sunday sunday, lazy sunday.

Stayed home the whole day, indulged myself with 7 hours worth of hk drama. Well, tv and dramas are kinda my best friend cos they are there no matter what :)

School:
This sem kinda suck with the oh-not-so-good grades. Kinda hate this sem, with accounting and ssm. Luckily, acctg test last friday was quite okay, so hope it'd pull my oh-so-pathetic grades? school's sucha boreeeee. Its basically the same routine every single day and I'm really lacking of some social activities and retail therapy. MAN. After end sem, its holidays for 2 weeks? sighs. intern intern.

I miss being in the same class as Audrey, Cindy, Amy and Nurul. And deciding where to eat for lunch during the start of tutorials/lectures. Only Nurul supports my ITAS yong tau foo. I miss I miss I miss.

Current class is pretty okay, have nice people and stuffs, but you know, it's just different?

Dance:
Legrand's expanding! I'm kinda-really excited! I hope intern won't be so busy, so at least I can go down after work and attend some lessons like pilates or something :) and hopefully, rehearsals? How I wish intern is during 3.2, so at least I can do my competition first. I strive to improve on my flexibility and turns. Triple? :)

Chingay next monthhhh. With that god damn big and heavyyy costume, and dancing 6 times, and all the walking, bye fats and some muscles I hope!

Social:
Crystal! I hope you are okayyyyyyy. You can ring me up anytime you want alright! I will be your listening ear!

I'm kinda numb alrdy. I kinda lost faith. What does that suppose to mean?

NEW TARGET.

isn't this a beauty? i alwaysssss liked loewe's logo. like so unique! :) so much better than gucci or LV, the logo issss soooo beautifulllll!




THIS IS MY NEW AIM. MUAHAHAHAHA!

ohno, i got a feeling my intern pay is all going to something else, instead of saving up. OOPS.

how i wish i can get back my usual appetite :( i mean, its good now, cos at the rate i'm going i will prolly lose weight. BUT, i dont want to constantly/easily feel vomit-y? SIGHS.

randomly, what would you do if you have a political friend?

randomly no.2, i feel so primary school now. but i officially dislike #$%

btt tmrw, test again? sighs.

this sem suck. i'm not doing well this sem. i think i spend too much energy and brains on ssm&culi that i neglect my wed-fri? THIS SUCKS. buck up xq. you really need to. buck up, study hard, work hard, and buy a yacht.

school sucks for me now. where's TAS? I hate you ssm. I like you culi <3
I hate you accounting. you suck as much as ssm. you both suck.

5th january 2010

new year new year new year. and i'v been sooo not blogging recently? hahaha, laziness i guess?

anyway, had some food poisoning two days back. literally didn't eat anything, cos whatever i ate, i would vomit it out! thank god its better now. just that, i still can't eat chilli. gah, my beloved chilli!

and i got the internship at avivar! out of the 4 companies i applied, only this got back to me. Must be the rest withdraw from internship prog, my resume so nice, can't be i got rejected oneeeeez.
please bless me with more than 500 a month for internship!! PWEASEEEE.

michelle yeo airu, please save your money and go to europe!

and i wanna go to hk after my intern :) like 30july! i wanna go europe tooo. aussieeee tooooooo?

xiang gang

hello earth.

i'm back from hongkong, and a hell loads of drama-mama with singtel when I touched down. Cos of some internet connection issues and etc, and its all settled. Sometimes, I can't help to be a little bitchy. OOPS.

HK was great, people were great, food were great, weather totally SHIOKNESS, shopping was so-so. HAHAHAHA. bought like 8/9 clothes only, pair of shoes, and a pair of boots! SGD$200plusplus, so much for saying Cindy, on spending $199 on a Zara shoe.
But this pair of boots, walked me from hk to shenzhen to macau, on a 10hours feet journey everyday and feeling great! even though its heeled, but its (Y)talking bout macau, i went to casino! for a while lah, cos I had to take boat backkk. and I was overwhelmed with motion sickness, like...... 1 hour, w super strong current, feels like i'm on viking or something!

oh, and disney hollywood hotel :) booked it like the night we landed hk, with the help of the hotel's concierge(got a cute hk guy sia, called jacky :O) disneyland hotel all booked :( only left with like 2 rooms in hollywood, so we took it.

