buy cause she pretty leh

mean ttm!

i'm kinda recovered nowww. but coughing like, nobody's business. when im outside, there's actually aunties upon hearing me cough, they actually cover their mouth or shun away from me and give me weird eyes! (MAYB I SHOULD USE THAT TO GET SEATS IN TRAINS/BUSES?)

i got such a boring life. home so many days! I NVR SPEND MORE THAN 20 BUCKS THIS WEEK, COOL OR WHAT! (Y)

HELL

2009-07-24T11:08:00.002+08:00

its 11:08am now, 24/7/2009 friday
number of days i haven been to school: its the 4th day
but i'l be going to school later though, ACCOUNTS. EWWWW

1. fell sick on monday. chills, fever, cough, headache, and menses didn't help too. all on a monday, cool isnt?
2. life of hell from on monday and tues
3. wednesday was struggling to get out of hell
4. thursday was kinda out hell but my head was stucked in hell with my major headache
5. i dont understand why i fall sick
6. resortops, proj A but test C+
7. my results sucks
8. i'm going to die for accounting later. back to hell soon i guess

2009-07-16T23:51:00.002+08:00

HARRY POTTER AND THE HALF BLOOD PRINCE!

had a super long day lah. woke up at 7am, went to school for 9am accts lecture which i dont understand. than fest tuts. lunch. intro lects.

next, zoom zoom to doby to meet HP to watch HP! :) astons for dinner (Y)(Y)
harry potter was awesooooooome! ending was kinda disappointing,but i loved it ttm! out of sooo many movies, this is like the best lah! some people dont like it, but xq dont care. i <3 it!
the humor was well delivered! :)
ron so in love with romilda vane.
HARRY AND GINNY'S KISSING SCENEEEE. GASP GASP GASPSSSSS!

watched it at grand cathay, (me loves big big cinema) it was full house, lucky i booked it like last friday! the whole cinema was practically cheering when they saw the spooky, WB sign, which means hp is starting! zomgggz. wheeeeee.

yay i love fred and george! :) daniel radcliffe is wtf-king-ly short!

i'm awake for like 16 hours alrdy. fest events proj, go and die. TIRED TTM. hahahahahaha. mich the bitch is studying at home, so sad. when im out watching hp! muahahahaha!

2009-07-15T23:23:00.002+08:00

1. harry potter in 20 hours! (Y)
2. talking to bitch online bout food. AH SHIT MY STOMACH GROWLING
3. my aunt and uncle said that im a glutton, but my second aunt saved me by saying, i just like food more thats all :):)
4. harry potter tmrw (L)(L)(L)
5. i wanna some dim sum and some yong tau foo (healthy food)
6. two proj submissions next week. SIGHS
7. i (L) yang warriors

CALL ME HOUSEWIFE :)

2009-07-12T23:36:00.003+08:00

i feeeel so great and accomplised! i'v cleared my room, i really mean it. CLEARED. how did it happened? what made me motivated was cos of....
a trip to ikea! was suppoesd to by a cabinet, cos i realise i got no space for my stuffs. but in the end, i didnt buy a cabinet, but...i bought another notice board, small basket, new bedroom sheets and carpet. my mum bought her stuffs too.

so when i got home, i decided to spring clean. my room do LOOK neat, but you dont know whats behind those translucent sliding doors man. the other time when i moved, it was my maid who put all the things i had in Elias Green(i didnt manage to pack much cos it was after Os, i was too busy playing) and she was also the one who put all the things that were moved into my cabinet.
so, i junked out ALL MY SEC 4 BOOKS. apparently, i only junked out sec1-3. my TYS and all were stil in my new house.....
than i cleared unwanted cds and all.
cleared my precious stuffs(or junk, in the eyes of some people)
packed my huge collection of arty stuffs
packed my huge collection of envelopes, letter pads, notebooks and all (guilty face)
packed my magazines, and found stacks of them. junk some mags too though.
-I SWEAR I CLEARED THEM NOT LONG AGO YOU KNOW. IDK WHY SO MANY
packed my costly collection of bridal mags
packed my dance costumes

*****packed my WARDROBBBBE! i junked out/threw away like 3 bags of clothes the other time. and now, its kinda filled, and messy! i dont know why my wardrobe is getting kinda squeezy. i really dont know why, I HARDLY GO SHOPPING/ONLINE SHOPPING. NOT AS MUCH AS AUDREY/CINDY/AMY/MICHELLE YEO AIRU-2 meals 1 buffet!

i took all the stuffs out from my wardrobe, and cleaned it. AH DUSTSSSS!
i vacuumed the carpets at home too
no mopping or sweepin cos my part time maid came yesterday!
AND I WASHED MY MOSQUITO NET!

my packing of room, 3/4 done. imagine what it was like when i first started packing man!

its a post of what i'v done. i just feel so excited bout being so clean and hardworking and all. hector thinks that i should do that more often, mayb i should :)

p.s. the work of dancing 2 days straight, when you haven been exercising much.
im aching on my upper back, lower back, inner thighs, quad, butt anddddd. i love it, but yet i hate it! i need to exercise :( any recommendations, other than jogging?

p.s. bought a video camera yesterday tooooo :) for the studio lah. but that means i can loan it *winkwink and that means, we can record our dance or something something next time too! yayz.

overdue photos! impromptu date with jm don and seah for ice age! 1E4 people eh. ice age is hilarious, love it!

2009-07-11T03:30:00.002+08:00

xq says; there's only one way, two do, three words, four you says (3:30 AM):
marcus sings
Whinehouse. says (3:30 AM):
wah i will melt i tell you

amy, say that you love me :) eh me's heartfelt words!

edited
Whinehouse. says (3:32 AM):
HAHA why kill you
OMG ARE YOU GOING TO BLOG DOWN
NOOOOO
):
Whinehouse. says (3:33 AM):
I LOVE YOU MUACKS, TAKE DOWN LEH.

2009-07-08T12:59:00.003+08:00

AHHHHH. IM REJECTED FOR MY DFS JOB :(
COS XQ IS NOT 18! walaoooo. 3 more months onlyyyyyyy. since im selling liqor, i guess. no choice? !@#$%^&*
i have another job in mind though! i shall go find out find out first :) intro, business entre and apel all done! next week will be like fest events&attractions mgt. so rest for me this weekend!!

aye biatch, im waiting for my treattt. cant wait! :)

P.S. I AM WATCHING HARRY POTTER AND THE HALF BLOOD PRINCE NEXT THURSDAY!
I BOOKED THE TICKETS ONLINE ALRDY. I'M ONLY ONE DAY LATE, THE CENTRE SEATS ALL NO MORE LIAO. SADDDDDDD. BUT I GOT THE SECOND LAST ROW, SIDE ONES. (not the most side one. like the outer ones of the side seats!) EGGCITED TTM.

i saw this eh me's blog! OMGGGGGGGGG. I TOTALLY WANNA CRY WHEN I SAW THAT! SO EFFFING SWEEEEEEEEEEEEEET!

i feel so lucky.

2009-07-06T15:21:00.002+08:00

1. second week of hols for ayg
2. school tmrw at 2
3. interview at chinatown for DFS at 11am (dutyfree shop@airport)
4. hope i can start work during sept, but at the looks of it. i dont think so :(
5. projects projects and projects
6. i need a life!

aye bitch, east coast leh.

2009-07-03T03:28:00.005+08:00

its 3:28

sighs. unhealthy timing! just before i head off to bed, i just wanna post these photos up. i was looking through some photos and i found thisssss.

LOOK AT THE BRUISE? BEST PART IS, this is NOT THE WORST ONE!
its those dance days. i miss dancing so many days a week :(
at bishan library, photographer hectorphan!

2009-07-02T23:42:00.003+08:00

gideon raj: AYE HOW YOU KNOW! but the quality now kinda dropped. im thinking of changing to another canon!

welcome to my boring life. having my hols right now, SHIOK. gna start catching this hongkong drama! bout forensic, wah my favourite lor.

zoo on tues with 2k06 and 2k01.
WE VISITED THE ANIMAL HOSP/WHATEVER ITS CALLED IN THE ZOO.
which includes the animal wards and autopsy. the autopsy is DAMNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN COOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL.
we actually got to see the dead animals! okay, not like dead animals is cool or what. but we at least got to see things like that. er, how often do you get chances to visit such places in attractions like this? this kinda behind-the-scenes kinda thing.
the room where they store dead animals: its this big freezer room, and with some smell. it was rather simple, like shelves for small animals. and the big animals? dump them on the floor lor.
three ways the zoo handles carcasses: (read from the autopsy room's bulletin)
1. junk them out(mostly)
2. leave it as specimen in the zoo
3. brought to raffles biodiversity(or somwhere along that line)
there was this deer, who died in the animal ward, bleeding from her valva. and GOD, there was this super frigging big BLACK PYTHON! SCARE ME PLEASE. i think i should conquer my fear for snakes man.
p.s. its my mum's fault that im scared of snakes since young

okay, crap post. bye.

2 WEEKS OF DISAPPEARANCE

2009-06-27T04:05:00.000+08:00

hellooooo world! okay, i know i'v disappeared for like dinosaur years, but OWELL. busy busy busy! (okay, lazy) i'v an interesting life yknow! thats why i got no time to come online! but its okay, updateee all at one go. one stone kill many many birds :)
well, i had quite a fulfilling holidays, even though it might have been perfect if not cos of some rarr-rarr stuffs. so first, i shall put in some photos for cindy's birthday celebrationnnn!

