sunday sunday, lazy sunday.

Stayed home the whole day, indulged myself with 7 hours worth of hk drama. Well, tv and dramas are kinda my best friend cos they are there no matter what :)

School:
This sem kinda suck with the oh-not-so-good grades. Kinda hate this sem, with accounting and ssm. Luckily, acctg test last friday was quite okay, so hope it'd pull my oh-so-pathetic grades? school's sucha boreeeee. Its basically the same routine every single day and I'm really lacking of some social activities and retail therapy. MAN. After end sem, its holidays for 2 weeks? sighs. intern intern.

I miss being in the same class as Audrey, Cindy, Amy and Nurul. And deciding where to eat for lunch during the start of tutorials/lectures. Only Nurul supports my ITAS yong tau foo. I miss I miss I miss.

Current class is pretty okay, have nice people and stuffs, but you know, it's just different?

Dance:
Legrand's expanding! I'm kinda-really excited! I hope intern won't be so busy, so at least I can go down after work and attend some lessons like pilates or something :) and hopefully, rehearsals? How I wish intern is during 3.2, so at least I can do my competition first. I strive to improve on my flexibility and turns. Triple? :)

Chingay next monthhhh. With that god damn big and heavyyy costume, and dancing 6 times, and all the walking, bye fats and some muscles I hope!

Social:
Crystal! I hope you are okayyyyyyy. You can ring me up anytime you want alright! I will be your listening ear!

I'm kinda numb alrdy. I kinda lost faith. What does that suppose to mean?

NEW TARGET.

isn't this a beauty? i alwaysssss liked loewe's logo. like so unique! :) so much better than gucci or LV, the logo issss soooo beautifulllll!




THIS IS MY NEW AIM. MUAHAHAHAHA!

ohno, i got a feeling my intern pay is all going to something else, instead of saving up. OOPS.

how i wish i can get back my usual appetite :( i mean, its good now, cos at the rate i'm going i will prolly lose weight. BUT, i dont want to constantly/easily feel vomit-y? SIGHS.

randomly, what would you do if you have a political friend?

randomly no.2, i feel so primary school now. but i officially dislike #$%

btt tmrw, test again? sighs.

this sem suck. i'm not doing well this sem. i think i spend too much energy and brains on ssm&culi that i neglect my wed-fri? THIS SUCKS. buck up xq. you really need to. buck up, study hard, work hard, and buy a yacht.

school sucks for me now. where's TAS? I hate you ssm. I like you culi <3
I hate you accounting. you suck as much as ssm. you both suck.

5th january 2010

new year new year new year. and i'v been sooo not blogging recently? hahaha, laziness i guess?

anyway, had some food poisoning two days back. literally didn't eat anything, cos whatever i ate, i would vomit it out! thank god its better now. just that, i still can't eat chilli. gah, my beloved chilli!

and i got the internship at avivar! out of the 4 companies i applied, only this got back to me. Must be the rest withdraw from internship prog, my resume so nice, can't be i got rejected oneeeeez.
please bless me with more than 500 a month for internship!! PWEASEEEE.

michelle yeo airu, please save your money and go to europe!

and i wanna go to hk after my intern :) like 30july! i wanna go europe tooo. aussieeee tooooooo?

xiang gang

hello earth.

i'm back from hongkong, and a hell loads of drama-mama with singtel when I touched down. Cos of some internet connection issues and etc, and its all settled. Sometimes, I can't help to be a little bitchy. OOPS.

HK was great, people were great, food were great, weather totally SHIOKNESS, shopping was so-so. HAHAHAHA. bought like 8/9 clothes only, pair of shoes, and a pair of boots! SGD$200plusplus, so much for saying Cindy, on spending $199 on a Zara shoe.
But this pair of boots, walked me from hk to shenzhen to macau, on a 10hours feet journey everyday and feeling great! even though its heeled, but its (Y)talking bout macau, i went to casino! for a while lah, cos I had to take boat backkk. and I was overwhelmed with motion sickness, like...... 1 hour, w super strong current, feels like i'm on viking or something!

oh, and disney hollywood hotel :) booked it like the night we landed hk, with the help of the hotel's concierge(got a cute hk guy sia, called jacky :O) disneyland hotel all booked :( only left with like 2 rooms in hollywood, so we took it.

DISNEYLAND IS AWESOME, I LOVE DISNEY AND I WANT TO BE A KID. cos being a kid is the most awesome time of your life. its 3:12am now, why am i still online? ohman. uploading of photos failed for the second time. and, i need to do MICE project. You've been enjoying for a week alrdy xq, time to do some workkkk!!

guide me through this mist.

hello cyberworld.

on a random note:
I wished I was some world class/prima ballerina

on a very random note,
I think I shall start my own business(what business idk, to be thought of)

Basically cos I don't think I make a very good employee, jm thinks so too. you think so?