DISNEYLAND IS AWESOME, I LOVE DISNEY AND I WANT TO BE A KID. cos being a kid is the most awesome time of your life. its 3:12am now, why am i still online? ohman. uploading of photos failed for the second time. and, i need to do MICE project. You've been enjoying for a week alrdy xq, time to do some workkkk!!

guide me through this mist.

hello cyberworld.

on a random note:
I wished I was some world class/prima ballerina

on a very random note,
I think I shall start my own business(what business idk, to be thought of)

Basically cos I don't think I make a very good employee, jm thinks so too. you think so?

Love days like this <3

i have been so lazy to blog! and basically, my life now is like:

alarm clock ring. wake up. the sky is still dark(mon/tues). go bathe. get ready. go school. come back from school. bathe. sleep.

sighs. i can't wait for mid sem hols to come! for my 1.5years in poly. i never really looked forward to mid sem break of whatsoever, cos its just short and... i was alrdy like having very little lessons. having more holidays, will just make me feel slacker? but now, i really appreciate holidays!

Last friday, it was like, kinda my first day, after school started, that I was really relaxed and stuffs. crystal stayed over, woke up in the morning, went to dim sum at tamp mall, met hector for movie at century square, met mum for dinner at tamp1. HAHAHAHAHA. TAMPINES ALL THE WAY!

this week, is kinda a busy week, next week mid sem test week. and yayz!
1. prof test today, was like !@#$%^&
2. culinary tmrw! (Y)
3. wed, jap test
4. thurs, mice test
5. fri, bese test
6. accounting mid sem next tues
7. ssm prof test on thursday!
8. HOLIDAYS BABY!

IMPORTANT: OHMAN. ICA, QUICK QUICK CHOP CHOP. GIVE XQ HER RENEWED PASSPORT SOON PUH-LEASE? *SHEEPISH FACEEEE

okay, bitchy mode on.
i dont frigging understand why we should suffer just because of some idiots who break the rules??!!
E.G. MINGYANG. WEARING SSM UNIFORM, STANDING RIGHT OUTSIDE TP GATE, NEAR THE TP BOARD SOME MORE. S-M-O-K-I-N-G. make me hate smokers even more. SERIOUSLY? die of lung cancer soon.

and cos of that, chia said that today was the last time he's ever going to let anyone wear uniform to school? even partial. even if we got cab, parents fetch, or chauffeur? wth? we are not even taking public transports. PIANG.
and get BOOKED, which means suspension the next time he see ANYBODY wearing ssm uniform? how unreasonable is that? we are good students, and suffering because of some kukus. seriously? SERIOUSLY? LOGIC?
i don't care bout teamwork. cos i'm selfish.

BEST PART IS, I HATE THE KINDA FACE HE GIVES. ITS TOTALLY. NIZEEEEEEEEEE. IDK, ITS JUST THE EXPRESSION AND, THE IDK HOW TO DESCRIBE. TOTALLY. TOTALLY. !#$%^&

if i'm a rich kid, i will take $10,000(which prolly meant nothing to me) change all into $50/$100 notes and throw it at him. and tell him: you need it more than I do.

10:56PM now, bitchy mode off. going to bed :) save my dark eye rings :(

life is so sad with projects, when i don't even know why am i complaining when i only have like two projects this sem, when i had crazily amount of 4 last sem?

1. ssm was boring today.
2. culi top table tmrwww, zomg. i don't wanna poison my guests
3. wednesday jap cds presentation bout sake, and i haven't started a shit.
4. bese proj due next monday
5. ssm prof test next monday
6. culi research project next tuesday
7. bese test the week after/same week as mice
8. mice test on 3rd dec.
9. accounting test on 7th dec week
10. zomg, finally holiday
11. singapore sucks

i'm sad and emo like giselle. okay, i didnt kill myself/go mad at the loss of my love, but you get what i mean. okay, stop complaining. arrrgh.

i'm so sick and tired of every single thing. just wanna pack up, leave,go somewhere and start a new life. other than you, it's probably ballet lessons at legrand i will miss.

after 4 weeks of school, and i'v been going for every single lesson, i'm finally taking the first step tmrw... i'm skipping accts! YAY.