FYI, FOR ALLLLL PHOTOS. MORE ON FB! :) the full version ones.

er, ice skate! im trying to balance yknow. okay fine, i suck at it.

for you eh-me

SUPER SWEET PHOTO <3333333333

next, IT fair! my workmates, with handful of north vista people. looks like im not so lonely afterall, at first was so emo that cindy ps me lorrrrrrr. CINDYYYYY.

and during the 3rd day of my IT fair, i left early and went to chiok's 21st! :) cosy cosy, at her home. with nice nice foood. nice nice peopleeeee. and nice nice CUPCAKES! <3>
AND AS USUAL, IM ALW THE ONE SABO-ED FOR IT. so YAHHHH. it was hilarious, i think i was the best speaker :)

chiok's super yummy cupcakes made my niccc!

the guy who say that he's almost a ballerina! cos his 3 sisters are all ballerinas :D

next next next, its my proj! resort ops :) on a monday, which is the day after my IT fair. where i had a hoarse voice, all the shouting. sighs. we have nice nice proj you know! CONFIRM BEST. our model is super duper nice! i dont have a picture of it though :( but I HAVE WEIRD GROUPMATES. LIKE JUSTIN......?!
me and justin are suckers for musical, we love dreamgirls, mama mia, hairspray and such. he's a crazy ass. he's girly. he's bitchy. (Y)

my super nice huts! made with love okay!

and a dinner with dear jm! its this jap restaurant at safraaaaa. er idk whats the name lah. GOD. I ATE LIKE NOBODY'S BUSINESS. OHMAN. you know, IM REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY GAINING WEIGHT. DAMNNNN.

and i had mich the bitch staying over at my house, last friday! she came to find me at my studio after my danceeeee. than talked like, NOBODY'S BUSINESS. gossip A BIT(NOT!) left mid morning, cos she's going out. seriously man, she acts like she got no A levels. TSK TSK TSK. quick quick! get your prelims done and over with! EAST COAST BINGE BINGE BINGE!

4E4 OUTING! after soooo long. had some rarr-rarr moments before that, due to some matters/people. last minute backouts, or, nvr even come cos some didnt go and didnt even have the decency to at least let me know? oh whatever. okay, stop it xq.

IT WAS YONGSHENG'S BIRTHDAY! SO HAPPY BIRTHDAY YS! <3 of course, ys wont be let off so easily. traditional boy's birthday torture!
GUEST APPEARANCE: LEE HONGHUI!
props: shaver, cheese&mayo(ys hate/detest/loathes that), chilli padi, elephant glue
torture acts:
1. shave his armpit/leg hair
2. smear cheese and mayo all over him. and he almost puke when he smell those things
3. chilli padi was dismissed, cos i think he alrdy died with cheese/mayo
4. elephant glue on his hand, stick onto his leg
-so a painful experience of removing his hand from his leg, with LOTSA LEG HAIR IN THE MEANTIME

the happy torturers :) look at ys's face!

er, hand with elephant glue&hair

the psychopaths/mastermind

the guys just had to push me into the water, failed attempts just dont make them give up. so yes, im pushed into the water.

than sakura for dinner! :) seriously, i love 4e4 people loadsssssss! all the laughters and stuffs i got that day = stomach/face cramp

look like some gang gang uh. not full strength, some left alrdy!

what happened phuaaaaa?you were soooo cute! okay lah, stil cute lah!

lastly, shunmin's 21st! two 21st babies this month! hahahahaah! ohman! i love birthday parties. im going to have a nice nice nice nice nice nice 21st. i shall use my planning skills to plan stg nice! :) samuel(shun's bf for 6 years and counting) SUPER SWEET! sang for her, learnt the guitar for like 1 weeeeek. sang "when you say nothing at all") DAMN SWEEET! :) they should just get married now. hahahahaha!

school's started.
1. resort ops presentation, due to playfull-ness. i broke my americaya heels. gna fix it soon!
2. been hanging out with cindy quite a bit this week. wah this girl is mad! but i love her loadsssssssssssssss, the niece and the nephew.
3. even though im in the same class as audrey, but i feel like i hardly see her. I WONDER WHY.
4. i haven seen nurul and amy since ice age :(
5. i want k04 girls full strength sooon! man.
6. been kinda late for school recently(okay everytime also like that)
7. broke :( cabs are 1 big factor
8. BOUGHT THIS ZARA SKINNIES TODAY. WAH SUPER NICE. MADE FOR ME. LOVEEEEEEE ITTTTTT. and a zara simple dimple dress for 20 bucks! i see so many things, but dont have my sizeeeee! mayb i should grow fatter? :O
9. hectorphan have some syfc thing thing tmrww. so i shall go for extra ballet lessons to shed some weight, meet him for cycling/east coast dinner after that! YAY
10. no school next week! zoo trip on tues(feels like pri sch kid, got shuttle bus to send us there from tp and all) MANY PROJ MEETINGS NEXT WEEEEK.
11. MY BIRTHDAY IS COMING, IN 4 MONTHS MINUS FEW DAYS TIME! EGGCITED. DRIVING LISCENSE!!

IM IT SAAVY NOW! ASK ME :)

2009-06-15T03:12:00.000+08:00

IT fair over! actually im not very tired. just kinda sian with repeating the functions,features, specs and stuffs like that of the laptop. and saying "hi looking for any laptops and desktops?"
i feel kinda proud of myself. 26 sets for my very first IT show! considering that im such a IT idiot, and only learning whats a ram, processor, core 2 duo, centrino, SATA HDD, DDR3/DDR2 and some other stuffs on that day. the first few times i was more of smoking my way through to explain things please. most emo times are when guys come over and buy from me, i normally dont say much and let them try the laptops, COS THEY KNOW MILLION TIMES MORE THAN ME (and i think they sense me feeling hopeless) its easy money though, dont have to explain and can sell.

bottomline, IT fair made me smarter and im a IT saavy now!

anyway, indian customers are seriously mother-far-kers. i think i minus my commission, alot is cos of them im serious. sometimes i wish i can just kick they bloody balls and ask them to scram. i wouldnt want to make this kinda money man. and plus, talking to them is so tiring, cos im normally out of breath(i dont breathe often when i talk to them, you should know why)
my whole pay plus basic right, should be $550. but i think minus all the free gifts cos of those stupid indians, some aunties/uncle. should be like 400 or 400+ lah. SIAN.

sat was chiok's bday! :) left early and went there. marcus(not gel boy) keep saying i lose alot sales lah! sighs. but its okay, had super lots of fun at chiok's bday! (Y)
p.s. andy said, one of his friends from lenovo also, but under challenger. said that im damn fierce :( like i will bring alot customers over to our booths and that sorta thing. cos i'd approach all this. but i dont snatch customers, not like some assholes. seriously. 3 laptops, 60 bucks. FUCK MAN. *angry and hungry now*
PICTURES TMRW OR SOMETHING!

2009-06-11T02:07:00.000+08:00

IT FAIR THE NEXT FOUR DAYS! kinda siannnnn. pay like LOW AH.
only self consolation is, better than nothing! :(

lotsa photos, after IT fair! :)

anyway, HAPPY BIRTHDAY CINDY! even though its 11th june, 2am. just two hours late :$

aye i nvr post the slutty one leh! next time i post okay :D

2009-06-08T01:22:00.000+08:00

it will never end, never ever.

2009-06-06T02:06:00.000+08:00

today's dance was satifsying. i was soaked to the skin, where my leotards and tights were all soaked :) even my undies! sounds gross, but shiok :)

flamenco performance at scgs tmrw! summer school uh. currently i have quite alot activities lined up for me!

monday: meeting aunt for movie
tuesday: cindy's birthday celebration!
wed: outing w ballet friends?
thurs-sun IT fair!
but sat got chiok's 21st bday :( might leave IT fair earlier?
17th e4's outing + yongmaomao birthday celebration!
21st, shunmin's 21st! :)

audrey: aye what YOUR robbie!
aaron: what puke! people got love you dont have, jealous ah
amy: what bth! hahahaha. really what, my top 5 siol
cindy: not cheesy at all please. next time i put you in also lah ;)

TOP 5 HOTTEST/CUTEST GUYS <3

2009-06-04T03:32:00.000+08:00

sorry amy! toy museum pics another day! being so infatuated now, i think its right time for me to post my top 5 hottest/cutest guys in my life! :) gahhhhhhhhhhhhh. after so long, im finally going to post it!

on a random note, i realise the guys i like, all have the kiddy look. and messy hair/not styled/neat hair!

1. Jean Baptiste Maunier, my french boy!
22 december, 1990. born in france, lyon
gahhhh. he's soooo cuteeee! sooo hotttt! i loveee his messy hair! :):):):):):) i bought 'les choristes' soundtrack, just for him! ah. his voice! i can listen to the song and melt everytime i hear it. CHARMING. OHMAN. he got this kiddy look. this boy boy look! WAH ME LOVE. mayb thats why hec was my ec last time? :D

HIS SMILE IS....... RARRRRRR.

2. channing tatum
ahhhh. HOT BODDDYYYYY. got the CHEEKY BOY fweeeling! :) i like cheeky boys! :) frigging cute! step up and she's the man. totally, right smack charming! cutesy ;) (audrey, cutesy!)
i like the i-like-you, but shy shy,

this smile is, *MELT.

3. Aaron Johnson
angus thongs and perfect snogging! SUPER CUUUUUTE! wah everytime he smiles, is like, heart melt. wah damn cute, play music, super sweet some more. 100 marks! RARRR. so many guys that plays music, in singapore are.... -.- no cute/hot one lor.

BODY HOT ALSO!!

4. Kevin Cheng
he's the hot-cold type of guy! a lil like channing tatum. cheeky cheeky! :) sometimes wont give in, but do know when to give in! RARRRRRRR. LOVE HIM IN THE SEVENTH DAY. his character in that show (Y)(Y)

5. Hector Phan Junwen, 19th oct 1992, xq's ec for year 2006/7
of course, my hottest and cutest! <3 style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 0, 0);" size="5">
MY NO.1 (L)(L)(L)(L)

2009-06-02T01:28:00.000+08:00

im studying super, duper, uber, frigging, extremely hard for accountings now.
imma nerd :)

2009-05-30T00:03:00.000+08:00

hello bitch, my twin :) when we going to east coast? fix one day with cryst than we all go tgt lah. CAN COUNT JM OUT, CONFIRM WONT GO ONE LOR. 8 hours a day! OHMAN. IM SO SLEEPY.