Love days like this <3

i have been so lazy to blog! and basically, my life now is like:

alarm clock ring. wake up. the sky is still dark(mon/tues). go bathe. get ready. go school. come back from school. bathe. sleep.

sighs. i can't wait for mid sem hols to come! for my 1.5years in poly. i never really looked forward to mid sem break of whatsoever, cos its just short and... i was alrdy like having very little lessons. having more holidays, will just make me feel slacker? but now, i really appreciate holidays!

Last friday, it was like, kinda my first day, after school started, that I was really relaxed and stuffs. crystal stayed over, woke up in the morning, went to dim sum at tamp mall, met hector for movie at century square, met mum for dinner at tamp1. HAHAHAHAHA. TAMPINES ALL THE WAY!

this week, is kinda a busy week, next week mid sem test week. and yayz!
1. prof test today, was like !@#$%^&
2. culinary tmrw! (Y)
3. wed, jap test
4. thurs, mice test
5. fri, bese test
6. accounting mid sem next tues
7. ssm prof test on thursday!
8. HOLIDAYS BABY!

IMPORTANT: OHMAN. ICA, QUICK QUICK CHOP CHOP. GIVE XQ HER RENEWED PASSPORT SOON PUH-LEASE? *SHEEPISH FACEEEE

okay, bitchy mode on.
i dont frigging understand why we should suffer just because of some idiots who break the rules??!!
E.G. MINGYANG. WEARING SSM UNIFORM, STANDING RIGHT OUTSIDE TP GATE, NEAR THE TP BOARD SOME MORE. S-M-O-K-I-N-G. make me hate smokers even more. SERIOUSLY? die of lung cancer soon.

and cos of that, chia said that today was the last time he's ever going to let anyone wear uniform to school? even partial. even if we got cab, parents fetch, or chauffeur? wth? we are not even taking public transports. PIANG.
and get BOOKED, which means suspension the next time he see ANYBODY wearing ssm uniform? how unreasonable is that? we are good students, and suffering because of some kukus. seriously? SERIOUSLY? LOGIC?
i don't care bout teamwork. cos i'm selfish.

BEST PART IS, I HATE THE KINDA FACE HE GIVES. ITS TOTALLY. NIZEEEEEEEEEE. IDK, ITS JUST THE EXPRESSION AND, THE IDK HOW TO DESCRIBE. TOTALLY. TOTALLY. !#$%^&

if i'm a rich kid, i will take $10,000(which prolly meant nothing to me) change all into $50/$100 notes and throw it at him. and tell him: you need it more than I do.

10:56PM now, bitchy mode off. going to bed :) save my dark eye rings :(

life is so sad with projects, when i don't even know why am i complaining when i only have like two projects this sem, when i had crazily amount of 4 last sem?

1. ssm was boring today.
2. culi top table tmrwww, zomg. i don't wanna poison my guests
3. wednesday jap cds presentation bout sake, and i haven't started a shit.
4. bese proj due next monday
5. ssm prof test next monday
6. culi research project next tuesday
7. bese test the week after/same week as mice
8. mice test on 3rd dec.
9. accounting test on 7th dec week
10. zomg, finally holiday
11. singapore sucks

i'm sad and emo like giselle. okay, i didnt kill myself/go mad at the loss of my love, but you get what i mean. okay, stop complaining. arrrgh.

i'm so sick and tired of every single thing. just wanna pack up, leave,go somewhere and start a new life. other than you, it's probably ballet lessons at legrand i will miss.

after 4 weeks of school, and i'v been going for every single lesson, i'm finally taking the first step tmrw... i'm skipping accts! YAY.

I NEED TO GO OUT AND HAVE FUN/DO SOMETHING CRAZY/HOLIDAY. I NEED IT BADLY.

OVERSEAS HOLIDAY IS A MUST THIS DECCCC. I CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE! !@#$%^&*

read, delete, forget
read, delete, remember

whatever it is, its still the forgotten one?

p.s. resisted messaging that, but it was simply to randomly overwhelming. and it made sense to a large extent. crucial period 3 weeks before, how bout, 1 week before?

justice.

its been so long since i last blogged, am i forgotten?

First, i'd like to say happy birthday to myself :) thanks to all those who had wished me on facebook/called/msg-ed and the 4 who celebrated w me. of course, mr phan, cindy&audrey&donn-eeyer to surprise after their work.

thanks for the lovely miss selfridge dress and mango knit top! :)
and my dear mr phan for the lovely dkny watch <3
and mum for the really pretty swaroski, well. its a necklace every year!

