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(hint hint jm: help me fix leh!)
JM: i read the letter a few days back! i opened my mailbox okay! thanks for your thousand word essay, and omg lah. you handwriting uber need can!

time now is 8:20
anyway a quickie before i do my stuffs. just came back and had dinner! met up hectorphan just now, like after his papers. i think both of us are pretty tired, we simply crapped the whole journey and more crapping.

today is a terrible long dayyyy! ( if we attend all lessons)
9-11 econs make up tut.
12-3 commskills proj meeting. but cos we split classes into our groups, so we have diff slot. so mine is like 130 or someting.
so after econs we cabbed down to airport to satisfy some popeye cravings!
after commskills, since we dont have fnb notes. cos clever tp didnt like post it online, so we couldnt print it. and since we got no notes, we decided not to go! should have french from 6-7, but owell. me and cindy shall go to the one tmrw!

and we headed down to city plaza! i bought a dress, and a indian-y long skirt! ohman. i should stop spending, i'v been spending quite a bit recently. SHIT MAN XQ!

tmrw is a short day. i end at 1 :) prolly go for self rehearsal at studio for bout 2 hours and shall head down to bishan and meet hectorphan for my wanton meeeeeee ^^

I THINK IM WATCHING HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL 3 THIS SUNDAYYYY! :)
22ND NOV! IM GOING TO WATCH THE DISNEY SHOWWWWWWW!

time now is 8:26

xq's loves

P.S blog under a little construction now, so tagboard at the end of the post!
hello loves! im lovely 17 now! :)

it was school as usual, like usual stuffs. i went down to bishan and meet up hectorphan for my lovely prawn noodles and swensens with a piece of cake and ice cream sundae!
thank you amy for the sunflower! she passed it to me when i was having my prawn noodle at s11!


and i went to dance. surprise big birthday cake! so i had the whole class(almost!) to sing birthday song. it was great! (other than some unhappy stuffs, jm mich and yj you know what lah huh)
but that unhappy stuff pretty dampened my whole mood that night alrdy. anyway, talk bout that later.


so i went home. girlfriends came over, and surprise me! it wasnt very much of a surprise, cos of some hiccups and stuffs. but anyway, i did get surprised! COS I NVR KNEW THEY WOULD ACTUALLY COLLABORATE WITH HECTOR PHAN JUNWEN!

1. jiamin knocked at my door and asked me to go down
2. lift open, HAPPY BIRTHDAY FROM CRYST AND MICH! with a cake and balloon
3. cryst and mich pulled me to one side, and BOO THERE WAS BABY!
4. xq went to hug him!

but before i go on with other stuffs, some dedication for my dear girls:

hey girls, im sorry for that siann-ed expression at first(only after i saw phan than it was a diff expression,cos i was seriously damn surprised!) but nevertheless im touched with ya'l effort and yep! gfs is not just a name. i was too silly to think bout that, blame on hectorphan! o.O no lah, i just felt pretty neglected and alone at that time. but guess it was also quite alot of things coming to me at one go. gfs, holiday overseas or something after A levels okay! guess we are 18, and SHOULD have enough freedom luh huh. of course, i will never forget all the fun time we had! crazy moments seriously. i'm sorry crystal! for your phone! i really very bad for the 'not-very-surprised-reaction' only til i saw hector! not that i love him more than gfs lah, but i know you guys wil be there, and you know you know!
thanks girls, for being there for me. the sec1 neverending bitch fights with crystal, sec2 bad period, sec3 going bonkers with getting rid of him and my pathetic results, sec4 stressing over o levels blah blah blah.
thanks girls, for tolerating my temper. yes jm, not everyone can stand it
thanks girls, for letting my get my ways(most of the time)
thanks girls, for listening to me talk bout hectorphan
thanks girls, for every single thing.
and jm, for all those 'asking me to msg her when i reach home' kinda thing. asking me to not go home so late etc etc. so motherly, so boyfriend-y.
and cryst, for stopping me from splurging, like when i change wallet*hear nags* and being someone who can think like i do which leads to our character clash, for being similar.
and mich, for being my listening ear and my love affair/whatever affair counsellor, shopping mate, gossip bitch, bimbotic friend and the list never ends
and of course, yj. her blurness never fail to entertain me. my arm holder when im with you, and the one who brings much laughter to all of us.
and much much more

i love you girls.