I USED ALOT BRAIN CELLS TODAY!
i think im not going to do well for resort ops test :( and im happy that our proj got B+! like our whole class all C+ & there's only 1 A out of jmpang's 3 classes. mag seow confirm damn strict also! WELL DONE TEAM MATES! <3

i memorised like alot things lah, than end up those come out ones are like -.- i think my 9M qn, quite gone.
LOCATION LOCATION LOCATION. wtf. first answers are alw right lor, im nvr going to change my answers ever again. OHMY. and ballet had alot brainwork today. idk why. im going to sleep early,after my hair dries. photos for toy museum tmrw! :)

i love this girls <3

2009-05-27T22:36:00.000+08:00

DANCE SUBARU! I WANT TO WATCH THISSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

tentatively going with jm on sat! <3 yays. girl's day out :):) its been some time since i last saw her. and after sat, the next time i will see her will be....... god knows when. A levels took my friends away :( screw you left right up down cambridge. screw you north south east west MOE.

i want to watch a ballet show. like PURE BALLET. ABT(American Ballet Theatre), come to singapore alrights? like you will come lor, singapore is too small for you.
even if they do, it wont be the principal dancers. no primas :(
i can watch le cosaire like a million times til i remember the steps, i stil dont get bored of it.

P/S I WENT TO JOG TODAY. (AUDREY, PRIMARY SCHOOL ONE :$, but better than nothing!)
p/p/s i had botak jones today... first time :$:$:$:$

2009-05-27T03:11:00.000+08:00

its 3:11 now
and im still up? that explains my dark eye rings.
was supposed to finish my attractions report, but......... im so distracted lah. tmrw tmrw. chop chop finish! facebook/blogs are such killers man.

went to toy museum today with audrey amy and cindy. the 3 kids :) the 3 little pigs? :-o okay whatever im lame. nono, lame=amy
it was kinda cool though toy museum, even though sentosa was rainy when we left. photossss soooooon whennnn immm nottt lazyyy.

just to plan my short 2 weeks plus a little bit holidays:
1) please dont make me forget/stop my healthy,exercise,dieting plannnn
2) I WANT TO GO EAST COAST PARK! FOOD CENTRE *YUMYUM. (kinda contradict with what i'v just said, but i'l be cycling. so... balance off)
3) please please, yanyang get me IT fair jobbbb
4) itching for retail therapy. so badly (talking bout saving money?HMMM)
5) cindy ng huey shin's birthday celebrationnn!

im looking forward to.. THE CRUISE TRIP! :) yays!
and i wanna go to the australia trip! goldcoast, queensland and some other placessss.
i want my birthday to comeee like nowwww. i want to learnnn to driveeeee.

a post bout nothing.

2009-05-25T23:46:00.001+08:00

im reading someone's blog now. omg im such a stalker, not as much as audrey lah. but owell.
and im stil reading! kinda spoilt my plans for starting for attractions tonight, but aiyah. heck. i shall think bout it later?
but i'v starting reading on resort opsss! :):):) heavy sub leh. alot things to remember. confirm one!

i went to jog today! like 1 round, from my house to dunman sec, tpjc than back home. i think got 1k+? i dont feel tired after the round though! wanted to go for another round, but its like 9pm alrdy. getting a bit late and quiet, i scared got ghosts :$ and snake! and im kinda sian alrdy. like bored. i saw the notice on, spotting of snake around my house area. and it slipped away! and we are supposed to call them when we spot it. omg lah. i only got my ipod. how to call sial.
and i started jogging mainly cos OF FATS LAH. also cos i feel so weird to be like working out lesser. ever since my performance ended, dance ain't that vigorous anymore.
have this, 'something is missing out fweeeling'!

i seriously need to tone myself, and lose some weights. i cant stand my tummy. WTH MAN. if i got money i would seriously got for lipo. i cant stand my effing askjfhalskdjfhakjlh thighs. and my arms?! OHMANNNN. EAT SOME MORE LAH XQ.
(donn you dont be irritating ah i tell you)
and no more breadtalk for me! YES YES YES! my non-carbs/very little carbs diet. shall start, AGAIN.
friends, do remind me alright? except donn, you dont have to say anything!

2009-05-24T18:56:00.000+08:00

yay! im like kinda done with resort ops. i mean my part is done lah, only left with audrey to collate! this is my drawingggg. my illustration :) LIKE YAY FINALLY DONE! (its a lil cut away, idk why my scanner cant scan the whole thing)

how's my drawing? originally was black and white, than i was like wah damn boring. cos only have shadings all this. so i went to take my colour pencils, colour halfway.... regret? cos tired ah. its like if you see the actual one, i will colour one direction, than another direction that kind :D

im left with..
attractions indiv report on friday
resort ops test on friday
accounts test on 3rd june

thats for my next two weeks. and holidayssss. muahahahahahahahahah!
aiyoh. jc students, i just started school leh. and im going to have holidays now. WHOLE DAY HOLIDAY, DAMN ANNOYING. I WANT TO GO SCHOOL.

2009-05-23T00:59:00.000+08:00

i nvr really liked LV, but i really love this. its really really random, but i so so so want to get a new wallet. OHMAN.
the purple is really beautifulllll.

THE INSIDES!

potter fans: NEWEST TRAILER FOR HALF BLOOD PRINCE! HD! -clickclick!
AWWWWWESOOOMEEEEEEEEE.

something kinda interesting and cool happened in school today.
JUSTIN YOU ARE DAMN COOL. YOU ARE THE MAN!!
PROFESSOR TRELAWNEY, TOTAL OWNAGE.

okay, im damn tired. two days straight waking up at 645, snoozing the clock til 730. apparently making my alarm clock ring earlier doesnt help, cos i'd just keep snoozing. and be late for school.
OMG. WAKING UP SO GOD DAMN EARLY. ITS KILLLINNNNGGG MEEEEEEEE.
i wonder how jc kids stand it.
*PONDERS

2009-05-21T20:25:00.000+08:00

i kinda like school in sentosa. i dont mind not going back to tp.
i only miss tp's food, like... sugarloaf? AH YONG TAU FOO. the cheap food there.

2009-05-20T01:03:00.001+08:00

TEST TEST TEST! yesterday test. tomorrow test. next friday test.
but at least better than cramming everything all at mid sem lah. in a way.
its the school routine. but im kinda enjoying it? having nicer modules, unlike POM/ECONS/MARKETING/OB/COMMSKILLS is way cooler.

xq says; I am stucked to a boy who fills me with joy. says:
i need your help!
Cindy is whisked away by projects says (12:54 AM):
LOL?
whassup?
xq says; I am stucked to a boy who fills me with joy. says (12:55 AM):
intro lei rec!!
Cindy is whisked away by projects says (12:55 AM):
OMG YA HA
TEST TMR
SHIT
I TOTALLY FORGOT
OMGGGGGGG
xq says; I am stucked to a boy who fills me with joy. says (12:55 AM):
ARE YOU
SERIOUS
Cindy is whisked away by projects says (12:55 AM):
YESH
OMG
SHIT

SO CINDY.

im uberly broke now. job lobang anyone?

cookie, luge and horse horse

2009-05-16T23:41:00.000+08:00

due to the long absence, its 3 posts at one go!

last sat, had some performance and we headed to chiok's place after that! to visit cookie! ah she's such a darling :) damnnnn cuteeeeeeeee. super guai,and doesnt bark! small like an ant(okay woman tend to exaggerate). as light as a feather! :D
my bag is tad lot heavier than cookie, SERIOUSLY. my water bottle itself is alrdy heavier!
so here's cookie!

I LOVE THIS SHOT! THE EXPRESSION!!

andrea!

chiok the mummy!

shunmin :)

clar!

kissy kissyyy

bleah~

er, chiok.

so thats for our cookie post! :) wanx went too, but she left early to meet her boy-flen.

next is the luge! like been going there on two consecutive fridays. cant help it when your lecture ends at 10plus, and your next lesson is at 2! after proj meetings, what can you do? LUGE!
its not only my class people, we mix around you know. basically two proj groups from diff classes were at subway eating fresh and talking fresh. shit, im damn lame. amy's fault?

justin, the professional SPORTS CLIMBER. he's trying to cut down now, as he's alw late for lessons! rough nights you see.

joycelynn! she thinks kailing is..........(not sowing discord)

boo w marcus, marcus is forever vulgar lah uh. typical.

justin's finally not looking bored.

me fatin(nurul's friend) and audreyyyyyy!

lastly, gallop stable today! :) w hec. a lil last min, so didnt ask anyone lah. since cindy ng huey shin wants to go somewhere musuem/somewhere not hot and sweaty.

looks like donkey right!

going to gallop! okay, not gallop. randomly, i think my legs looks okay from this angle. note: THIS ANGLE. sighs.

hec!

ending off with love! <3

insects, COOL?

2009-05-14T23:56:00.001+08:00

COOL OR WHAT? this was taken from joe's food during lunch in school today. its dead of course, fried with vegetables! YUMMY YUM YUM.
nature! i haven got to eat at TAS yet. and i prolly will never eat. ohman. this is bad.

photos photos real soon! ahhhh, projects projects. assignments assignments.
its that whole cycle all over again. two test next weeek! ohmy. doing some research now. and im freaking myself out with death stories of ubin(sidetrack a bit)

school's fun :)

2009-05-12T01:37:00.001+08:00

actually, being a lesbian is kinda cool. you think so?

mayb, not
xq says; I am stucked to a boy who fills me with joy. says (1:39 AM):
LOL! will you find it gross?
xq says; I am stucked to a boy who fills me with joy. says (1:39 AM):
like if i turned lesbian
♠ Jia Yi ♠ SaINtS no._21 | Act of Humanity. says (1:40 AM):
I WILL STAY SO FAR AWAY FROM U THAT U CANT EVEN SEE ME
xq says; I am stucked to a boy who fills me with joy. says (1:40 AM):
GOT SO BAD!
♠ Jia Yi ♠ SaINtS no._21 | Act of Humanity. says (1:40 AM):
AND I WILL BLOCK U FROM MSN AND DEL FROM FB!