I NEED TO GO OUT AND HAVE FUN/DO SOMETHING CRAZY/HOLIDAY. I NEED IT BADLY.

OVERSEAS HOLIDAY IS A MUST THIS DECCCC. I CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE! !@#$%^&*

read, delete, forget
read, delete, remember

whatever it is, its still the forgotten one?

p.s. resisted messaging that, but it was simply to randomly overwhelming. and it made sense to a large extent. crucial period 3 weeks before, how bout, 1 week before?

justice.

its been so long since i last blogged, am i forgotten?

First, i'd like to say happy birthday to myself :) thanks to all those who had wished me on facebook/called/msg-ed and the 4 who celebrated w me. of course, mr phan, cindy&audrey&donn-eeyer to surprise after their work.

thanks for the lovely miss selfridge dress and mango knit top! :)
and my dear mr phan for the lovely dkny watch <3
and mum for the really pretty swaroski, well. its a necklace every year!

I need a good and filled with pictures blog really soon, dont be so lazy ah xq

Anyway, School's been really good and yeah. I do have nice classmates, and lucky for me, I do have nice project mates too! :) And thank god, Cindy seems to be rather keen to go lectures, and i hope that it last! She's my lecture buddy for the whole TAS life leh....... and now Audrey is starting to go lecs (Y)

SSM is, like that lor. and Culi is really fun! I'm like looking forward to tuesdays, and looking forward to the next tuesday on tuesday@5pm. get what i mean? :):)
soup/stocks this week, and i did cream of carrot. its the same recipe as cream of mushroooonm, teeheee. anyone wanna be my tastebud? :)
SSM was quite fun, cos Mr goh is like the clown even though he's the microphone too. And eff, I failed grooming cos of baby hair, like WTF? It can't be helped that I got alot of immature hair who refure to grow up :(
Well, tommorow is SSM, and i'm going to pass my hair okay, If i fail again, _|_
CULI ON TUESDAYYYYY. ER COOKING PAN SEARED FISH AND GRILLED/ROAST CHICKEN. TEEHEE.

I've been increasing my dancing lessons/sessions, due to an upcoming competition next year July. I can see myself improving, and is quite satisfied. Within this short timeframe, I can't possibly had made a big leap, but definately visible for me and is rather motivated. I need to make myself more flexible, gymnasts are my motivation.
full splits are so old school, time for over splits xq (Y)

I can't wait for As to end, not like i'm taking them(thank god) but I want to meet the girls up soon, for some fun - even though I have school and all, but i definately will find time :) and overseas trip, come on come on!

I can't wait for polymates to find time so that we girls can go and have some fun, cindy's ice wine and my wine are waitingggggggg. come on come on!

I feel so weird now, I got a feeling that I will never have the same kind of fun and joy I used to get in the studios. Everyone's growing up, Everyone's got their own life, Everyone's gotta go their own way. One by One, they are leaving.
Those good O days.

i haven't blogged for a million years, and i got quite alot of photos to upload and things like that. my comp screen is stil at default lah. ARRRGH. xq do something.

school's started.