and a little dedication for hector phan jun wen:
hey baby, thanks for all the things you had done for me. the presents and stuffs. you, being from a all boys school, didnt exactly know what girls(or me) really want. not just soft toys and cute little teddy bears. you listened,thought bout it, and made an effort to make stuffs for me and did your very best to be my perfect boyfriend :) you had been really really great, really.
im sorry for throwing tantrums, mood swinging, pmsing etc etc you. i promise i wil try to not do it so often okay? ( i know you wont believe me if i say i wont do it anymore, neither will i believe myself, but i will try to lessen!)
although its your o levels now, but you still took out time to make my birthday present, our anni present. im really touched. i admit that sometimes i wanna rarr you, but.. you are the best boyfriend a girl can ever have. i love you baby <3>
*i really wanna write more, but im afraid its too cheesy. i shy*

photos! i really have alot photos. the one which i took with nurul they all, is like 100plus. so yeah, super tired. another day! :)

with my crazy girls on thursday! at ben&jerry!

greedy baby!

my ice cream cake :)

my BIG BIG CAKE!

ballet girls with mum and laoshi!

lunch with mich and ber @ seoul garden today! omg lah, $18.99. after gst and service charge, its like $28+ wth. cheat money! ate for 3 hours or so. must make our money worth.





SHAMPOO MODELS?! NOTTT!

getting ready... retarded i know! look at mich!



this was deliberate :D



balloon!

hectorphan's hand made box! i feel so proud of him lah!

17 strawberry lakerols

his card, i took it very far away. so you cant read it ^^




amy's sunflower!


OMG I'V BEEN EATING GOOD FOOD/ALOT THE PAST 4 DAYS. TIME TO LOSE WEIGHT NOW NG XIAOQI!

its 12:25
FUNNIEST/CRAZIEST/MOST TIRING DINNER WITH CINDY, NURUL AND AUDREY!
its been a long time since im so tired from all the laughings. and the girls are forever so entertaining. they should just have their own movie channel(okto?!) and entertain people!
LOVE YOU GIRLS!

anyway, i finally manage to read hectorphan's card! :) but he's like asleep, and aint wishing me. ah, double maths paper for him tmrw. ewwww, o levels sucks.
im kinda rarr rarr over he not even making an effort to wake up and msg me, but yet the card just...sweet! makes me melt~ AH XQ IS SO WHATEVER-ISH.

*p.s i really really really wanted to post pictures. but all the laughing made me really tired. ah, im going to bed.
*p.s i was online for like 3 minutes, AND NOBODY WISHED ME HAPPY BIRTHDAY! unbelievable. omg, i sound like a loser. BUT OWELL.

its 12:27 now

seriously! i dont know why am i blogging. but im just being like, nothing to do? bought twilight with cindy, like left two there. i wanted to read it after the movie, you know. somehow if you watch the movie after reading the book, you will be disappointed! with all the cuts :( LIKE HARRY POTTER! I WOULDNT MIND A 6 HOUR MOVIE!
only started reading like just now, at the studio when i was waiting for my mum. so chap 3? okay, i know im damn lag but whatever.

and school's pretty good. love my bunch of lovely people! :) and yes cindy, with much laughter everyday. and idk why, im kinda tireddddd. like going to school now, long hours, YAWNNNN!

anyway being random, see me in long skirts the next few days! bought them like last week, so wanna get them washed and rid that new clothes smell. okay, meaningless post. bye!

okay! first day of schooool.
met up juicy2 at tm. changed my necklace! i decided to have the tinkerbell one. even though the heart one got more crystals :D but owell, its just VERY VERY DIFFICULT TO FIND NICE TINKERBELL.

school was pretty good, other than it being DAMN HUMID! oh yah, and im taking a second cds. called, WORLD ISSUES. omg! cindy ng, if its boring or what. I TELL YOU. but owell, at least we are both in the same tut and lect. so got friend friend.
plus, i dont mind a second cds now. two reasons!
1. so next year i can just take one cds, cos year 2 might be heavier
2. my cds slots happen to be in between my breaks, so i dont have to go home later! no breaks... lose weight?!

i stole this from cindy's blog. yeah, my timetable!

LOOK AT FRIDAY! AFTER 1PM ITS ALL LECTURES! *grins*

ah. hectorphan is pmsing. must be o levels.

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YAY! prolly watching the disney live show. with 3 classic fairy tales! quite cool :) hectorphan suggested it, like he say i like this kinda thing. QUITE TRUE! AND VERY COOL! i only watched musicals, but i nvr got to watch this kinda thing when im young. owell, its not too late now!

hello loves! i basically woke up at like 115 today, woke up by jiaqi's call. asking bout bnj. i wonder when i will actually wake up if she didnt call me! i lazed at home the whole day, and watch tv the whole day. now that i dropped jazz, means there's no more dance for me the next two months on sunday. and ballet lessons have now all concentrated on friday due to rehearsals, so yeah. sunday is no longer a dance day for me. feel kinda weird.
but its kinda good i guess? like i dance from 5/6 til 11 or so. and sunday will be like a off day for me. maybe its a day for me do my projects lah huh. ohman, i really need to buck up on my studies! idk why. everytime i think of my that laoyah pok gpa, its damn sian. cos i will think of, omg lah. i cant renew my scores. its stucked with me forever. ROARS.

its first day of school tmrw! and cos there's no tut. its only econ lect tmrw, 2-4! meeting cindy before that to tm for swaroski. thinking if i should have the heart or tinkerbell? i like the heart, like its so classic. but yet i want tinkerbell in the mean time! -maybe i can have both ^^

okay its a boring post. let me continue watching tv, and do some blog stalking before i hit off to bed!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABY! (again)

happy birthday hector phan junwen! :):) love you many many many many! (see, blue. your favourite colour lor! )

me: omg we are going to be the same age for 6 days!
hector: *looks at me* HA HA HA HA

its true what isnt?! okay fine im lame.
anyways, its 5 items for me! i decided to drop jazz, since the choreo just started. so no blocking yet, so yeah.
i received my birthday present from hectorphan alrdy! actually thats like the second present. the first one is from my mum, some swaroski necklace. she wanted to see if i like, if not can change or stg. hectorphan's present its awesome :) well, shall post on/after my glorious birthday!

P.S MARLEY AND ME IS COMING OUT ON THE 15TH JAN! STATES IS LIKE 25DEC. OMG LAH. ROARS.
P.S IM ONLY ALLOWED TO READ HECTORPHAN'S CARD NEXT FRIDAY! CANT WAIT!

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performance, xq is going to do a solo. like its chinese dance, FIRST ATTEMPT IN CHINESE DANCE. OMG. its so fairy lah, i know im...dainty! so it means i got 6 items. should i drop jazz? since its stil not confirmed yet. how how how? if got 6 quite tiring leh, its like. i got a few mins break only, in between items. how!
COMMENTS COMMENTS!!

yay cds french! BUT THAN ALL OF US DIFF CLASS CANNNN. WALAO EH. IM SO LONELYYYYY!

cindy and i are like stalking people! sial lah. daniel nvr repeat module seh. melvin also! OMG. SURPRISEEE! but melvin no cds!

okay a short one today.

practically stayed home the whole day. im like sick. omg. my head feels heavy and im coughing and losing my voice(but somehow it comes and goes)

so in the evening me and my mum cabbed down to esplanade(like the third time since last week), to watch the russian ballet gala for pas de deaux

owell. the black swan didnt do 32 fouettes, like 28 only? and she moved 4 panels can! like you'r supposed to be on the spot. and i counted, 3 hiccups during the whole show. like some boo boos they made.

but the don quixote was good lah, i mean the best item. but still, i realise their fouettes are travel like literally from the back of the stage to the front.. hmmmm.
a BIT disappointed, like i expected more leh.

LOOK AT THE GLUTTON!
Whinehouse. says (1:18 AM):
oh ya oh ya, i book monday lunch at mensa 2 ah!
chicken cutlettttt~~~


and and and we are getting pretty fine now, going back on track i suppose? unhappiness were voiced out and things cleared! and we are both sick! like quite alot times we both get sick tgt, and we havent been meeting for like weeks. so yeahhh. ^^
its only my results thats like making me sadddd. okay, i know its like damn long alrdy,but the thought of it being an average, accumulative. OMG LAH.
and even though im not aiming local uni, but owells. study hard xq!

i love you babe(baby?!) omg jm.

hello! its retail therapy and foot/fooood therapy today!