2009-05-11T23:33:00.001+08:00

there's a limit to everything. fuck off. like i care.

2009-05-11T22:29:00.000+08:00

going to get my lappie back tmrw! so yes, i'll blog. photos photos! so stay tuned yeah?
life's pretty aljfalkdjsf;lakjdf;lkjas;fdlkj
school's tmrw, ubin on wed. class outing uh, not like we wanted it to be at ubin, but projects. so... oh well. i dont look forward to blood suckers man!

sometimes, its really so great to have great friends. the ones that had stand by me all this years, and my toughest year(s), those emotional roller coaster rides. im so glad i have this bunch of people who stood by me, accompanying me through the whole journey. even though right now, we dont meet/talk often. but a short convo to catch up once in a while, or a random meetup. it feels good. many times when i thought that im alone, im not. i have this great bunch of people whom i love alot <3

and some friends who dont even need a long time to build such wonderful friendships. and i have complete faith and trust in them, sharing things which i would have probably kept with me til my grave. okay, exaggerating. mayb for the next few years? i know i have friends that would never betray me/our secrets. this bunch of people, whom i have been seeing for the past year, im so used to their presence. its another bunch of people whom i love alot alot tooo <3

i feel so immature sometimes. i know that some stuffs cant be helped, but i cant help feeling whiny and !@#$%^&* bout it. im so lousy

2009-05-07T21:52:00.001+08:00

alex Your words are always there to break my fall. says (9:46 PM):
haha. i see. today i almost mistaken amy for you lor

WHERE GOT LOOK LIKE AMY LOR!

I BOUGHT THIS!

2009-05-07T01:17:00.000+08:00

see that hot red? YES XQ BOUGHT IT :) shipping now..... prolly 1/2 days of swimming it will reach my home! mum paid, felt bad that she paid the whole thing. so i passed her 100 bucks :)

i was so tired on the train today. lucky i kinda controlled, I NEARLY FELL OFF MY SEAT. that woke me up instantly. shit, talk bout unglam moments. but it wasn't very obvious, thank god.

retail therapy with audrey todayyyy :) HAPPY PEOPLE YAHHH. she bought a gap pullover, and i bought this mango knitted top which i (and cindy!) eyed. AND MY PULL AND BEAR SHORTS.... GAH. happy people!
im going to be frugal now.
5 bucks a day for food
eat little little
spend little little
fats little little little little

i will start buying clothes in june. after mid sem test. YES I WILL MAKE IT.

2009-05-06T02:23:00.000+08:00

okay okay! im blogging now lah donavan! must let me edit edit a bit, the lightings here and there than yah lorrrr! crystal i prefer my canon's lighting! HAHAHA!

before i start my post post post, i'd like to thank all the wonderful friends i have.
those who know me since a million years ago(okay girls tend to exaggerate) i mean my wondeful sec school friends. thanks for those smses/msn-es, i really do appreciate them. and also that one who was the first to know that my mp3 broke down on a monday morning, and was late to school to sp.... hahahaha!
and those who know me for a year plus, who screams/noisy/swears(wink wink)/bitch/aroma-te-pra-pee/nvr eat veg, and only junk food/cant take spice/dig golds and give their friends/sms-ing He Who Must Not Be Named
and the list goes on
im really blessed to have you guys (tearing alrdy?)
so bottomline is, the joys of my life.
thank you <3

story of my mp3: on a fine rainy monday morning, after playing the 3rd song, xq's 1.5 years plus old mp3 broke down. quite officially. and she decided to buy the RED HOT CHROMATIC NANO. but later at night, after one whole day, she was fiddling with her mp3 and realised it worked! battled with her thoughts, she decided to buy a new mp3.
IT SHALL BE HER NEW MOTIVATION TO START JOGGING AND LOSE WEIGHT :)

after school today, went to meet up with cryst/don/zuming! and a little dtours plus donut sensation with cindy before meeting them :) CONGRATZ CRYST, GOLD WITH HONOURS!
ah, as usual. lotsa laughters. but im feeling like really tired today. the sleepy fweeling.
so it was walking around while waiting for the 2 late metrosexuals, soup spoon, dessert at gelare!
TODAY TUESDAY AH, WAFFLE HALF PRICE-CHEAP CHEAP!

photos!!!!!!!!!
random

at gelare!

GROUP PHOTO!

(the 3 of them, practically had their enjoyable night, laughing at my expense) BUT I REALLY CANT HELP LOOKING UNGLAM/SPASTIC RIGHT. im just not photogenic!

2009-05-03T02:32:00.001+08:00

my heart aches like a bitch

2009-05-03T00:19:00.000+08:00

driven to a corner with no way out

i dont remember....
when was the last time we met?
when was the last time we talk to each other bout things?
when was the last time we talked on the phone?
when was the last time you said good night, i love you baby
when was the last time you said you missed me
when was the last time you said something sweet to me
when was the last time you send me smses that were longer, and not a few worded which i can just read without opening the sms
when was the last time you hugged me and said that you loved me
when was the last time you kissed me on my cheeks?
what happened to the nice cards you used to make? if you remember what you gave me on anni.
where's the heart?
where's the love?
or mayb its diminishing as seconds tick away

do you notice anything about me?
i feel so small
i feel so insignificant
i just feel that its karma

even if we lasted for only one hour, i want to make the best out of it.
but, can i?

how does it feels like when your heart melts like a butter on a hot toast? i dont remember.

BEER FEST! (part 1)

2009-05-02T00:50:00.000+08:00

firstly, i'd like to thank my concerned friends who smsed/msned me. i love all of ya'l :)
secondly, regarding the photos below, xq's camera are the ones that had taken photos with good/high quality :) hahaha!
thirdly, i was kinda red. but the photos couldnt tell! not anywhere near being tipsy. BEER ONLY LAH.
fourthly, im loving LRM!

went to beer fest! it was lots of fun :) even though it was like opened air = no aircon, quite warm! it wasnt very crowded, thank god! i dont want to be a tuna or sandwich! even though it didnt look that great, but company and music there was great. not to forget the BEERS!! awwww. magners and pure blonde are definately one of those drinks to be added into my drink list *winkwink

WE TOOK SUPER ALOT PHOTOS. CY WAS SAYING, WE'V BEEN LIKE TAKING PHOTOS SINCE THE TIME WE SET FOOT INTO BEERFEST. (i thought so too) but who cares! -more on fb!

i was kinda tired/dying before that. like i was super super super tired! woke up at like 7 the past two days man. yes yes, im hardworking. i didnt skip any lectures! (UNLIKE SOME PEOPLE, UHUM UHUM) talking bout turning OVER a new leaf
was kinda high with kailing on the train and stuffs when we were going to cityhall. than cindy(w safi and suling-happened to come w us!) was like quite stressed up bout whether we can get in due to age limits and people being late etc. stressed up AND PISSY.
but safi just keep stepping on her toes, I WONDER WHY. well, telling someone whose warm, walking, tired, pissy, stressed, irritated that there's a red porshe/black mercs sports, definately wouldnt help to make things better! YOU THINK SO?

okay photo spam! not really lah, more on facebook! and more when cindy gives me the rest.MY BLOODY STUPID RETARDED BRAINLESS ANNOYING CAMERA GOT NO MORE BATT. and clever xq forgot to bring extras -.- AND MY LAPTOP IS NOW SPOILT. I CANT ON IT. WTF. IM GOING TO CAL AND BITCH TO HP
-they better do stg bout it, asap. i want a royal highness treatment from them. i just send my laptop in two weeks plus ago, and now its like !@#$%^&(* whats the point of sending it in man.

okay, first time to flyer(fine, very suaku) and some photos of beerfest

everyone!

WE THE LOVELY GIRLSSSZZZZZZSSSSZZZZ

ALL TOGETHER <3>

and the other group of guyS and GIRL

this is for you guyS and GIRL, your evidence that you are there for report

evidence that we went! our dog tag. not on our necks, but wrists

mayb i should crop audrey away :D but its okay, she looks nice halved (OOPS!)

our long and endless legsss

orange spoiler. HE'S A SMOKER

awww. NEW FAVE! MAGNERS AND PURE BLONDE :)

the goner

look at him lah!

twit-er

mr barman! yes you look good :) he was asking me if he looked good in the photo, asked me to show him and check check! hahaha!

love love love! <3

mr guiness-with-a-ballooned-guitar!

53A! THEY ARE DAMN GOOD :) this is the female vocalist, plays guitar! she's damn cute! we girls are going gaga over her!

so are the guys! LITERALLY GRINNING FROM EAR TO EAR!

yay!

MORE PHOTOS UP SOOON! WITH BEERGIRLS AND RANDOM ANGMOHS WHOM WE INTERVIEWED!

this emotion

2009-04-29T22:16:00.000+08:00

what happened to the person i used to know?
i'm not sure if all this are happening, are due to the accumulations before, or is it stg new? but i reckon its the accumulations. there are so many things that have changed now.
maybe taking break will do us all some good

beer festival tmrw. i was kinda looking forward to it, with the girls and guys. but now, i just want to hide under my comforter and seek solace there.

my heart hurts like a bitch.

very very very random post!

2009-04-27T23:48:00.000+08:00

this is a very random post! i was flipping out some of my stuffs and i discovered the first photo i took with hectorphannnn!
it was, 1st jan 2007. movie theatre, went to watch night at the museum with gladys and anissa!
first movie, first photo. normal friends :)

why would i be so random and post stg like that? i wanted to post bout the 5 hottest man that will make my heart melt like a butter on hot toast, BUT THIS IS THE NO.1 MELTER LAH OKAY <33333333

(guilty-ly: channing tatum is stil very hot okay *gives shy face)

BABY PHOTO

1st jan 2007. century cineplex, night at the museum

WHAT A DIFFERENCE!
he was younger, innocent-er, cuter, face was skinnier????? OKAY. STIL INNOCENT AND CUTE LAH.