I need a good and filled with pictures blog really soon, dont be so lazy ah xq

Anyway, School's been really good and yeah. I do have nice classmates, and lucky for me, I do have nice project mates too! :) And thank god, Cindy seems to be rather keen to go lectures, and i hope that it last! She's my lecture buddy for the whole TAS life leh....... and now Audrey is starting to go lecs (Y)

SSM is, like that lor. and Culi is really fun! I'm like looking forward to tuesdays, and looking forward to the next tuesday on tuesday@5pm. get what i mean? :):)
soup/stocks this week, and i did cream of carrot. its the same recipe as cream of mushroooonm, teeheee. anyone wanna be my tastebud? :)
SSM was quite fun, cos Mr goh is like the clown even though he's the microphone too. And eff, I failed grooming cos of baby hair, like WTF? It can't be helped that I got alot of immature hair who refure to grow up :(
Well, tommorow is SSM, and i'm going to pass my hair okay, If i fail again, _|_
CULI ON TUESDAYYYYY. ER COOKING PAN SEARED FISH AND GRILLED/ROAST CHICKEN. TEEHEE.

I've been increasing my dancing lessons/sessions, due to an upcoming competition next year July. I can see myself improving, and is quite satisfied. Within this short timeframe, I can't possibly had made a big leap, but definately visible for me and is rather motivated. I need to make myself more flexible, gymnasts are my motivation.
full splits are so old school, time for over splits xq (Y)

I can't wait for As to end, not like i'm taking them(thank god) but I want to meet the girls up soon, for some fun - even though I have school and all, but i definately will find time :) and overseas trip, come on come on!

I can't wait for polymates to find time so that we girls can go and have some fun, cindy's ice wine and my wine are waitingggggggg. come on come on!

I feel so weird now, I got a feeling that I will never have the same kind of fun and joy I used to get in the studios. Everyone's growing up, Everyone's got their own life, Everyone's gotta go their own way. One by One, they are leaving.
Those good O days.

i haven't blogged for a million years, and i got quite alot of photos to upload and things like that. my comp screen is stil at default lah. ARRRGH. xq do something.

school's started.

A BALLET POST.

post ballet gala
1. i got the autographs from all the ballerinas! :)
2. photos with irina and vladimir! zomgz. vladimir is so frigging good looking!
3. post performance party, sat around, drank a little
4. i'm so going to miss john pendleton and adrian bourke. they've been reallllly nice! i'm going to miss discussing bout ballet stuffs with john, listen how he speaks russian to the dancers, and stuffs. he's like a translator/in charge of bolshoi ballet
and adrian is the production director who got lie 5 CLOCKS ON HIS LAPPIE. WOW.

photos of me and irina after festival when my colleague sends me :( I FORGOT TO BRING MY CAMERA LAH, I'M SOOOO UPSET. BUT LUCKY, MY COLLEAGUE HAS ONE!

i'm sooo happy to see those ballerinas :) seriously. looking at all their rehearsals, doing warm ups, and things like that. god, please fulfil me dream and let me be a world class ballerina in my next life, even if i were to die at 50. at least, i once led a ballerina's life.

i'm so looking forward to 27th oct, for paloma herrera's performance.

splendid isolation III
I HELPED WITH THE COSTUME! YOU SEE, ITS SO LONG AND STUFFS. HAD TO EVEN OUT, irina said "even wrinkles, i know it sounds weird. if not i'll have problems turning and getting myself out" in her cute russian accent! :) she's so nice :)



irina and maxim!

i'm soooo tired. seriously, waking up early can kill me! i wonder how i survived secondary school.

anyway, I SAW IRINA DVOROVENKO AND MAXIM BELOSERKOVSKY TODAYYYYYYYY! due to priorities to the sp students who are attached to the company for this event for their final year project, I did not managed to be fully in charged of any of the ballerinas. I'm like partial in charge. But I'm fully in charged of one of the musicians though, Conrad Tao.

Anyway, Irina and Maxim are like, husband and wife. how cool! even got a 5 year old kid :) so coooooool.

tmrw is a full day, my in charge know i'm quite dying to be with the dancers, so she's so nice. She let me run around with her tmrw! :) eggcited. So I'l do a bit of everythingggggg. Saturday is the performance alrdy, OHMAN. I WANNA WATCH THE OPEN REHEARSALLLL.

OKAY. EXCITED TO THE MAX. I FEEL LIKE CRYING, TEARS OF EXCITEMENT AND HAPPINESS. I'M SERIOUS. I CAN FEEL THE TEARS SOMEWHERE BEHIND MY EYES.

hello world. my room lights died on friday, so I'v been surviving on candlelights :O
i've been kinda busy, and yet i was not. oh whatever.

WARNING: WORDY AND LENGTHY POST

So, one week ago i met up the girls to mr malvin lim's place for housewarming! its been REAAAALLLLY long since we'v all met up(minus yj) everyone's busy preparing for exams, and i'm like the only freebird. haha! but owell, your hols will come soon. study hard girls!

p.s. sorry no pics yet! i reformatted my comp,so everything right now is like default. even the background pics and all. my lappie currently do not have any files or whatsoever! so need to do some dl-ing here and there, before everything sets in place nicely!