retail therapy: bought one denim skirt(cos those that i have,i dont want them anymore) , 3 long long skirts and a pair of slippers which is the same as claire! its a t bar one.
i need bottoms man! and tops! basicsss! come on cotton on, new stock leh.
its been really long since i shopped, like really buy things. the last time was prolly w cindy ng, off to cotton on for some basics. spend like 200 hundred today,when my budget was like 100?

foot/foood therapy: had lunch with claire, crispy noodles with cheng teng(?) than FISH SPA! yeah, xq got a very nice feet now. nicer than your face yo.
than down to j co for some ice cream and i had two donuts on top of that! (sinful!!) and im sick now lah, coughing mad and kinda losing my voice. its been going on for almost two days alrdy.

than i met up mich the bitch for dinner at cartel. (yes,eat again!) caught up and yeah. it was a pretty good day today, but somehow. some smses that im receiving now, didnt make it that good afterall. but anyway. pictures!
*finally w claire lht. its like, we alw fail to take pictures during meetups, somehow.

favourite pic of the day!

anyway, thanks jm for that post. and i didnt know i had that... picture?!?! i love you babe(baby?)

and im looking forward to school, i mean looking forward to see my friends. but the thought of my kenasai gpa, sian half manz.

where are you?

24th was almost another odinary day, but its okay. i got juicy cindy, audrey, AMY, and the rest. *dedicated specially for amy cheng shuting(shooting)

tags

amy: excited to see me? me and cindy shall molest you again i tell you! and YEAH.

audrey: hahahaha, i not so bad. amy is inside the 'rest of them'

christina: yeah thank you, im better now i guess? and yes, DEPOSIT MONEY SOOON!

donn: omg lah. you are quite lame, but owell. i did laugh okay. it sounds quite stupid, but its quite funny. like pretty lame. i can imagine your that face *im laughing now as im imagining your that face!

cindy: yes babe! love you love you love you! thanks for that sms in the morning. did brighten up my that oh-so-gloomy friday. i shall love you more than hectorphan *gasps

friday: i woke up in the morning. feeling real gloomy and moody. but thanks for cindy's love msg(i think she got a crush on me ^^) nah, just joking.

than i decide to head down to town area, to get some stuffs. and some retail therapy for me, but i didnt buy anything though.

but i indulged in this GODIVA MILKSHAKE. damn sinful, but super yummy. TEN BUCKS.

owells, chocolate did made my mood better, other than the pinch in your heart.

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and off i went to dance. everything was good, happy happy.

but when i came home, sorry jm for those words. but it was just bottling, not bout hectorphan. its bout the you-know-what-thing lah huh.

saturday:

somehow, i stil feel really moody. thanks for the sms sikai! sms came in at the right time(you know what i mean lah huh) if not i would have alrdy cried on the train.

im so sorry customers, im such a lousy server today. this is the first time, after i'v worked so long, i actually vented my frustrations on customers. i wasnt rude or what, but my service today, was just... flat.

working at sentosa needs, a good mood and patience. but apparently being in a bad mood just spoilt everything. owells. its over. nvr bring personal stuff to work i guess.

and it was dinner at city hall with sikai! well, we decided to walk over to suntec for my love, curry chicken. i do miss working at suntec :(

and and and, thanks loads sikai. what you had said made alot of sense

and and and and im regretting now for putting in so many shifts next week.

anyone wanna visit me next saturday? i will be at cathay from 1030-5 for 2 birthday parties, and than head down straight to rafflescity(rc) to continue scooping til 1130! do come visit me okay! its a long day for me, any visits will definately make me happy!

maybe to prestigious schools, every hour minute second is super duper important cos they have to, they are meant to, they will do well for exams
but for fucked up neighbourhood schools, it doesnt matter if you get 40 points for Os.
im seriously severly cursed. nothing is going on right now, n-o-t-h-i-n-g
where's everyone?
where are you?
i dont want to request for meetups, i thought i should just let you concentrate.
i'v been waiting for you to ask to meet, looks like its gna be 12th nov.
other than work and dance, i'v nothing else right now.
not even a single human soul.
no one is free
24th is almost just another ordinary day, but its okay. i have juicy cindy, audrey and the rest that day.
many people call themselves as your friend, but how many are real, how many are true, and how many will stand by you when you call them up asking for a listening ear?
girlfriends? maybe its just a name. ah, im not gng to say anything bout that.
anyway, tmrw afternoon is all to myself to go buy some stuffs and dance all night.