26th march 2009, east coast park!

2009-04-25T20:55:00.000+08:00

school's been fine. just that my classmates dont look that fun? or maybe we just dont know each other yet! hope there isnt people like melvin or daniel! AHA! DONN AND CLARENCE!
we have a half jap in our class :-o currently, im feeling pretty positive bout school, cos i have cooler modules. makes me more motivated! YES YES, FESTIVAL AND EVENTS! hahahah!
same class as audrey, AUDREY WE WILL HAVE NICE GROUPIES YAH! amy and nurul have nicee groupies ehhhh.
please bless us with nice ones! :):)

and my mum know bout me and hectorphan. as in, she knows bout it alrdy. no londer in the, she-knows-there's-someone-but-dont-know-who kinda situation.

my mind is in a whirl
am i thinking too much?

2009-04-21T22:59:00.000+08:00

best wonder girls cover! -click on it!

2009-04-21T13:14:00.000+08:00

flamenco festival was uber fun! :) okay, the fesetival name....
"Feria de Abril 2009"
omg. CHIJMES IS SO BEAUTIFUL AT NIGHT! silent 18th birthday with good friends there? *smiles*

first day of school was.. great! seriously, this semester's modules seems so much more fun-er and more relevant to the course LRM. festival and events! seems pretty cool :) but accounting sounds, BAD. mayb cos of this sem's modules, i wont skip lectures alrdy/that often. and maybe cos hectorphan is like so near me(SP!) that we can go home tgt if i dont skip lecture! SOUNDS GOOOOD! nvrmind, if the girls pon. I GOT SAFI.

WALT DISNEY INTERNSHIP!
the briefing is like on 2may. IM SO EGGGCITED PLEASE. but i alrdy checked it out on ole-bb. they alrdy have the presentation slides put up.
ITS SO BLOODY FRIGGING SUPER SUPER EXPENSIVE. IM GOING TO START SAVING MONEY AND WORK MY ASS OFF DURING THE NEXT HOLIDAYS. SERIOUSLY!
COST OF PROGRAMME: $3,000 USD
NOT INCLUSIVE OF: air tickets, lodging when we are at the disney resort(will be deducted from our pay) and meals at disney resort(will have discounts are cafeteria)

BUT during our stay at hampton, virgina wil be included. i think we are going to some uni for a while before going to disney resort (?)
I WANT TO GOOOO. PLEASE LET ME GET IN :(

here's a few photos! shall photo spam soon when im in the mood :D

2009-04-18T11:55:00.000+08:00

I AM ADDICTED TO RESTAURANT CITY!
photos photos! will be having some flamenco(spanish dance) festival at CHIJMES later! kinda cool. nvr been into stg like that before. with live music when you dance and all :) yay!

anyway, after my chalet, i kinda zoomed home. changed and went to meet don and zuming to get nvss for their syf! :) (they got a HIGH SILVER! okay lah not gold, but better than some schools which dropped lah! i thought they might have a chance to get gold though. i was quite impressed lah!) my two metrosexuals, SERIOUSLY. and he-she zuming went to rebond his hair, LIKE YES MAN. walaoooooo. more vain than me can!
don: u know wat metrosexual zu ming jie jie smsed me this morning?
xq: what he-she say!
don: he say: "hey.. the gel-wax thing kinda nice to use :)"
don: LOL. wake me up cos of that msg lah. THANKS LA. when i climb up on my bed reluctantly and read that msg, i feel like strangling him

than after that, ate a little at raffles city, saw janice(bnj manager for raffles city) said hi, but i felt a little... awkward. oops. than we went to tampines one! OMG SHOPPING WITH THEM IS LIKE- AIYOH. but they are like the first guys that were so patient to shop with me :D
always have like a great time with them! awwwwwwwww. okay i dont know why am i talking now, i just woke up and i have to prepare to meet gladys phan! I HAVEN TIE MY HAIR YET. SIAN.

to start photos session on, KIDS. DONT SMOKE OKAY? WAIT YOU WILL END UP LIKE THE PICTURE BELOW.
OH NO. I LOADED INTO PHOTOBUCKET THE WRONG SIZE :( SO ITS KINDA SMALLL.

hardworking people at the pits :) i was busy too you know. ESP ME AND AMY :D

audrey! this is for you.

the people

than we went to swimmmm! with the uncle chasing us out cos it pool is supposed to be closed(also got alot other people in the pool lor) and we went in. and chase us out, and we went in.

pregnant lady clarence

idk why syafiq have this kinda expressions for

amy wasnt in the water cos she was stil having a "sun burn replica" allergy! aye nvr laugh at you hor. hope you are better now! she was showing us some, ER-HMM! SMS.

group shot of those who were in water! some werent in yet. this was before we got chased out for the first time! SYAFIQ ACT SMALL BOY. LOOK AT DONN.

than.. we got chased out.

I LOVE THIS PHOTO!!!! SYAFIQ LOOK LIKE DOING SOME PHOTOSHOOT FOR CLEO BACHELOR OR STG. HANDSOME&COOL :) plus got me next to him siaaa *gasps!

back to the pool. but the other side(looked more remoted?!)

this one look like those stars in 80s or 90s. like you know you know. haiyah. i hope you know.

DISCLAIMER: I WASNT ANYWHERE NEAR DRUNK. I WAS JUST RED. AND WHEN THE PHOTOS WERE TAKEN, I WASN'T EXACTLY TIPSY.
from 1-10, prolly i will give it a 3!
but the one of the left was definately not sober

after losing all the in-betweens...

the few ones that were sober, cos they didnt drink anything

after soccer match, those group were back. (except for syafiq who was too tipsy to go :D but he ended up drinking more -.- like cos he stayed back in the chalet)

die die also want to be inside the picture

the people of a different colour

i love this girls <3

they didnt want me in the picture :(

than they let me in. HELLO MY CAMERA PLEASE.

me and ZUMING :)

yay! i was once like that okay!

2009-04-16T12:56:00.000+08:00

using my mum's computer now, and YES. I SAVED MY RESTURANT CITY! (amy dont scold me)

i got alot photos to bloggggggg! (i think!) chalet was awesome. card games with losers drinking vodka&sprite. CINDY IS LIKE.... FOREVER LOSING. SERIOUSLY. indian poker also, tsk. im not too bad! wasn't anywhere near drunk, was just red and a little tipsy. like uh..... the floors are moving a little :D okay. im waiting for my lappie to be back from hp! its not spoilt again lah. its just the other time they wanted to change some parts for me, like servicing ah. but the parts werent in stock. so now they are doing it for me! back in this two days i guess.

I LOVE 1K04! AWWWWWW.
same class as audrey and safi! AUDREY IS GOING TO LIKE PON AL THE LECTURES AGAIN... NVRMIND. I GOT SAFI! me and cindy in diff class, next class only though. SOBXZ SOBZX. nvrmind lah, different class stil best friends ;) same lecture group as cindy please! at least i got someone, cos audrey wont be there, she'l be donn-ing instead!

2009-04-09T23:59:00.000+08:00

sawanikaaaa! im back!
i am like watching channel 46, omg. THOSE TRANS LOOK SUPER DUPER PRETTY LAH. AND SLIM AND LEAN AND FATLESS.

XQ PLEASE FEEL ASHAMED.

yes, i do feel very ashamed! when i was at bkk, i saw trans, idk. feel kinda weird. like are we of the same gender, or are we not? i enjoyed myself there, but communication was quite a problem. many time me and my mum have to use actions to express ourselves. but definately, when it come to shopping, only words like "how much?" "cheaper?" that kinda thing, it was like an international language! i wanted to go to those roadside places, but didnt have much chance. but i love the shopping centres! they are all so HUGE AND HAVE ALOT SHOPS! nad they dont repeat brands! like in sg, most shopping centres have similar shops. SO GOD DAMN BORING.

i think i dont have to buy clothes for the next few months? hahaha. mayb vivo once in the while after school. like zara. or stg. hahahaha! I WANT A BACKPACK! i saw a paul frank one, but its like 125 bucks :(:(

photos soooon! im so lazy.
stayed home the whole day, tv, iron clothes, pack room, pack wardrobe, clear stuffs. potential housewife! I GOT A FLAIR OF BEING ONE OKAY :) IM STARTING TO FEEL IT!

2009-04-04T23:28:00.001+08:00

off to bangkok for some spicy yummy tomyum and boxful of goodies in about 7 hours time for 3 days :)

confessions of a shopaholic!

2009-04-03T01:02:00.000+08:00

ng xiaoqi and cindy ng went to watch shopaholic today! :) the N-Gs. hahahaha. we had the same ancestor!
movie was good,half quoting: my heart melts like a butter on a hot toast when i see something pretty :) like the hot red patent kate spade? it really depicts how girls feel. i really got the melted feeling when i see something super pretty!!!!! and cute guys :):):):)
(OKAY I KNOW I GOT A BOYFRIEND, BUT EYE CANDIES ARE STILL ALLOWED ISNT?!)

talked alot with cindy today :) I LOVE YOU CINDY NG! EVEN THOUGH YOU ARE "BARELY THERE" (ahem ahem) i dont want to change classssss! and congratz audrey for passing BTT! drive us ah, during my birthday *wink wink*
and AMY CHENG SHUTING! prank prank some more lah. to put it nicely is prank us, but in another words is dont want to meet us lor. we also dont want to meet youuuuu!
and our every working, mia-ed nurul! tsk tsk tsk.
nevermind. me and cindy had a romantic date :) we dont need a threesome/foursome/fivesome to like, interrupt us! and saw audrey's friend on the train tooo!

bangkok in two days! :):):) im going to buy a backpack! YES FOR SENTOSA! hahahahaha! im going to junk out the clothes that i most likely wouldnt wear alrdy. and make room for my bangkok shopping spreee! please let me buy alot thingsssssss! wait i go there, end up disappointed, come back with nothing. i will be super emo and kill myself one okay.

p.s on a random note, i want to grow taller. so that i will stretch vertically, and my fats will at least be distributed to more areas. and so therefore, i will be skinnier?! HAI. LIPO? SLIMMING CENTRES :)

happy april fool!

