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hector say that he's not in my list of love. you are not inside cos you are my ultimate love baby!
performance is finally over. all my items went on well, includes some tiny/small boo-boos along the way, like a lil unbalanced kinda thing. but yeah, it was pretty good and fun! i really cant wait for the vid, i really want to see my flying apsara! i dont know how the whole thing look like i with the lighting etc. keith say for a moment when the scarf went up, he thought i was going to fly up too can.
actually we wanted to do that, like fly down or something. but its kinda troublesome, as i got other parts which wil be kinda inconvenient! :D but i think flying down wil be cool. IMAGINE IF I SCREAM (PICTURES AUDREY/CRSTAL)
thanks love, for coming and support me! <33333
to define my loves, they are:
polymates: audrey,amy,cindy,nurul,chengyu,donn,clarence
nvss: sophia, donovan,samuel,kelvin,keith,yinghao,valerie,xtina,daffy, gary, teokia,aaron,chong ee, sikai&gf audrey
sikai:i dont blame you for not coming after performance! i hope you are alright alrdy!
and of course, my darling gfs. you know im very sad :( the minnie mouse isnt sealed properly, its one day and its 1/3 air gone! :(
woke up next morning, i was welcomed by periods. SO WTH RIGHT! guess thats what made me kinda pissy the day before, plus lack of sleep, and total tiredness = grouchy,whiney,pissy! cabbed down to victoria myself, earlier than my mum cos have to do some lighting with my laoshi for my solo.
and time to makeup!
so after makeup we had full dress rehearsal, with photographer. ( walao, my makeup wasnt complete can. like my glitter eyeliners and stuffs. hope the photos were nice! )
after full dress, was touch up, rest, eat (which i hardly did, for the 2 days, busy busy!) and CAMWHORE! hahahahha! so yeah, photos up nextttttt!


with the 2 emcees, my little cuties! 
my 3 fav girls! clar, she super good dancer! 8 fouettes and she's 11! SHE'S DAMN HOT IN JUNIOR JAZZ!
inter girls :) with sailormoon costume, the opening one.
gladys phan trying to block me
nicole(right) and tabby(left)! 

caitlyn,half jap and eurasian(top left) , liangpei (top right), gee-baa-boom/andrea(bottom left), clarissa(bottom right)
retarded gladys and anissa!
MY LOVELY SUEANNE! SHE'S MY FAVOURITE! LOVE HER! DAMN CUTE!
PERFORMANCE STARTS!
thanks teo,gary,ce and aaron, for coming to find me at backstage during interval
only had two mins to change into another costume! everyone was helping me, YES I AM THE QUEEN. CALL ME QUEEN XQ!
bitch, yes i purposely wrote hello bitch! on the envelope! okay okay, give you credits for the build-a-bear lah huh. for acc hector to build!
thanks claire for your gold and silver hearts! i know you love me ^^
thanks ber for your minnie mouse! idk why i got no photo with you! :(
thanks my poly darlings for the flowerssss! i didnt drop it! AND YOUR FATTENING DONUTS!
that must be donn idea or stg, so he can continue to call me fats! >.<
i love you gfs! yes im tall. 
thanks cryst for the cookies, and shorts!
thanks val,daffy and xtina! thanks for coming! hope you enjoyed it! and i love the card! its so pretty! its the thought that counts :) <3333