A BALLET POST.

post ballet gala
1. i got the autographs from all the ballerinas! :)
2. photos with irina and vladimir! zomgz. vladimir is so frigging good looking!
3. post performance party, sat around, drank a little
4. i'm so going to miss john pendleton and adrian bourke. they've been reallllly nice! i'm going to miss discussing bout ballet stuffs with john, listen how he speaks russian to the dancers, and stuffs. he's like a translator/in charge of bolshoi ballet
and adrian is the production director who got lie 5 CLOCKS ON HIS LAPPIE. WOW.

photos of me and irina after festival when my colleague sends me :( I FORGOT TO BRING MY CAMERA LAH, I'M SOOOO UPSET. BUT LUCKY, MY COLLEAGUE HAS ONE!

i'm sooo happy to see those ballerinas :) seriously. looking at all their rehearsals, doing warm ups, and things like that. god, please fulfil me dream and let me be a world class ballerina in my next life, even if i were to die at 50. at least, i once led a ballerina's life.

i'm so looking forward to 27th oct, for paloma herrera's performance.

splendid isolation III
I HELPED WITH THE COSTUME! YOU SEE, ITS SO LONG AND STUFFS. HAD TO EVEN OUT, irina said "even wrinkles, i know it sounds weird. if not i'll have problems turning and getting myself out" in her cute russian accent! :) she's so nice :)



irina and maxim!

i'm soooo tired. seriously, waking up early can kill me! i wonder how i survived secondary school.

anyway, I SAW IRINA DVOROVENKO AND MAXIM BELOSERKOVSKY TODAYYYYYYYY! due to priorities to the sp students who are attached to the company for this event for their final year project, I did not managed to be fully in charged of any of the ballerinas. I'm like partial in charge. But I'm fully in charged of one of the musicians though, Conrad Tao.

Anyway, Irina and Maxim are like, husband and wife. how cool! even got a 5 year old kid :) so coooooool.

tmrw is a full day, my in charge know i'm quite dying to be with the dancers, so she's so nice. She let me run around with her tmrw! :) eggcited. So I'l do a bit of everythingggggg. Saturday is the performance alrdy, OHMAN. I WANNA WATCH THE OPEN REHEARSALLLL.

OKAY. EXCITED TO THE MAX. I FEEL LIKE CRYING, TEARS OF EXCITEMENT AND HAPPINESS. I'M SERIOUS. I CAN FEEL THE TEARS SOMEWHERE BEHIND MY EYES.

hello world. my room lights died on friday, so I'v been surviving on candlelights :O
i've been kinda busy, and yet i was not. oh whatever.

WARNING: WORDY AND LENGTHY POST

So, one week ago i met up the girls to mr malvin lim's place for housewarming! its been REAAAALLLLY long since we'v all met up(minus yj) everyone's busy preparing for exams, and i'm like the only freebird. haha! but owell, your hols will come soon. study hard girls!

p.s. sorry no pics yet! i reformatted my comp,so everything right now is like default. even the background pics and all. my lappie currently do not have any files or whatsoever! so need to do some dl-ing here and there, before everything sets in place nicely!

Wednesday, 23rd sept, Pie's surprise bday! he's so vulgar when he's shocked! at least he met up with his princess shawn-ey :D it was surprise dinner w Pie(of course), Amy(of courseeee!), xq, hec, shawn and Justin the Cinderella! Swensen's 1 for 1 all day @ Marina Sq!

The rest of the days were basically slacking around,(oh, i went to iluma! FIRST TIME SIAL. THE UGLY TRUTH, FUNNY TTM! VIBRATING UNDIES, MICH'S 21ST BDAY PRESENT!)
wasting my life away playing neopets and watching tv, and also meeting my mr hector phan! (We've been meeting up like RE-A-L-L-Y alot! last time used to be like, 3/4 times a week, but now is almost everyday? haha! well, at least I wont be wasting my life away)

anyway, main highlight was 26th september 2009, saturday!
event #1: xq and hec's 1.5 official anni (supposedly our last celebration for the .5s anni, it will be yearly next year onwards!)
event#2: bitch mich stayover @ xq's house!

event #1: xq and hec
1. went to marina square
2. Swensens again :$ 1 for 1 mah, second last day of promo!
3. open present :) hahahah, super sweet gift w a even sweeter gift, MY LONG TIME CRAVING FOR SNOWSKIN MOONCAKE! :O:O:O:O fattening, but whatever.
4. waolked around, decided to watch fame. but marina sq dont have good timings, walked to suntec, eng wah dont even have the show -.-
5. it was a wrong move to go suntec, ended up spending a lil fortune at arcade :$
6. went to PS to watch fame!
7. FAME (Y)
8. subway wrap
9. train-ed home
10. made mich wait for bout 15mins :$
11. mich is jealous, cos she don't have a boyf!