2009-04-01T23:35:00.000+08:00

gah. kevin cheng and niki chow. go go go watch 'the seventh day'
super good looking cannn! and niki chow(called 'yan' in the show for short) have a super flawless, crystal-like, glowing, radiant, pore-less SKIN! omgggz! and both of them are super cute lah. i like kevin cheng('wing' in the show for short).
THE LOVE-HATE KINDA RELATIONSHIP. LIKE HE ACTUALLY CARES SUPER ALOT BUT DOESNT SHOW IT TYPPPE. AH BLOODY SWEEEET!

first and foremost, happy april fool! AND THANKS JM FOR THE APRIL FOOOL.
met up with hectorphan today. chinatown-ed to collect my air tickets, cathay for 12 rounds and pizza hut at suntec! with marley and me postcards from popcorn pop <333

I WANT A DOGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG! but dogs need so much attention and TLC (tender-loving care), taking care of them, walks, food, poos, i wont be able to commit!
i would definately loved a golden retriever!
but due to space constrain, a schnauzter will do perfectly fine! mayb when my mum retires in like, dont knw how many years later? :) okay that was such a random topic but owell.

bangkok from 5th-7th april! gah. have to wake up at like, 5 on sunday please! feels like a sec sch student. will be back on tues night!
buffet with anissa and family on sat, I HEAR FATS. mayb i will get to drink sake and feel dizzy again? HOHOHO. I HOPE I WILL GET TO SEE THE CUTE LOOKING WAITER! *WINK WINK WINK WINK WINK WINK*

2009-03-29T01:36:00.000+08:00

met jm for a meal just now, since she was at like tpjc. so went to my studio there for like, lunch? BLOODY HOT. THIS WEATHER SUCKS TO THE MAX PLEASE. ITS INTOLERABLE.

went back to bnj to help out(yes, free labour) but its quite fun lah. ICE CREAM EATING COMPETITION! saw terry and rachelyn! and yiting too! haven seen them for dinosaur ages. and yes, many new people! and i haven scooped ice cream for another dinosaur years. ohman. i do miss scooping. but xq needs something new :)

bnj have a new flavour! its called the chocolate macademia! OOOH. i always wondered why bnj didnt have macademia, and TADAH! :) its super nice! own my other flavours man! can take over haagen daz alrdy!

there was this balloon guy who made those kinda balloons like, flowers guns swords dog that kind thing. but for bnj girls, we had special treatment of course! so two had cookie monster. one spiderman, one tweety and xq me got this elmooooo! hahahahaha! its a one of the kind thing okay :) cos he was like knocking off alrdy so could only make a few!

his shop, which is like next to the carnival. so we went there to take a look. damn cool! he can make super alot balloon characters! like snow white, cinderella(CINDY!), little mermaid(CRYSTAL!), aurora(AUDREY!) astroboy and many other boyish characters! includes spongebob!

my hot dog lip elmo! but i love his eyes and orange nose though :) hot dog lips, mayb he made a good kisser? :-o

2009-03-28T03:13:00.000+08:00

i'l be flying on the 5th-7th for a short getaway bangkok trip! miss me! :) 10th got performanceeee. so hai, eat alot at bangkok? :( fat fat. im going to start working out like later! i need to lose some stuffs man! i need to shop shop shop shop shop! hope labels there will have nice stuffs :) someone want to tell me any place that i should shop, one that i cant miss?

harry potter rants:
watched harry potter and the half blood prince trailer AGAIN. AH, IT LOOKS UBER NICE. MOVIES PLEASE DONT DISAPPOINT ME SUPER LOT PLEASE!! im going to read the book again man. now i got the harry potter jive.
go watch it at the potter site(linklink!) for the two official ones, and much much clearer than youtube!
hermione snaps*
HERMIONE: hey! she takes interest in you cos she thinks that you are the chosen one!
HARRY: but im the chosen one..
love that part with the music! its trailer 2!

seriously, i alw watch harry potter trailers for all their movies again and again and again. and i get so so so bloody excited and i will get so sad and disappointed when i leave the cinema! i alw love their background music! seriously! those ochestral music. totally bring up the whole fweeeeling! i really hope in deathly hallows, being the last show, they will do some good and make it really detailed and stuffs! like 4 parts or what i dont care man! 4 hours? i dont care! i wantttt!

ANY KISSING SCENES FOR THIS MOVIEEEEEEE? GINNY AND HARRRRRRY :)

2009-03-26T22:42:00.000+08:00

its the 26th march today! :) all happy happy happy! its me and hectorphan's first official anniversary! it was actually to the zoo. but owell, its like far you knowwww. so yeah EAST COAST AGAIN! (second time there this week lor) and we actually found out something!
-first vday date was at east coast
-first official vday date was at east coast too
-first year at east coast too too too!
so mayb we shall get married there? :-o

we had a super long walk(due to some mistakes) and yeah a bike! two person one :) of course, the very pro me steered. was quite unstable during the front part(like vday), but with lesser people around this time, i managed to handle it after a while! its heavy you seeeee! and we almost crashed into a log -.- think bout an inch away or something! SUPER CLOSE!

feast at the foody place :) with laksa w otah, satays, sugarcanes and ice jelly cocktail(weather bloody hot seh!) like its totally will get heat stroke sooner or later type! we were really all sticky and stuffs lah! OH YAH. MY FAVOURITE CHICKEN WING IS LIKE. NOT READY. COS WEEKDAY OPEN SHOP LATER. WALAO I WAS SO SAD PLEASE! I INTENDED TO EAT LIKE ALOT CHICKEN WINGGGSSSZZZZ! :(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:( but hector say that the next time we come we will eat super alot! yay!

cycled to the other side of east coast, the road safety park area. there are much lesser people/people who frequent there. so its like cleaner and i think the environment there was better! so bought some ice cream and found a spot to relax! that area will be where i shall frequent more next time when i go east coast! the sand there super soft ;) so it was picture time!

i was fiddling with my camera settings and stuffs. so that mrphan decided to climb on that tree to leipak(relax)

and be muscle man?

self timer and not so good! TOO WINDY! HAIR ALL OVER! HANDS WERE IN THE MIDDLE OF NOWHERE!

so a very kind jogging passerby(think korean or stg) stopped to ask if we needed help!
first shot! HMMMM. MESSY WIND BLOWN HAIR!

second shot! much better! :)

self timing again!

me me me :)

mr phan decided to imitate how sissies jump!

jump jump! a much more manly one!

i think my jump jump not star lor. more like X! cos its XQ?!

ice cream? HE DIDNT EVEN KNOW. i suddenly turned to look at him and this was what i saw!
xq: your mouth very dirty leh! like some 3 year old kid eating chocolate ice cream please!
hp: very dirty meh? idk eh.
*threatens me to post the picture!

nonetheless! happy one year baby! <3 no matter how sickening dota is, i still love you :)
BUT, if you play excessively, the love from xq will decrease excessively too (OOPS!) no lah, bottomline is just to tell you that. must manage time and have limits!
i love you pig!

its going to happen again

2009-03-24T21:16:00.000+08:00

i can remember this feeling. i so can remember.
im effing irritated. gary knows why. DAMN. i can foresee history repeating itself. seriously.

been kinda busy recently, alot activities!
today went to ecp with don zuming and charis! hahahahah. seriously lotsa laughing gas, esp with don's classic laughter. OMGZ. and charis at first cycle so fast, than when we were heading back, she's like wayyyyyyyyyy behind us! she's super super skinny. like very very very skinny! mayb thats why she got no strength! transfer fats? (if only fats was an organ man)

*i hit zuming right in the middle of his chest(serve him right for suaning me)
zuming: EH YOU HIT ME RIGHT IN THE MIDDLE OF MY STOMACH!!
stones for a moment
zuming: eh i got mixed up with chest and stomach! i got study bio one okay!

*charis wants to go buy havys
don: eh later ya'l want to go buy shirt ah
(totally got mixed up with shoes and shirt)

I DONT KNOW WHATS WRONG WITH THEM SIA. and zuming got a SUPER DUPER DUPER DUPER ULTRA GAZOPER SMOOOOOOTH LEG! OMG. I FEEL LIKE A PEVERT BUT OWELLS! OKAY.
I FEEL THAT MY POST ARE ULTRA BORING. BUT RARRR.
ZUMING'S SMMOOTTH ZMOOOTH LEG!