where's everyone?

you are such a loser man. all the things you had done, you can deny for all you want liar. but everyone knows all the things you had done. legrand is a happy family til you, this teacher come and mess things up. so sorry, we ballet girls dont bear grudges/jealousy against any one of us, we all have a positive mindset and united. we were just being righteous, hate that we complain? TOO BAD YOU IDIOT.
dont think you will get your revenge by putting 3 juniors in the seniors item,the main dancers and make us the backup dancers. giving us some crap choreo which i think those aunties in CC can also do, and you stinking attitude.
you shall see what my mum and laoshi will do, cos they definately will not sit back and watch, but they will stand up and speak up for us.
check out you fcking attitude man. carry on like that and you wont get far in the dance world.

in the planning mood!
so i planned 3 things today!
1. class chalet ( like place,dates blah blah ) called aloha and checked stuffs up
2. choir senior dinner with mr liew!
3. viewing of chalet with some e4 peeps!

im looking forward for:
1. class chalet!
2. performance!
3. gfs outing!

im NOT looking forward for:
1. start of school (think of gpa, sian half)
2. project deadlines
3. waking up early and squeezing in buses
4. i believe there are more!!

okay i dont know why am i posting. but bye.

tag replies

sop: F1 lah! fun what. but the long standings definately drained me man! and and im so sad lah! i was at compass today, and the kopitiam is closedddddd!
:( man, need to see you sooon. and happy promos-ing!

donn: who ask you, that time so brave say no, you will support tp, go get seal points?!

claire: yah man, i knew max name was wrong! but idk what was it. oops!

chin siong: huh what thing funny?

charis: OH MAN! MISS YOU TOOOOZ! and you'r normally like next to me during choir tooooo!

okay.

tuesday:

went out with my mum! and and and bought my dkny baggg! like after so long! i was thinking silver or gold, but owell. GOLD IS ALW MY FAVY!

shopping at tuesday was all about branded boutiques. mum's looking for a bag, practically went to taka only. like fendi and stuffs. i saw two tiffany & co necklace that i like! OMG DAMN PRETTY! its $1490 -.- but another one i saw, its like a ring, with tiffany & co wordings etc. thats $435 i wouldnt mind anyone of them!

think my mum MIGHT get the $435 one as my birthday present, mum gives me a pendant/necklace every year. wanted the cherry swaroski but its out of stock, nvrmind, i prefer tiffany&co :D

this is the 1k plus one!

awww. my dkny. jm thinks its bling to the max, but owell. something different for me!

and it was jm coming to stayover after my retail therapy! she say that i sacrifice her for retail therapy(cos me&my mum went home later than what i told her)

MOVIE MARATHON! HOME ALONE 1, 2 AND 3! been some time since we movie marathon-ed jm! it was funny lah. than some talk when me and jm SHARED THE SAME BEDDD. AWWWWWWWWW. so close ^^

wednesday!

woke up, lunched, left home with jm and went to meet hectorphan!

I WATCHED HOUSE BUNNNNNNY! OMG SOMETIMES BEING A BIMBO IS KINDA COOOOL. I'V NEVER BEEN ONE, SADLY.

hahahahahahha hector was like... well, it was the last show he wanted to watch (chic flics!) but the other tickets were like sold out so yeap! she's damn dumb can! SUPER FUNNNY!

LIFE BEING A BIMBO.

okay than we bused to esplanade, cos i wanna visit the popcorn pop!

i bought:

3 sets of mama mia postcards (1 for me, 1 for cindy, 1 for ljm)

mama mia mousepad! cos my old one like cui alrdy

ten promises to my dog postcard!

and A POSTCARD for mich the bitch!

and i got a mama mia notebook too! bought the popcorn combo for the sake of that okay!

than we walked to clarke quay, cos i needed to go compass to get stg.

on the way to clarke quay...

my future potential wedding location ^^

our, 'oh-so-clean' river

hell loads of banglas today i tell you! we were having haagen daz outside esplanade, near the colours of the bay. OMG ITS FILLED WITH THEM! SERIOUSLY!

look, they come in such big group lah. wanna fight sia.

my mama mia extragavenza!

yawn. bed time!