Wednesday, 23rd sept, Pie's surprise bday! he's so vulgar when he's shocked! at least he met up with his princess shawn-ey :D it was surprise dinner w Pie(of course), Amy(of courseeee!), xq, hec, shawn and Justin the Cinderella! Swensen's 1 for 1 all day @ Marina Sq!

The rest of the days were basically slacking around,(oh, i went to iluma! FIRST TIME SIAL. THE UGLY TRUTH, FUNNY TTM! VIBRATING UNDIES, MICH'S 21ST BDAY PRESENT!)
wasting my life away playing neopets and watching tv, and also meeting my mr hector phan! (We've been meeting up like RE-A-L-L-Y alot! last time used to be like, 3/4 times a week, but now is almost everyday? haha! well, at least I wont be wasting my life away)

anyway, main highlight was 26th september 2009, saturday!
event #1: xq and hec's 1.5 official anni (supposedly our last celebration for the .5s anni, it will be yearly next year onwards!)
event#2: bitch mich stayover @ xq's house!

event #1: xq and hec
1. went to marina square
2. Swensens again :$ 1 for 1 mah, second last day of promo!
3. open present :) hahahah, super sweet gift w a even sweeter gift, MY LONG TIME CRAVING FOR SNOWSKIN MOONCAKE! :O:O:O:O fattening, but whatever.
4. waolked around, decided to watch fame. but marina sq dont have good timings, walked to suntec, eng wah dont even have the show -.-
5. it was a wrong move to go suntec, ended up spending a lil fortune at arcade :$
6. went to PS to watch fame!
7. FAME (Y)
8. subway wrap
9. train-ed home
10. made mich wait for bout 15mins :$
11. mich is jealous, cos she don't have a boyf!

event #2: xq the innocent, with mich the ultra bitchi-fied bitch
1. talked
2. talked
3. gossip
4. gossip
5. fell asleep, snuggle snuggle <3333333
6. wake up
7. wedding mags
8. gossip
9. talk
10. mich go tuition
11. xq eats good meal <3

TAGGED BY CINDY!
1. How would you picture yourself?
I hate studying, other than resort ops(okay, sucker) I am not mathematically inclined, which i strongly believe that its the genes. Accounting and Econs are the greatest bane of my life!
I want alot of things, yet I'm such a dreamer. Many times, I'd dream bout how beautiful my future/things will be, but instead of working for it, I catch myself dreaming bout it more than being practical, showing them with actions.
When I'm pissed/grouchy/whatever, I feel the need for people around me to give in to me, but if they don't, I'd feel ultra be-ultra !@#$%^&, yet forget bout my !@#$%^ in a while(most of the times)
I think I had gotten this from my aunt, (cos I'm total opposite of my mum for this), I love crowds(as in family gatherings kinda crowd, not THAT kinda crowd), I love gatherings, I love family gatherings.
I like things dramatic ;)

2. How would you picture yourself in 2 years?
By xq's plan, I'm working right now. Giving myself 2 years after poly to work and decide which area I want to go into and only to go Uni when I'm pretty sure of what I want to do.
oh, and happily with mr hector phan botak(army by than!)


3. How would you picture your best friend?
My best friend would be someone that i'd talk to bout anything under the sun. Know secrets that prolly YOU don't know. The first one(s) that you think of when something happens and want a listening ear. Someone who will stand by you. Random sms-es to each other, update each other, making time out from our busy schedule to meet up if we can! sleepovers, snuggling in the bedddd. AWWWW. Thinks similarly/know what am I thinking/accepts my thinkings. CHEMISTRY IMPORTANT! Someone who can accept me during my pissy moods and etc HEHEHEHE.
AYE NONE OF MY K04 GIRLS HAVE SLEEPOVER WITH ME YET EH! audrey alw msg me that she's going to stayover, but it nvr happens. I DONT KNOW WHY :(


4. How would you picture your girl/boyfriend?
two words, hector phan
HAHAHAHAHA! okay, basic requirements. Taller and Smarter than me. Knows when to give in, and when not to(but basically nowadays its like street fighters with hec :O) DONT GIVE IN TO ME FOR LIKE EVERYTHING, AND SAY SORRY FOR EVERYTHING. OMG, I CANT STAND THAT! lotsa TLC <3
have nice shoulders and chest for xq to lie one :)
someone who I can spend whole day slacking around, but yet still having fun! Someone who thinks that bowling and arcades are fun, love movies, willing to watch chick flicks, someone who cools down fast just in case i piss him off/quarrel with him.
Someone who loves to play "don't forget the song title/lyrics", have sing-a-long during boring train and bus rides home.
Someone who loves food like i do, and have sweet tooth like i do
Someone who don't mind the fats growing on my body
p.s. I love surprises

5. What are the things you wish you did till today?
(i'm going to add in things that i WISHED i DID/basically my wishes!)
I wish that I continued piano. So upon completion, I'd feel more right to continue with other instruments, like..... violin?
I wish that I still have jazz lessons, so that I'd be fitter and less fat-less, and have more reasons to eat more
I wish that I learnt acrobatics
I wish that I can have a flawless skin like hollywood stars, and no dark eye rings
I wish that I did Salsa
I wish that I entered SCGS
I wish that I can marry hector phan
I wish that I'd be able to succeed in my career
I wish that accounting and econs never ever effer feffer existed
I wish that, I am a World-Class Ballerina. Even if I were to suffer from injuries when I grow old, have rheumatism and etc. But at least, I was ONCE a ballerina. Nothing else, but WORLD-CLASS ballerina.