2009-03-23T00:31:00.000+08:00

crystal: yes its you. look at that, crystal carulli! who else can it beeeee! hahahahahaha. you are seeing what you are seeing, definately.

i'm slowly keying my contacts into my phone. man, bout 400 odd of them(alot friends you see), and im not at, K only? OHMAN. my hands are highly radiated with those evil radiations of the handphone!
ah, i need to shed some fats man. i wouldnt mind lipo treatment for my arms, tummy and thighs! *HINT HINT*
ohno. i'v been having like monotonous life, i need something interestinggg! mayb next weeek. xq me is going to theee zoooooooo! ONE YEAR ANNI. yes, after so long, its finally our first OFFICIAL year! cool or what? and cycling with zuming don blah blah. stingray, laksa, otah! BEDOK FOOOOD CENTREEE :):):) okay, just as i was saying that i needed to shed some fats. oh whatever. i cycle so that i can eat, isnt!

time never waits

2009-03-21T02:01:00.000+08:00

[c=12][D]oNaVa[N][/c] is HAPPY!! says (2:07 AM):
OMG. the first photo in ur blog scares the shit out of me, for once i thought was crystal carulli. LOL!
xq says; whatever says (2:09 AM):
COS BUSTY THAN YOU THINK IS CRYSTAL! OR HOR I TELL CRYSTAL!!

boys: dirty minded, raging hormones, pevertic and the list goes on.

woke up in the morning, contractors, painting at home, smelled paint like a drug addict, met up hector, watched street fighters, dance.
my mundane life?

sometimes i ask myself what have i actually achieved in life, and i give a good thought bout it. actually, its nothing. quite sad i guess? not a high flier, not a top dancer, average joe i suppose. sometimes i feel that my future is bleak.
sometimes i want to do something which i know i will anger, disappoint and make someone upset bout it. am i sick in the mind?

im just being mental. haiyah. shall blog tmrw, yeah its going to be a better day!
looking forward to flamenco festival. awwww, i love my ballet girls much. GLADYS PHAN!

p/s amy dont say i aunty ah. i haiyah = sighing

2009-03-19T02:31:00.000+08:00

hello world! im back :) am i misssssed? CONFIRM GOT! okay just to share what happened to me the past two weeks. now that i stopped blogging for quite some time, im kinda lazy to blog alrdy. but nvrmind, the hweeeeling shall start sooon :) so now a brief one!
-tv/drama (this hk drama, the seventh day, AH SUPER NICE! the dog DAMN CUTE! ending is half happy ending. its on cable now, but i rented the dvd. cant wait!)
-out with hectorphan
-dancing
-lots of slacking
-belly dance performance(splendid!) but it was at some studio, AT GEYLANG.

damn those LAO TEE KO/DOM/CHINA/BANGLA WORKERS! when they look at you, is from top to toe. SUPER RUDE WAY OF LOOKING AT PEOPLE!
and when we were in the cab, we passed this street, which was like jam packed with people, population of males:females is like 9:1, and females that hanged around there are practically prostitutesss. like they wore til super slutty, and not like they were pretty. OMG! plus when they performance ended, it was bout 12, and RAINING. damn hard to take cab, and its so dodgy!

(was in front of a coffeeshop, waiting for cab, with alot of unwanted looks)
mum: shall we walk to 7-11 in front?
me: okay. but mayb not, cos those people might need to go 7-11 to buy condoms. this whole street practically sucks.

-mum's bday at jap restaurant with laoshi and her daughters. SAKE :) ah, i was red! sake was quite good, had the hot and cold sake. oh they have a cute waiter there also! :):) very good service some more! polite and all :):):) *two thumbs up!

-laoshi's birthday at four season hotel's suite :) NICE MANZ. went home with mum at bout 3plus am! and a very nice, thick, chocolate-y cake! SHIOKNESS. and of course, drinksssss :) i was red again! had this mixture of fruit juice with.... meh i cant remember the name. but we didnt learn this wine in fnb :D and some red wine, CABERNET SAUVIGNON! remind me of fnb. and some others lah. super alot of diff type of wines there man.

-NURUL'S BDAY TREAT TO BRAZIL/DISNEY ON ICE WITH THE GIRLS!

AND I LOST MY HANDPHONE ON THE CAB ON THE WAY THERE! MY PRETTY PRETTY PURPLE FLIP PHONE! its 8 phones lost in cabs!
but i bought a new one today! W595, slide slide one. there's no nice phone now :( but its not too bad, KINDA LIKE IT, but im liking it more and more, like the more i see it the more i like it! wanted a C902, but its kinda boyish.
so my W595, black, with a hint of gold/bronzey! for the next half year better dont come out with phones that i like, if not i will scream man.

tinkerbell!

ariel!

got fire fire leh!

next time when i get married, i will be inside this carriage :) cinderella leh cindy!

ending with all the princesses!

random :)

nurul's big day :) to celebrate her last day of 17, from a wild cherry to SMOOTH ONE :)

clues for you to guess what was nurul's birthday present! :)

and to end it off, my results sucks! HAI.
going to johor tmrw, like a day shopping trip? hope i get nice stuffs :):) and im sick :( better, but coughing now.

i love the girls! hmmmm. full strength photo at cindy's blog. me lazy copy paste :D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NURUL AHYNZZZZZZZ!!

2009-03-01T14:37:00.000+08:00

my sick keyboard have not recovered :(
sighs i'v things i wna blog bout! er, queenstown tmrw i think? (hp service center) I WANT MY KEEEEYBOARD! marley&me tmrw after 3 mnths!
p.s my room is so messy like as if burglars visited me!
took me 8 mins to type that chunk.

2009-02-25T22:19:00.000+08:00

hello world. my keyboard is officially spoilt! how i blog now? thank god I have a tablet! So I am writing now! What a thing to happen, just when my exams end :( but at least i'm kinda having fun with it even thoughits kinda troublesome! AND I REALISE I CAN TYPE WITH MY MINI KEYBOARD! like as if im using some enormous iphone! okay,getting the hang of it :) yay,meeting cindy tmrw ;) some girls day out! prolly do some painting later. most likely fixing it on sat! this few days alot activities seh.

p.s im having fun with my tablet now :) not really a super bad thing afterall!
p.p.s please bless me with marketing alright? and at least a more decent result for this sem please? thanks! i will love u alot :)

MARKETING SHOULD JUST EAT SHIT AND DIE.

2009-02-24T22:34:00.000+08:00

im not a vulgar person, but yes, fuck you marketing!
walaooooo *yes rant again* its so bad that, i confirm will fail lor. please moderate and grant me a D which is like, SO GOING TO PULL DOWN MY ALRDY SO LOUSY GPA. OMG LAH.
my last sem, is like majority C+ and i got my dear OB to pull me down. ECONS PLEASE DONT BE D WHICH I THINK IT MIGHT MOST LIKELY BE. audrey you see lah, menses also not lucky. should have bought some red panty, than buy red bra, than should have won my red top, should have bought a red shorts, red slippers. maybe it shall do me some luck and good.

whats the lecture 14 revision lecture all about man, WHATS INSIDE TOTALLY NVR COME OUT?! OTHER THAN SOME MCQs, like THANKS. THANKS FOR CHEATING ON US GEVIN PNG! but at least i wasnt the only one. i hope the whole cohort fails, than there will be some moderation,and yes the day is saved. BUT MODERATION I WILL MAKE IT THRU FIRST ANOT?! what the heck. 12+12=24 and thats a base only. and i think my marketing plan was shit and bullshit. NO SUPP PAPER PLEASE. NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO.

DONT SPOIL MY HOLIDAYS. 12TH MARCH. MOMENT OF TRUTH SIAL. its either i say "YESS" OR I SAY "SHITT" i think also wont be yess lah, will be... okay.... my other subs, please do me some good and take some pity on me.
forget bout gpa 3. grant me a total of 2.5 will you tp?

okay done with ranting. back to fnb! GO GO GO GO GO GO! 5 lectures only, GOOO!

this is for you marketing/mikeyeo/gevin png!

2009-02-23T13:46:00.000+08:00

i am going to study! yes yes yes. i am going to be determined, my mind and soul will not be loitering/lingering around, only at lecture notes. come on, two more days! :) just as i was very determined, than my menses come. must be a good sign :D
as i was fb-ing for bout 15mins just now, GOT 4 FRIENDS REQUEST MAH :) than i came across someone's fb, whose working at bnj now. like friend my cohort(nv people should know who lah huh) sometimes i feel that bnj is so ytd, come on people! go find something newer and fun man. the older-school bnj is stil better.

going to call wedding planner up tmrw, since they are opened only from tues-sat! hope i get something out of there man.

p/s i always miss out alot things when i nvr on the comp, TSK.

2009-02-22T01:20:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JM! <3
*idk why is my font so big
woke up in the morning, headed to white sands. bought strawberry shortcake and the AH MENG BALLOON. this is a SOLO SURPRISE, cos the rest of my friends are in JC! so yeah. *randomly, i wore green for her lor!
so after school, jm said she had something tell me(which i kinda knew what was it about), so while talking to her on the phone, HER HOUSE PHONE RANG. plus her house phone have some music music one lah!
jm: that sounds familiar, are you at my house?!
xq: *exposed

BUT i managed to surprise her lah. cos i was waiting outside the lift and yes flour+water for you jm! hahahahaah! and yeah. ate, slacked, talked, headed home!
went to jog with hector, which is like, half of bedok reservoir and i want to rest alrdy. I CANT JOG FOR NUTS MAN. than revised for econs, slept and woke up early like 645? to revise a bit more.

ANYWAY ECONS PAPER WAS SHIT. fullstop! okay, mayb not fullstop yet. disposable income, WALAO! the textbook damn stupid can. AIYAH. I SUCK IN ECONS. PLEASE BLESS ME WITH A C. but i got a strong feeling i will get D. SHIT. PULL MY GPA DOWN ONLY.

my little decors with ballons, but the J balloon burst lah -.- like suddenly you know! me and jm mum got a shock. like we hang everything. after bout 10/15mins, it just burst. anyway her mummy helped me with the balloons!

i left alot foot notes in her room! hahahaha!

CLASSIC! took it when we were in taman. AH, HOW I MISS TAMAN NEGARA!

the crazy woman with strawberry shortcake!

the photo gift i gave jm this year! 18 PHOTOS :) this is the cover page.

bday card to jm last year!

i gave jm this LONG LETTER LAST YEAR. OMG! ESSAY CAN. but my handwriting was horrible! cos of the long hols, nvr write for like a million years :D

bought style:wedding magazine just now, and yes, 500plus pages worth of magazine, i took a whole 3 hours to finish it! i was ooh-ahhh-ing, melting throughout the whole magazine! ah those pretty decorations, lovely gifts, lovely photoshoots, lovely gowns, pretty brides, the so romantic wedding venues, the cosy weddings, ah.
so i'v made up my mind. i googled this wedding planner company, and im going to call them up on monday. xq's job for the upcoming holidays. i stil dont know how am i going to ask them! like i dont mind helping out, er do the sai kang? actually, i dont know what use will i be to them. but i just want to do something bout wedding planning this hols.
any ideas on how to ask them?