event #2: xq the innocent, with mich the ultra bitchi-fied bitch
1. talked
2. talked
3. gossip
4. gossip
5. fell asleep, snuggle snuggle <3333333
6. wake up
7. wedding mags
8. gossip
9. talk
10. mich go tuition
11. xq eats good meal <3

TAGGED BY CINDY!
1. How would you picture yourself?
I hate studying, other than resort ops(okay, sucker) I am not mathematically inclined, which i strongly believe that its the genes. Accounting and Econs are the greatest bane of my life!
I want alot of things, yet I'm such a dreamer. Many times, I'd dream bout how beautiful my future/things will be, but instead of working for it, I catch myself dreaming bout it more than being practical, showing them with actions.
When I'm pissed/grouchy/whatever, I feel the need for people around me to give in to me, but if they don't, I'd feel ultra be-ultra !@#$%^&, yet forget bout my !@#$%^ in a while(most of the times)
I think I had gotten this from my aunt, (cos I'm total opposite of my mum for this), I love crowds(as in family gatherings kinda crowd, not THAT kinda crowd), I love gatherings, I love family gatherings.
I like things dramatic ;)

2. How would you picture yourself in 2 years?
By xq's plan, I'm working right now. Giving myself 2 years after poly to work and decide which area I want to go into and only to go Uni when I'm pretty sure of what I want to do.
oh, and happily with mr hector phan botak(army by than!)


3. How would you picture your best friend?
My best friend would be someone that i'd talk to bout anything under the sun. Know secrets that prolly YOU don't know. The first one(s) that you think of when something happens and want a listening ear. Someone who will stand by you. Random sms-es to each other, update each other, making time out from our busy schedule to meet up if we can! sleepovers, snuggling in the bedddd. AWWWW. Thinks similarly/know what am I thinking/accepts my thinkings. CHEMISTRY IMPORTANT! Someone who can accept me during my pissy moods and etc HEHEHEHE.
AYE NONE OF MY K04 GIRLS HAVE SLEEPOVER WITH ME YET EH! audrey alw msg me that she's going to stayover, but it nvr happens. I DONT KNOW WHY :(


4. How would you picture your girl/boyfriend?
two words, hector phan
HAHAHAHAHA! okay, basic requirements. Taller and Smarter than me. Knows when to give in, and when not to(but basically nowadays its like street fighters with hec :O) DONT GIVE IN TO ME FOR LIKE EVERYTHING, AND SAY SORRY FOR EVERYTHING. OMG, I CANT STAND THAT! lotsa TLC <3
have nice shoulders and chest for xq to lie one :)
someone who I can spend whole day slacking around, but yet still having fun! Someone who thinks that bowling and arcades are fun, love movies, willing to watch chick flicks, someone who cools down fast just in case i piss him off/quarrel with him.
Someone who loves to play "don't forget the song title/lyrics", have sing-a-long during boring train and bus rides home.
Someone who loves food like i do, and have sweet tooth like i do
Someone who don't mind the fats growing on my body
p.s. I love surprises

5. What are the things you wish you did till today?
(i'm going to add in things that i WISHED i DID/basically my wishes!)
I wish that I continued piano. So upon completion, I'd feel more right to continue with other instruments, like..... violin?
I wish that I still have jazz lessons, so that I'd be fitter and less fat-less, and have more reasons to eat more
I wish that I learnt acrobatics
I wish that I can have a flawless skin like hollywood stars, and no dark eye rings
I wish that I did Salsa
I wish that I entered SCGS
I wish that I can marry hector phan
I wish that I'd be able to succeed in my career
I wish that accounting and econs never ever effer feffer existed
I wish that, I am a World-Class Ballerina. Even if I were to suffer from injuries when I grow old, have rheumatism and etc. But at least, I was ONCE a ballerina. Nothing else, but WORLD-CLASS ballerina.