Tag: Michelle, Crystal, Jiamin, Donavan!

yay, favourite people tomorrow <3 i can't waittttt.

XQ WANTS TO GO SHOPPING, LIKE NOW.

my life is so boring nowwwww
it's hk dramas, go dating, go dance, go shopping. I would very much want to dance more though.


SHOULD I START JOGGINGGGGGGGGGGGGG?


F1, might not work afterall. Goodwood park say that they have lesser suites now, from 700pax to 290pax. TBC! might be able to spend 1.5 anni w hec afterall :)
Sun fest is going to be a money churner for me, get the pay one week after the event!(sounds good)

BOWLING TMRW :)

P.S. 1.5 official anni in 7 days! :) FAST EH.
P.S. xq birthday in 1 month 5 days

1. IT fair was pretty okay, even though kuku hec have more sales than me(HOW CAN IT BE?)
2. 1.5years anni coming <3
3. F1 cominggg. good food, no sleep?
4. bought worms (the game) LIKE FINALLY. ooomg. i'm going to play it after this post! eggcited!



stayed over at aunt's place ytd, with grandma. i realise, everyone around me/my family members, they all ain't young anymore. my grandma, every since my uncle's departure, had really aged alot.
me and my aunt talked bout James understands whatever we humans say, is it pure coincidence that James passed away the same day as my uncle? my uncle was kinda his first owner, the one who trained him and all. basically, my aunt is his mummy, and my uncle is his daddy.
days before he passed on, my aunt did tell him many times if he was in pain, feel time its time for him to go, he can go. saying that we will all be alright, and to say hello to his daddy for us. I think James understands all that.
We talked alot bout James, he was such a sensible boy. Everytime when I walk around the house, walk towards my aunt's house, I really miss the happy bark of James. He loves people, he loves his family members.

We recalled times when we pretended to fight, and James was panicking, trying to go in between us, hoping to break us up. When we stopped "fighting", that silly old man, started wagging his tail, whining and giving happy barks. He is really such a good boy, even though he is sooo bodoh. I miss you James.

And we continued talking to bout my uncle's death, recalling some incidences. I have such complicated family, such a grandfather whose blinded by his 4th wife, even when his son was at his dying breath. He, caused so much problems to my family in the earlier days, brought so much misery to my grandma. I really regret for taking my grandma for granted when I was young, really. Despite of my grandma's dementia, she don't remember any of my aunt's or cousins. Except me. The one who was the most disobedient, but yet the one who spend most of the time with her when I was young. She can say that the person who she lives with(my 2nd aunt), is her long time friend. She only remember she have a granddaughter, called qiqi/xiaoqi. I feel really sad.
My mum always say that I don't care and things like that, but i do. I do try to make grandma happier when I see her, like I try to talk to her and things. It might not be obvious, but i really care.

There's so much for me to say, but I just can't put them into words. I will not suffer the same fate as all of my other family members. I will fight for my own happiness, my family. I will find out what kinship really mean.

to all: yes, james is gone.

he passed away on the 8th sept, which happen to be my uncle's death anniversary, whom james was rather close to, when my uncle is still around. He really listens to my uncle's commands and all, (he dont listen too well to my aunt sometimes you see, cos my aunt spoils him) but thank god, james is a very good boy :)

met hec ytd, and was telling him that I really do miss James and things like that. And I just started talking bout all the things that silly old goat did, etc. Well, at least James is always living in our memory :)

on a happier note, I did self shopping today. after APEC crap, went to ritz for banquet(change dept), G2000 to buy pants, shop here and there, than head to town!
I BOUGHT THE UGLY LOOKING COURT SHOES, but what made me feel better is, its Americaya, and its very comfy! shall use that for F1 and SSM. and i shopped at Ion :$ total damage today is approximately $200! bought a lovely dress for $75, so guilty, but i'm not complaining!! <3




IT FAIR TMRWWWWWWWW. There's incentive this time, work hard xq (:

James

8th september, 2009

it's been 12 years since James and I knowned each other
I used to be so afraid of him cos he loves to jump on me, which is rather scary for a little kid whose still so short. However, he's the tamest, kindest and sweetest dog on earth

He was racist and sexist(he nvr liked indians and guys-other than my uncles/cousins)
He would beg, giving you his paw and sympathetic eyes when you have ba gua, love letters and cheese in your hand as this are his top 3 favys.
He has no pride when it comes to food.

We used to play hide 'n' seek where I will trick him, and the bodoh dog never knew. My aunt and I will be laughing away, but he'd wag his tail and run towards me when he sees me again
He's one dog who thinks that fetch is not fun, but tug-o-war is more fun
Never play badminton with James around, unless you dont mind all the shuttlecocks you dropped are chewed up
IDK WHY, he never fail to sneeze on my leg. ONLY MINE, and its such a gooey experience


He loves to let out his fatal stinkbomb when everyone's around. Jm totally experienced that numerous times
HE LOVES TANNING TTM. EVERYDAY WITHOUT FAIL. he'd tan at the garden, the most ridiculous one, is he can lie on the cement floor and tan. IDK HOW HE TAKE THE HEAT!
He loves to lick you when you are sweaty/come back from swimming
He feels challanged when he sees joggers/cyclist during his walks, so despite that silly old goat is not that good with his leg as he's aging, he will still walk/try to run. (must be guy's pride and ego, but he's snipped off alrdy though)
He LOVES to watch hot chicks, ESPECIALLY air stewardess, only the pretty ones. There's a few pretty ones at Elias Green last time (I think the one at block5 is his eye candy)

He never fail to wake me up, when he thinks its time for me to wake up
(so i don't exactly get to sleep til 12 or 1pm when he was staying with me)
He will wake me up, putting his head on my bed, licking me and with his smelly breath
When I'm really upset and cry, He sits next to me silently, putting his head on my lap.
He knows he have alot of nicknames, and responds to everyone of them. James boy, Jamie, James-bo, old man, fatty boy, greedy pig. He knows he's old, he know's he's old man.
He still loves and dote on tabby, even though tabby is such a big bully.

James's story is never-ending

He hates the three letter word "bye"
so do I

Bye James. I love you.

okay, blogger stil hates me. i realise i had been saying that during the past god-knows-how-many-posts. and i'm uberrrrr tired now! am going to finish posting, bathe, sleep. timecheck: 11.33pm

basically the past two days been working,
"thank you for calling ritz carlton millenia. Good Afternoon, how can i assist you?"
"please allow me to transfer your call to whatever dept/guest's room it is"
"certainly/my pleasure" (and i got a bad habit of saying welcome, hi, may i help(MY BNJ WORDS)- apparently words that are commonly used there, are all BANNED.

but its quite a bit of fun, i have nice colleagues :) and using opera system, where i found that one of the guest have a surname called FERRARI. I was addressing him as, Mr Ferrari. SOUNDS WEIRD. and one guest from disney tv eh!

enough of my amusement from work, something has been bothering me, in a way for the second day.
story goes:
this colleague, from the concierge i think, he studies palm reading and fengshui. do any of you happen to believe in it? and my other colleague(from my dept) said that he's very accurate, like alot things he predicted actually came trueeee!

SO

briefly say what he said bout XQ
Wealth&career: quite good. I will get to accomplish what I want. Greater success will come when i take things in my own hand (i'm going to have a walk in wardrobe, and yes, LABELS)
Love/Marriage: apparently, xq ain't fated to get married. its not impossible, but it will be a strain. and there will be this point in time when i will be really upset/depressed where I might even harbour suicidal thoughts. But someone, who know both my boyfriend and I very well, will be the one who save me from it. But however, I would never know it was actually that particular person who saved me (SOUNDS CHIM RIGHT)
Life: I would probably die after I had accomplished my life missions and wishes. I would not be those that will live long like 80s/90s. Well, i personally wouldn't wanna live so long because
1.I don't wanna suffer and the people around me to suffer.
2. Look exceptionally old, ugly, wrinkled and etc in the coffin. At least let me have plastic surgery? :O
3. I don't want to suffer from dementia or whatsoever illness that will drag on for super long, letting me die slowly. in pain eh!
ohwell, we shall see.

I feel kinda sad bout the love thing. I asked him if there's anyway if i can curb it, but he say he will tell me next time. OH, and not being able to have a blissful marriage, is not because of me prioriting work and such. It's more to that!

ANYONE BELIEVER IN THIS KINDA THING?

well, I will accept what he said for wealth and career. At least I know I don't have to be roadsweeper(thank god)
As for love part, I shall decide my fate myself, and not decided by my palms. However, I will still want to know how I can curb it. It is just to play safe.

OOOHMAN. ITS 11.40PM! I NEED TO GO AND BATHE, AND VA-VA-VROOM GO AND SLEEP. SO TIRED.
-work ytd from 9-5, dance till 12. reach home bathe 1plus. WORK AT 7 FRIGGING AM! !@#$%^&
nvrmind, think of money.

BLOGGER IS STIL WEIRD! i cant change my font colour and all. EEEYER.

anyway, first day of work! :)
1. OPERA IS IMPORTANT! leave message for guests when they are not around, locator, confidential stay, checking of reservations and such.
2. so many extensions to remember!
3. i think talking on headphone is kinda cool
4. my colleagues are nice :)
5. i'm the youngest there. the next nearest is 22. if DONN GETS IN, i'm stil the youngest!
6. i hear things like, back of house, front of house, heart of house, ORG CHART?
7. the gm of ritz, he's surname is mainguy(not pronounced as main-guy though), no wonder he's the gm. LITERALLY MAIN-GUY. lame right! that's what my in charge told me, said mayb she should change her name -.-

i'm so going to wake up early, and sleep early for the whole hols. maybe i wont have panda eyes, cos i sleep and wake up early! :)


P.S. I HAVEN TELL THEM BOUT ME WORKING FOR SUN FEST. HOW SIA. THAT'S 12 DAYS, HOW TO FIND EXCUSE FOR 12 DAYS? I GOING ON HOLIDAY? :O
P.S. I'M GOING HK WITH JM DURING DEC HOLIDAYS! JUST US! AND TSZ LAM, COS SHE'S GOING BACK TO HK FOR THE HOLS! COOOOL OR WHAT!MY MUM ALLOWED SEH.

sighs to waking up early :( ARRRGH. wake up early, means i have to sleep now. at 12:32

blogger is STIL WEIRD! whats wrong with you blogger?

went out with czuming ytd, wanted to shop shop, but owell. orchard is so disappointing. its really like, nothing to buy!
didn't go back to north vista this time, like nobody go back! i dont mind north vista, i just miss my friends that's all! so i went to orchard with my mum and aunt for some dance stuffs than trained to bishan for my long-desired prawn noodles! satisfying <3

tomorrow is first day of work at ritz carlton! my communications job. hahahahah! have to wear formal sial. but kinda looking forward in a way, rather curious how things works. and i'm going to work sun festival! :) as artiste liason officer, sounds cool right ;) its like being nanny for the international stars that are coming for the sun festival! and and and, the ballet gala is on 3rd oct, 2nd day of sun fest. I HOPE I'D BE ABLE TO BE LIKE, ATTACHED TO THEM OR SOMETHING? HOW COOL!

on a random note, i'm kinda gaining a bit of a weight. sighs, my weight like a roller coaster you know.

and jm's mama agree on jm going overseas holiday with me, like after As or something. I haven't ask my mum yet, but....idk if she will allow leh! confirm say not safe or what. owell, we shall see.

photos!





same same pose pose

picture of the day! <3


tabby mimi and james, if only tabby was still alive. it's hard to see the 3 of them sitting so closely tgt and looking at the same direction! during my two nights stay at my aunt's place, it really breaks my heart to see james like that. he's really getting old. i love you whiney old man!

1. BLOGGER IS BEING RE-E-ER-LY WEIRD!
2. i'm going to work for F1, IT fair and ritz this hols. my airport job.... idk? even though i got airport pass. shall sneak in one day to go buy perfumes and all :)
3. ms sandragoh finally got back to me bout working at an events company, how?
4. call me workaholic? cindy's worst!
5. forgot to say, holidays rocksssss. neh-ni-neh-ni-poo-poo don!
6. dont understand why i got so many job lobangs this hols, and non last hols.
7. mooncake festival, $6/hour, anyone?
8. i want more time a day so that i can work more and earn more!
9. will hec end his exams sooooner pwease?
10. MY FRENCH MANICURE SUCKS. THE PERSON DID A BAD JOB, I'M GOING BACK TMRW!
11. upload photos when blogger aint weird, me first time on flyer! well, not exactly first for hec, cos he went to london eye.

12. BYE, I'M GOING TO ENJOY MY HOLIDAYS!

blogger dont like me again! i have so many missing panels -.-

anyway, 200th post dedicated to donavan and accounting.
this post is like, requested by him! (on a random note, i haven't use the computer for like 3/4 days till ytd!)

ROM was pretty okay, other than stupid condominium hotel. i hope everyone does badly, so there will be bell curveeeee :) i hope it goes the same for all subjects.... provided i'm not in the few that's doing badly during exams!

studied with czuming at airport ytd! not productive! i didnt get to study alot things, and we ended up talking and reminiscing our choir days! and trying to remember all the songs we sang and all. hahahaah! than donavan, CAME ALLL THE WAY DOWN FROM WOODLANDS TO AIRPORT TO FIND US LEH! so weird lah, stay at pasir ris than go rp to study -.- (and he likes to play plant games -.-)

accounting on tues, ohmannnnn. accounting and econs are practically the bane of my life. i'm like so bad in it, really really bad. sighs. save me :(

first, happy birthday amy! i'm kinda late, but better late than never! :)

second, TAS appreciation night was pretty fun. love the hilarious vid and some crazy guys who went high(macham on drugs) my course have fun and crazy peopleeee.