2009-02-17T22:35:00.000+08:00

/edited
im looking at some websites now, and im so melted! yellow kate spade? AWWW. or this? STUDY HARD XQ, THAN YOU WILL HAVE MONEY TO BUY THIS NEXT TIME
i like it patent! but i like the second one's design more! AWW YELLOW. orange dont seem that nice!

or this? the stone-like logo reminds me of my mum's bag lah. gahhhhhh. plain, simple, nice, classic and EXPENSIVE!

i like pei's wallet tooooo :) actually i like the inside lah, the RED INSIDE. i want her brother also lah! FOREVER SHOWERING HER WITH THIS KINDA GIFTS

went to j8 today to meet pei! lunched at pizza hut with ultra mega super duper ultraper megaper bad service. second time im at j8's pizza hut, and it will definately be the last! shall not go into details, but im very much tempted to go like email pizza hut a complain letter! TRUST ME, I WILL DO IT. (im not some super bitch okay! just want to them to improve on their service, HOSPITALITY STUDENT! *wink wink*)

than we studied, but we ended up talking and stuffs more than studying! LOL. but its okay :) than when we were studying at coffee bean(they have alot houseflies there!) got this cute little baby :) super duper duper cute! half angmoh. ah, super big eyes. thats the good thing when you have the angmoh genes in your body. i also wanttttt :( but aiyah, chinese than chinese lah. look at my small eyes, flat nose, pathetic lashes, fat body. EMO.

okay here's the cutie! he's name is morgan. 15months! and he know's how to do head,shoulders, knees and toes! like the mummy sing, than he will like dance to it! so cute right! when she sing mama mia or something, he'll like dance along :)

okay, going to bathe now and hopefully get down to some studying! I BOUGHT SOME DARK EYE RING PATCH PATCH THING, HOPE IT HELPS MY HORRENDOUS PANDA EYES!! PEI NEEDS TO SAVE HER EYES TOO MANZ.

father or brother?

2009-02-16T16:16:00.000+08:00

ALFIE PATTEN

some news i saw at yahoo's homepage! father or brother? HE IS A FATHER! imagine he had sex when he was....12? (i didnt even know whats sex when i was 12 lor! i swear!) and he's 13 now. he's girlfriend is like 15. both of them say that they wanted a kid, and will be loving parents! quite stunning manz

"We wanted to have the baby but were worried how people would react.

"I didn't know what it would be like to be a dad.

"I will be good, though, and care for it."

READ THE ARTICLE HERE! went to google the news :D got interview them some more!

jm came over, econs, and yes, xq gotta start studying

takglam and my tummy's growling!

2009-02-15T16:04:00.001+08:00

okay! im going to leave home after this post! super hungry man, better grab something before jazz. cai fan, popiah, noodles or chicken rice? okay i shall go to the foood court and see what inspiration i have for food! :)
was talking to mich the bitch, and yes. this is for you! TAKGLAM ENOUGH! i kinda like hector's expression in the first pic. think its quite a funny photo!

MY STOMACH'S GROWLING!

love

2009-02-15T03:02:00.001+08:00

happy valentines day humans!
got up bright and early at bout 11 than met up with hectorphan! headed down to east coast and yay got our two seater bikes(the two person type you know!) i was too lazy to ride a bike on my own so yeah. i wanted to steer the thing so that i dont have to peddle, BUT, hector just cant trust me. i tried at first, but i think we both nearly died! the thing is so heavy, just cos i kinda mishandled it for a sec than i was banned from steering it :( i need to warm up first you know! but at the very end of our cycling adventure, i did manage to steer for a while, before i kinda misbalance at one part(due to some distractions), and scared the wits of this little girl! *oops

okay, so we went to bedok food centre. YUMMMMMY! laksa chicken wings sugarcane. no stingray cos i cant finish it alone :( SAAAAAAAAAAAAD. someone with no spice level& felt full dont want to share with meeeee.

next, returned bikes, headed to gelare, played, home! not home, but halfway thru home, his mama called and asked if i wanna have dinner with them. so yeah, dinner with them(gladys&bro& grandparents) oh yah, the grandparent's maid is called AMY!

i made this okay! NICEEEE RIGHTTTTT! I LIKE IT ALOT LEH. its nicer in real life!

mr hectorphan gave me this sudoku, which im only allowed to open the present after i completed it, DANG~ stil got provide orange colour pencil lah! got spelling error some more :D and is smart of him to use newspaper, jm should know why. im not very gentle when it comes to opening of presents

the wind was super strong! and we had a couple who were smooching away romantically, which aroused several passerbys. like they practically slow down their bikes/steps, turning their head towards the couple's direction. hector wanted to snap a photo(like paparazzi can), but too far!

i love you baby! <3>thanks for your [brilliant] calendar storybook and cut-ed out "happy vday" card! PATIENCE IS A VIRTUE! other than those rarr rarr moments we had, you definately brought lotsa joy and happiness to my life :) first official vday, but 3rd unofficial vday tgt alrdy :D
love you truckloads <3333

valentines day is not just bout gifts and flowers, love and company is all that matters

last day of school

2009-02-14T02:25:00.000+08:00

yay photos! crystal now you cant say that my blog very wordy alrdy :)
last day of schoooool, saaaaaaaaaad. *sniff sniff* i will miss the girls super alot!

here's our "class" photo

the five of us! :) my lovely girls <3

the other girl/xiaojie

SEE AUDREY! I PUT YOU FIRST ONE LOR!

me and eh-me/ah-me

me and nurul! AWWW FAV PIC :)

me and cindy the airport! CALL ME YOSHI SOME MORE LAH. nvrmind lah, i love you super much even though you are like........muddle headed, annoying, irritating, crazy, pevert-ish, and alot more :)

the 3 guys, xiaojie, small eyed chengyu and clarence the pregnant woman!

in the lift! going to sugarloaf :)
me and audrey again!

the 4 girls :) the other xiaojie head kinda got cut off, must be photographer dont like HER.

at sugarloaf! i ordered like, sherry trifle, my fav fruit tart(which was kinda shrunk in size today) and some pasta, and a mocktail!) NOT ALOT LAH, JUST A LITTLE MORE THAN AVERAGE

xq: ahhh! got balloooon! i want the yellow balloon! i want the yellow ballon!
waiter:(happen to be clearing our table) i shall go get it for you!
AWWWWWWW. A TASTE OF GETTING VDAY GIFT :D

indiv shots!

amy says its too ugly, so REQUESTED FOR A RE-SHOT
AMY CHENG!

camwhore after sugarloaf! WAH IT WAS DAMN HOT CAN. BUT WE STIL HAVE FUN NEVERTHELESS! with cindy's, WAITTT! STIL GOT MINE!

and we bid goodbye! CANT WAIT FOR THE DISNEY PRINCESS ON ICE OUTING! :) (and yes, i ps hectorphan, i ended up watching with them instead of him!)
than went to tm with hector, and caught valkryie! (correct spelling?)
YAY! VDAY TMRW! :) OHNO. HAVEN FINISH MAKING THE PRESENT YET :S okayyyy, going to do it now! finishing alrdy :)
going to east coast, yay stingray chicken wing satay kangkong sugarcane HERE I COME! with lots and lots offfff looooovveeeeeeeeeee <33333333>

awwwwwwww <3

2009-02-12T22:54:00.000+08:00

Vday in two days time! looking forward to it :) will be a simple date at east coast, and yes, the food centre! AHHH, FOOD FOOD FOOOOOD :) STINGRAY CHICKEN WINGS! our first date was at ecp too lah, on total defence day (jm you know what im saying!)

PHOTOS ARE DIRECTLY COPIED AND PASTED FROM CINDY'S BLOGGG!-url COS SHE NVR SEND ME THE PHOTOS!

went to blahblahblah, bali lane&haji lane today! bought this pretty star star ring from bali lane, and i bought this top for my mum for vday from haji! :) chilled at coffee bean for a while after all the walking and stuffs, awww i love you people. bought this wedding mag for 8bucks! its like 500+pages lahhhh. AWWW LOVE THOSE GOWNS.

photoshoot are her place ytd and yes we did have alot of fun! even though we were all kinda tired and rather sehhhh. see lah audrey! miss out so much fun!
omg, i need to save money man, i'v totally overspend madly. its only the second week of feb, and i'v alrdy spend bout 400 bucks? SHIT XQ.
but there's two things that makes me feels better:
1. holidays coming, work hard and earn some moolah
2. reward myself ;) but i realise i'v always been rewarding myself (shy), even cindy says so!

okay, and A for FNB proj, but B for overall. it makes me feel better, ever since the setback i had ytd. study hard xq, YOU WOULDNT WANT TO BE A CLEANERRRRRRRR!!

okay my dear girls! (add in audrey and nurul)

our crazy shot. ITS DAMN TIRING K! WE TOOK SO MANY SHOTTTTS!! and swinging your head around is so frigging gidddy. i wonder how those rockstars do them. i think i will be like, (imagine secnario) sing sing sing, shake shake shake, falls to the ground

awwwww. i love you babes <3>

on a random note, was talking to cindy and nurul just now! im quite cool with the idea of going on a holiday tgt!
next year after our intern, prolly have some money alrdy, we shall all go for a break! like 5 days at bali or something :):)
and on the even randomer random note, my comp screen is kinda weird now. it got a thin blue line on my screen, towards the left. i think the screen is going bonkers. hector phan says its cos im too rough which i strongly disagreeee. any IT saavy who can explain such weird stuffs?

2009-02-11T19:50:00.000+08:00

today school is such a waste of time. im so effing sad alright. last sem like super slack, i dont even have a D for coursework lor. but i got two Ds this time round, wtf?
its so screwed up. so much for wanting this sem to pull my grades a little higher to make it look more decent, but i think its just going to suck as much.
4 papers, i so want to die now.
econs is next friday alrdy, congrats.

ohman,i dont want to graduate with a gpa of like 2.5 or something like that.