nicole and tabby again! 
thanks sop,don,sam,kel,keith,yh,gfs,claire and friend for coming!
thanks don,sam and sop for the flowersssss!
flowers from ballet friends and peter laoshi!
lastly, thanks baby for your build-a-bear :) and a packet of lakerol! (put blue for you leh!)
i love you many many many many many! and yes, i was very slow to realise that a 'i love you' sound will come out when i press the paw! love you honey bunny!
off to bed people! blog soon!
Saturday, December 6, 2008
PERFORMANCE!
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Thursday, December 4, 2008
stop asking!
performance is like tommorow alrdy. i really look forward to it, but some stuffs make me damn akjhaldksjafhlaskjd
im super tired. why is all the assignments due on friday? SO EFF UP CAN. DAMN IT.
and now, i have to go earlier for some lighting thing.
its so irritating. just because im ms ng;s daughter, doesnt mean im in charge of everything too. whole day ask, whr's the ribbon,whr's the flower,whr's the costume. parents whose kids have some problems with their costumes, all come and ask me. have to redo some parts, say they dont know how to sew. than i have to do it.
PLEASE LET ME DO MY STUFFS CAN. AND STOP BOMBING ME WITH QUESTIONS AND WHY-ING ME. FOR GOD SAKE.
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Monday, December 1, 2008
sudden lost
hey chiok, even though you will not see this. but all i gotta say that, you are indeed very strong my dear. im feeling really bad, like everytime i think of all those that you are going through right now. it hasnt been easy for you, it totally didnt. you loved your dad so so so much.
this thurs, the performance will definately be a blast. im sure you dad will be lingering around victoria theatre, watching you dance. since young he is the one that brings you to ballet classes and both your parents are so supportive of you dancing. im sure he will love to see you dance. we all love you.
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Sunday, November 30, 2008
mehhhhhh.
to: amy, audrey and cindy!
i had dance later on friday lah, like it was changed to 5pm. YOU GUYS COULD'V ASKED ME YOU KNOOWWWW. it was like, no one ask me at night. than i thought it was off alrdy!
:( outcast meeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
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Thursday, November 27, 2008
performance is coming in S-E-V-E-N DAYS
COUNTDOWN: PERFORMANCE IS 7 DAYS TIME *SHIVERS* but yet excited! that wil be truckloads of fun!
yay! french test is over! it was pretty alright :) listening was quite easy. one load off my back! the next one will be world issues test(25%) and mid sem test! mid sem test, dont look forward to study FNB man! its like... so many things! shittt.
11th dec, 2pm. i shall head down to wild wild wet (tentatively) with hectorphannn! but im trying to propose the idea of going away for the weekend with aunty helen(hector/glady's mama), my mama, and aunty rosa(anissa mama) it wil be cooooool! than after that we can come back and carry on with the dance workshop at scgs! :)
damn, haven start studying alrdy plan my fun lah! TSKK. i think everyone is like that tooooo.
anyway ytd i shared 3 students meal with hectorphan@ pizza hut. was frigging fullll! went to rehearse with a big tummy, even though it was after a few hours.
caught madagascar! super cute! and arcade-d (pro in arcade bowling can! but i seriously sucked in the real one)
I MUST MUST MUST TO WATCH WILD CHILD! CHICK FLICK, MUST WATCH SIAL.
and and and
ANGUS, THONGS AND PERFECT SNOGGING! ^^


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my leeft eyelid keep twitching :( stg bad is going to happen....?!?!
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Wednesday, November 26, 2008
nicole and pei went in first
nic: may i know how much is this dress?
shopgirl: $25
cindy walks in
shopgirl: oh,its not $25 anymore. its $10
*gasps
so went back studio and had ballet blahblah! mid sem test schedules are out! its 9,10,11 dec. after that, yay overrrrr! wheeeeee.
overdue photossss! er its like from the end to the top -.-
ending! all the princesses, with mickey and minnie!!
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Sunday, November 23, 2008
quick post! super tireddd!
friday night, danced for my extremely long hours. reached home at 12. bathed, and watch some vid online while talking to liangpei. slept at...3plus am! SHIT MAN.
-woke up at 8plus, met hectorphan. went to watch disney show!
-finished show, went to walk at kallang leisure entertainment centre or whatsoever. bowling and arcadeeee! WHEEEE.
-headed down to tampines, and had our lunch at crystal jade! with some dim summm! yummms :)
PICTURES TMRW OR NEXT POSTTT!
ahhh, performance is seriously coming! godma back from taiwan for short while next sat!
online with pom proj, im dozing off.
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Thursday, November 20, 2008
COTTON ONNNNN!!!
1. COTTON ON IS COMING TO TAMPINESSSS MALLLLL! WHEEEEE!
2. performance is cominnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnngggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg!!!
3. disney show this satttttttttttttttttttttttt!!!!!
4. mid sem test is coming :( *pouts
5. IT fair next weeek! going to grab some catridges, cheap cheap what! (im not being aunty!) i wanna get portable speakers! so tempted to buy that samsung mp3, the S5 or stg. the one that fergie used for her FERGALICIOUS MTV! contemplating!
6. bought twister today! yes for you hasssy!
7. and im stil feel kinda rarr rarr that my bestie is not coming for my performance
8. my two pathetic weeks of hols coming!
9. ballet workshop with this super zai guy from states at SCGS! on the first week of my hols.
10. class chalet is comingggggggg! <3
i guess everything is back on track? its just one of those days.
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Tuesday, November 18, 2008
chicstory!
tag replies!
audrey: yeah i knowwww! some more she alw bully my precious stone, this p1 girl lahhhh.
crystal: hahahaha, now chalet money is okay alrdy! ^^ she definately need some spanking! but we just suspect, not confirmed luh. so cant do much :(
donn: aye i good role model can! not like you!
my day started off quite badly, but thank god. i'v my girls to save my day <3
woke up in the morning, and it was &%$*#%@ so i decided to meet michelle for a quick chat at RP before heading down to cindy's place near RM.
went to do her chicstory's photoshoot! she alw have really nice stuffs, unlike other blogs who alw have the same stuffs. cant wait for her next week's singapore winter!! YAYNESS!
some behind the scenes photos! AUDREY JEALOUS ANOT!! 