Tag: Michelle, Crystal, Jiamin, Donavan!

yay, favourite people tomorrow <3 i can't waittttt.

XQ WANTS TO GO SHOPPING, LIKE NOW.

my life is so boring nowwwww
it's hk dramas, go dating, go dance, go shopping. I would very much want to dance more though.


SHOULD I START JOGGINGGGGGGGGGGGGG?


F1, might not work afterall. Goodwood park say that they have lesser suites now, from 700pax to 290pax. TBC! might be able to spend 1.5 anni w hec afterall :)
Sun fest is going to be a money churner for me, get the pay one week after the event!(sounds good)

BOWLING TMRW :)

P.S. 1.5 official anni in 7 days! :) FAST EH.
P.S. xq birthday in 1 month 5 days

1. IT fair was pretty okay, even though kuku hec have more sales than me(HOW CAN IT BE?)
2. 1.5years anni coming <3
3. F1 cominggg. good food, no sleep?
4. bought worms (the game) LIKE FINALLY. ooomg. i'm going to play it after this post! eggcited!



stayed over at aunt's place ytd, with grandma. i realise, everyone around me/my family members, they all ain't young anymore. my grandma, every since my uncle's departure, had really aged alot.
me and my aunt talked bout James understands whatever we humans say, is it pure coincidence that James passed away the same day as my uncle? my uncle was kinda his first owner, the one who trained him and all. basically, my aunt is his mummy, and my uncle is his daddy.
days before he passed on, my aunt did tell him many times if he was in pain, feel time its time for him to go, he can go. saying that we will all be alright, and to say hello to his daddy for us. I think James understands all that.
We talked alot bout James, he was such a sensible boy. Everytime when I walk around the house, walk towards my aunt's house, I really miss the happy bark of James. He loves people, he loves his family members.

We recalled times when we pretended to fight, and James was panicking, trying to go in between us, hoping to break us up. When we stopped "fighting", that silly old man, started wagging his tail, whining and giving happy barks. He is really such a good boy, even though he is sooo bodoh. I miss you James.

And we continued talking to bout my uncle's death, recalling some incidences. I have such complicated family, such a grandfather whose blinded by his 4th wife, even when his son was at his dying breath. He, caused so much problems to my family in the earlier days, brought so much misery to my grandma. I really regret for taking my grandma for granted when I was young, really. Despite of my grandma's dementia, she don't remember any of my aunt's or cousins. Except me. The one who was the most disobedient, but yet the one who spend most of the time with her when I was young. She can say that the person who she lives with(my 2nd aunt), is her long time friend. She only remember she have a granddaughter, called qiqi/xiaoqi. I feel really sad.
My mum always say that I don't care and things like that, but i do. I do try to make grandma happier when I see her, like I try to talk to her and things. It might not be obvious, but i really care.

There's so much for me to say, but I just can't put them into words. I will not suffer the same fate as all of my other family members. I will fight for my own happiness, my family. I will find out what kinship really mean.

to all: yes, james is gone.

he passed away on the 8th sept, which happen to be my uncle's death anniversary, whom james was rather close to, when my uncle is still around. He really listens to my uncle's commands and all, (he dont listen too well to my aunt sometimes you see, cos my aunt spoils him) but thank god, james is a very good boy :)

met hec ytd, and was telling him that I really do miss James and things like that. And I just started talking bout all the things that silly old goat did, etc. Well, at least James is always living in our memory :)

on a happier note, I did self shopping today. after APEC crap, went to ritz for banquet(change dept), G2000 to buy pants, shop here and there, than head to town!
I BOUGHT THE UGLY LOOKING COURT SHOES, but what made me feel better is, its Americaya, and its very comfy! shall use that for F1 and SSM. and i shopped at Ion :$ total damage today is approximately $200! bought a lovely dress for $75, so guilty, but i'm not complaining!! <3




IT FAIR TMRWWWWWWWW. There's incentive this time, work hard xq (: