this emotion

what happened to the person i used to know?
i'm not sure if all this are happening, are due to the accumulations before, or is it stg new? but i reckon its the accumulations. there are so many things that have changed now.
maybe taking break will do us all some good

beer festival tmrw. i was kinda looking forward to it, with the girls and guys. but now, i just want to hide under my comforter and seek solace there.

my heart hurts like a bitch.

very very very random post!

this is a very random post! i was flipping out some of my stuffs and i discovered the first photo i took with hectorphannnn!
it was, 1st jan 2007. movie theatre, went to watch night at the museum with gladys and anissa!
first movie, first photo. normal friends :)

why would i be so random and post stg like that? i wanted to post bout the 5 hottest man that will make my heart melt like a butter on hot toast, BUT THIS IS THE NO.1 MELTER LAH OKAY <33333333

(guilty-ly: channing tatum is stil very hot okay *gives shy face)



BABY PHOTO

1st jan 2007. century cineplex, night at the museum




WHAT A DIFFERENCE!
he was younger, innocent-er, cuter, face was skinnier????? OKAY. STIL INNOCENT AND CUTE LAH.


26th march 2009, east coast park!

school's been fine. just that my classmates dont look that fun? or maybe we just dont know each other yet! hope there isnt people like melvin or daniel! AHA! DONN AND CLARENCE!
we have a half jap in our class :-o currently, im feeling pretty positive bout school, cos i have cooler modules. makes me more motivated! YES YES, FESTIVAL AND EVENTS! hahahah!
same class as audrey, AUDREY WE WILL HAVE NICE GROUPIES YAH! amy and nurul have nicee groupies ehhhh.
please bless us with nice ones! :):)

and my mum know bout me and hectorphan. as in, she knows bout it alrdy. no londer in the, she-knows-there's-someone-but-dont-know-who kinda situation.

my mind is in a whirl
am i thinking too much?

best wonder girls cover! -click on it!

flamenco festival was uber fun! :) okay, the fesetival name....
"Feria de Abril 2009"
omg. CHIJMES IS SO BEAUTIFUL AT NIGHT! silent 18th birthday with good friends there? *smiles*

first day of school was.. great! seriously, this semester's modules seems so much more fun-er and more relevant to the course LRM. festival and events! seems pretty cool :) but accounting sounds, BAD. mayb cos of this sem's modules, i wont skip lectures alrdy/that often. and maybe cos hectorphan is like so near me(SP!) that we can go home tgt if i dont skip lecture! SOUNDS GOOOOD! nvrmind, if the girls pon. I GOT SAFI.

WALT DISNEY INTERNSHIP!
the briefing is like on 2may. IM SO EGGGCITED PLEASE. but i alrdy checked it out on ole-bb. they alrdy have the presentation slides put up.
ITS SO BLOODY FRIGGING SUPER SUPER EXPENSIVE. IM GOING TO START SAVING MONEY AND WORK MY ASS OFF DURING THE NEXT HOLIDAYS. SERIOUSLY!
COST OF PROGRAMME: $3,000 USD
NOT INCLUSIVE OF: air tickets, lodging when we are at the disney resort(will be deducted from our pay) and meals at disney resort(will have discounts are cafeteria)

BUT during our stay at hampton, virgina wil be included. i think we are going to some uni for a while before going to disney resort (?)
I WANT TO GOOOO. PLEASE LET ME GET IN :(

here's a few photos! shall photo spam soon when im in the mood :D

I AM ADDICTED TO RESTAURANT CITY!
photos photos! will be having some flamenco(spanish dance) festival at CHIJMES later! kinda cool. nvr been into stg like that before. with live music when you dance and all :) yay!

anyway, after my chalet, i kinda zoomed home. changed and went to meet don and zuming to get nvss for their syf! :) (they got a HIGH SILVER! okay lah not gold, but better than some schools which dropped lah! i thought they might have a chance to get gold though. i was quite impressed lah!) my two metrosexuals, SERIOUSLY. and he-she zuming went to rebond his hair, LIKE YES MAN. walaoooooo. more vain than me can!
don: u know wat metrosexual zu ming jie jie smsed me this morning?
xq: what he-she say!
don: he say: "hey.. the gel-wax thing kinda nice to use :)"
don: LOL. wake me up cos of that msg lah. THANKS LA. when i climb up on my bed reluctantly and read that msg, i feel like strangling him

than after that, ate a little at raffles city, saw janice(bnj manager for raffles city) said hi, but i felt a little... awkward. oops. than we went to tampines one! OMG SHOPPING WITH THEM IS LIKE- AIYOH. but they are like the first guys that were so patient to shop with me :D
always have like a great time with them! awwwwwwwww. okay i dont know why am i talking now, i just woke up and i have to prepare to meet gladys phan! I HAVEN TIE MY HAIR YET. SIAN.

to start photos session on, KIDS. DONT SMOKE OKAY? WAIT YOU WILL END UP LIKE THE PICTURE BELOW.
OH NO. I LOADED INTO PHOTOBUCKET THE WRONG SIZE :( SO ITS KINDA SMALLL.

hardworking people at the pits :) i was busy too you know. ESP ME AND AMY :D



audrey! this is for you.

the people


than we went to swimmmm! with the uncle chasing us out cos it pool is supposed to be closed(also got alot other people in the pool lor) and we went in. and chase us out, and we went in.


pregnant lady clarence

idk why syafiq have this kinda expressions for


amy wasnt in the water cos she was stil having a "sun burn replica" allergy! aye nvr laugh at you hor. hope you are better now! she was showing us some, ER-HMM! SMS.

group shot of those who were in water! some werent in yet. this was before we got chased out for the first time! SYAFIQ ACT SMALL BOY. LOOK AT DONN.


than.. we got chased out.

I LOVE THIS PHOTO!!!! SYAFIQ LOOK LIKE DOING SOME PHOTOSHOOT FOR CLEO BACHELOR OR STG. HANDSOME&COOL :) plus got me next to him siaaa *gasps!

back to the pool. but the other side(looked more remoted?!)


this one look like those stars in 80s or 90s. like you know you know. haiyah. i hope you know.





DISCLAIMER: I WASNT ANYWHERE NEAR DRUNK. I WAS JUST RED. AND WHEN THE PHOTOS WERE TAKEN, I WASN'T EXACTLY TIPSY.
from 1-10, prolly i will give it a 3!
but the one of the left was definately not sober

after losing all the in-betweens...

the few ones that were sober, cos they didnt drink anything


after soccer match, those group were back. (except for syafiq who was too tipsy to go :D but he ended up drinking more -.- like cos he stayed back in the chalet)

die die also want to be inside the picture

the people of a different colour

i love this girls <3


they didnt want me in the picture :(

than they let me in. HELLO MY CAMERA PLEASE.

me and ZUMING :)


yay! i was once like that okay!

using my mum's computer now, and YES. I SAVED MY RESTURANT CITY! (amy dont scold me)

i got alot photos to bloggggggg! (i think!) chalet was awesome. card games with losers drinking vodka&sprite. CINDY IS LIKE.... FOREVER LOSING. SERIOUSLY. indian poker also, tsk. im not too bad! wasn't anywhere near drunk, was just red and a little tipsy. like uh..... the floors are moving a little :D okay. im waiting for my lappie to be back from hp! its not spoilt again lah. its just the other time they wanted to change some parts for me, like servicing ah. but the parts werent in stock. so now they are doing it for me! back in this two days i guess.

I LOVE 1K04! AWWWWWW.
same class as audrey and safi! AUDREY IS GOING TO LIKE PON AL THE LECTURES AGAIN... NVRMIND. I GOT SAFI! me and cindy in diff class, next class only though. SOBXZ SOBZX. nvrmind lah, different class stil best friends ;) same lecture group as cindy please! at least i got someone, cos audrey wont be there, she'l be donn-ing instead!

sawanikaaaa! im back!
i am like watching channel 46, omg. THOSE TRANS LOOK SUPER DUPER PRETTY LAH. AND SLIM AND LEAN AND FATLESS.

XQ PLEASE FEEL ASHAMED.

yes, i do feel very ashamed! when i was at bkk, i saw trans, idk. feel kinda weird. like are we of the same gender, or are we not? i enjoyed myself there, but communication was quite a problem. many time me and my mum have to use actions to express ourselves. but definately, when it come to shopping, only words like "how much?" "cheaper?" that kinda thing, it was like an international language! i wanted to go to those roadside places, but didnt have much chance. but i love the shopping centres! they are all so HUGE AND HAVE ALOT SHOPS! nad they dont repeat brands! like in sg, most shopping centres have similar shops. SO GOD DAMN BORING.

i think i dont have to buy clothes for the next few months? hahaha. mayb vivo once in the while after school. like zara. or stg. hahahaha! I WANT A BACKPACK! i saw a paul frank one, but its like 125 bucks :(:(

photos soooon! im so lazy.
stayed home the whole day, tv, iron clothes, pack room, pack wardrobe, clear stuffs. potential housewife! I GOT A FLAIR OF BEING ONE OKAY :) IM STARTING TO FEEL IT!

off to bangkok for some spicy yummy tomyum and boxful of goodies in about 7 hours time for 3 days :)

confessions of a shopaholic!

ng xiaoqi and cindy ng went to watch shopaholic today! :) the N-Gs. hahahaha. we had the same ancestor!
movie was good,half quoting: my heart melts like a butter on a hot toast when i see something pretty :) like the hot red patent kate spade? it really depicts how girls feel. i really got the melted feeling when i see something super pretty!!!!! and cute guys :):):):)
(OKAY I KNOW I GOT A BOYFRIEND, BUT EYE CANDIES ARE STILL ALLOWED ISNT?!)

talked alot with cindy today :) I LOVE YOU CINDY NG! EVEN THOUGH YOU ARE "BARELY THERE" (ahem ahem) i dont want to change classssss! and congratz audrey for passing BTT! drive us ah, during my birthday *wink wink*
and AMY CHENG SHUTING! prank prank some more lah. to put it nicely is prank us, but in another words is dont want to meet us lor. we also dont want to meet youuuuu!
and our every working, mia-ed nurul! tsk tsk tsk.
nevermind. me and cindy had a romantic date :) we dont need a threesome/foursome/fivesome to like, interrupt us! and saw audrey's friend on the train tooo!

bangkok in two days! :):):) im going to buy a backpack! YES FOR SENTOSA! hahahahaha! im going to junk out the clothes that i most likely wouldnt wear alrdy. and make room for my bangkok shopping spreee! please let me buy alot thingsssssss! wait i go there, end up disappointed, come back with nothing. i will be super emo and kill myself one okay.

p.s on a random note, i want to grow taller. so that i will stretch vertically, and my fats will at least be distributed to more areas. and so therefore, i will be skinnier?! HAI. LIPO? SLIMMING CENTRES :)

happy april fool!

gah. kevin cheng and niki chow. go go go watch 'the seventh day'
super good looking cannn! and niki chow(called 'yan' in the show for short) have a super flawless, crystal-like, glowing, radiant, pore-less SKIN! omgggz! and both of them are super cute lah. i like kevin cheng('wing' in the show for short).
THE LOVE-HATE KINDA RELATIONSHIP. LIKE HE ACTUALLY CARES SUPER ALOT BUT DOESNT SHOW IT TYPPPE. AH BLOODY SWEEEET!





first and foremost, happy april fool! AND THANKS JM FOR THE APRIL FOOOL.
met up with hectorphan today. chinatown-ed to collect my air tickets, cathay for 12 rounds and pizza hut at suntec! with marley and me postcards from popcorn pop <333

I WANT A DOGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG! but dogs need so much attention and TLC (tender-loving care), taking care of them, walks, food, poos, i wont be able to commit!
i would definately loved a golden retriever!
but due to space constrain, a schnauzter will do perfectly fine! mayb when my mum retires in like, dont knw how many years later? :) okay that was such a random topic but owell.

bangkok from 5th-7th april! gah. have to wake up at like, 5 on sunday please! feels like a sec sch student. will be back on tues night!
buffet with anissa and family on sat, I HEAR FATS. mayb i will get to drink sake and feel dizzy again? HOHOHO. I HOPE I WILL GET TO SEE THE CUTE LOOKING WAITER! *WINK WINK WINK WINK WINK WINK*