third, not very myself this few days, i think its the hormones?!

fourth, pictures here and fb tmrw! sorting out my pics and files nowww.

finally done with all the reports, journals or whatever nots! :) but, exams are cominggggg. next friday is like the first paper! chop chop, i will be done with exams 7 days later and holidays are shouting out for me <3>

on monday night, i slept at like 5am and woke up at 7am to hand in reflection journal. 2 hourss of sleeeep. than after submission had a mini class outing, pasta mania, luge and skyride(XQ FIRST FOR LUGE SIAL) and headed to the beach for captain's ball! and marcus that funny kuku went to throw the ball which landed on some tree -.-

justin the sports climber tried to climb, but stopped halfway cos it was kinda mission impossible. BUT HEY, THIS MALAY/SOMETHING GUY CLIMBED UP AT SUCH FAST SPEED. INCREDIBLE! he must be a monkey under human's skin!

and went to ion with cindyyyy where she bought her super duper high wedges, so high that she'l be taller than me when she wear it(that's how high it is) walked around, resist temptations :D

met cindy to go school today. seriously, she's most of the time, the last friend i see for the day, and the first friend i see the next day! honoured anot miss ng! anyway, i was super annoyed the night before when i was packing my notes cos i couldnt find my lecture 5,6 and 7 for intro. and i had all my extra notes taken down inside. angryyyy.
so for practically the whole day today i was kinda pissy and grumpy which i know cindy was prolly pulling her hair and visualizing of strangling me in her mind, but she didnt do it ;) COS SHE LOVES MEEEEE. HAHAHAHAHAHA

out with the girls tmrw for ehme's birthday celebrationnn. EXCITED :) FULL STRENGTH FINALLY! ohman. i'm the only one now, to be NOT 18 *SCREAMS AND PULLS HAIR* i want to learn driving lehhhz!
okay i typed alot. pictures!

the monkey man




yuka pouting

joe the jubo!

candy-s

nico

tweety bird

yuka nakanishi! (i think her chinese name super cute)

eelee

mickey mouse

happy national day!

eeee. blogger you suck! i cant change my fonts and all. something wrong sia, ANNOYED.

anyway, happy national day! first time i feel so patriotic pwease! went to watch the ndp '09 with hec, last min decision on sat night cos my teacher got extra tickets.

i wore white and hec wore reddd! since i dont have any red shirts, other than my long sleeves zara. and no way i'm going to wear long sleeves to some oven. i know i'm fat, but i dont want to turn into some roast pig :O
but i'm a lil red, cos i wore my cherry necklace! :)

this year's ndp is pretty nice i should say! and much grand-er, and the performances were at least interesting! entertaining too i should say, with mark lee gurmit singh and the malay guy! i didnt know michelle chong(?)- zhuang mixue, is a SPG eh!
they had those apache, f16 (apache correct spelling anot mr phan?), usual MEN IN THE UNIFORM <3, national anthem, pledge and all. however, marina wave ain't as nice as kallang wave. cos kallang wave is like one round, but marina wave is like, just one stretch. effect not as good.
me and hec was saying they will never invite kumar/hossan leong to ndp for standup comedies/emcee. prolly go into jail after that :D or mayb you will here the (toooot) sound throughout, cos they are being censored! i'm thinking of the kumar standup comedies right now!

okay, and i'm kinda in a shit now. cos my stupid reflection journal is not donnnneee. and i haven batheeee! ooohman. after i post, i'm gonna bathe! YES I AM :) enough of rantings. let the photos talk. more on fb! SOON.
and yay, 2k06 outing tmrwwwww! WHEEEE

donut picnic

before the ndp


dont you think they look like walls ice cream? the walls's logo

those guys that jumped off the planes for like 4000 times kinda thing. that's super duper alot okay. prolly more than the times i sang national anthem and said the pledge from p1-sec4


challange our marina wave with those buggers, see whose faster! AND OF COURSE, AUDIENCE ALW WIN.

police catch thief

like watching some action shows please

they think they got guns very cool! this part of the show, ABIT LAME. like trying to show off that singapre armed forces and things like they very zai


drrummer

try and see what he's going to say next!

MEN IN THE UNIFORMMM

sing-ka-pore

MEN IN THE UNIFORM (L)





WHAT EVERONE ALW GO TO NDP FOR, THE MAIN REASON. FIREWORKS!
(THAT'S OUR PARENT'S INCOME TAX)




i like this thing, like floating in the air but its actually tied to a boat, fyi. so you see alot small small boats in the sea

we love singapore(?)





so, we waited for the crowd to kinda evacuate before leaving(we didnt want to be tuna) so during that 30mins or so..






see! the pretty floating boats behind us! :) i was very determined to take photos with it... soooo..



yay! that's all :) more on facebook, sooon! i got doctor appt on thursday. eeew. okay going to bathe now and do reflection journal! xq you are so dead.