i got blocked!







favourite photoooooo!
cherish, love, treasure. this 3 things, are just what i really need.
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KIDS NOWADAYS!
ah hectorphan is at class chalet now. lonely! but im talking to liangpei nowww. boys when got fun, forget bout everything alrdy lor. ROAR HIM.
$1k bucks was being stolen in my dance studio today! and we kinda suspect who is it. but we didnt expose her, somehow. as today only had flamenco lessons, it can only be one of the flamenco girls. ( and the recept girl volunteered to let us check her bag, plus she is the super honest type so yups )
This girl, is p3 this year. let me tell you how daring/the bad deeds she had done. cos her mum got complain to my mum how naughty she is.
1. when she was baby ballet (3years old) she scold another little girl, KNN CB.
2. when she was p1, she asked me to say 29126 ( in english ), direct conversion is, tonight 1 2 sex? damn wtf i know.
3. last year, she wanted to subscribe/buy something online. she went to steal her mum's credit card. it was her younger bro(5 yearsold) who report it to her mum
4. during children's day this year, her mum brought them to departmental store to choose their children's day gift. so the budget was $15. she wanted the winx club bag which was $29.90 but it was over her mum's limit. so she changed the price tag with some other items which was $4.90 her mum caught her of course
5. the recept girl mentioned that the lil girl kept loitering around the desk,never leaving it the whole time before lesson. and the envelop, which had the $1k bucks, was pretty obvious it was money inside. cos it was thick and the recept girl was counting it before that. but she left the table for the toilet a while ( the toilet is just in the studio, like next to the recept!)
and she's only p3!! #@$%&@$#%
and colin is avoiding me, i think. i'v been asking him to give me back the $170(as he was supposed to book the chalet at first what) he have been giving me all sorts of excuses.
1. say he not home, talk to me later
2. ask him to transfer money to me, he say he not home. cash is home. i mean it doesnt matter right? you transfer money to me, the cash you have home is yours what
3. ask me if i could pay first, than he pay me during chalet (which is 31st dec) mind you, we are both from TP.
4. sms, called, msn him. no reply.
5. ask to meet in school, he say not sure whether can meet -.-
-i told phua and aaron. both thinks that he spend the money alrdy!
HOW WHAT SHOULD I DO?!?!
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Saturday, November 15, 2008
ahhh. i'v been kinda missing from cyberworld. just a short one before i go out! suppsed to meet hectorphan at 1030 (look at the time, its 1120) to make his IC. but roars. we both woke up at 1030! PIGS RIGHT I KNOW. HE PASSED THE PIG DISEASE TO ME :D
school is fun with my loves! <333333333333 (you people also got <3>
and they visited clarence ytd after his operation, with a note with this part(cant really remember word for word) which i think is super mean in a funny way! (obviously by donn&chengyu) "even though you didnt die, fret not, there's always a next time " DAMN BAD RIGHT!
yay im going out! to buy some dance stuffssssss! performance is cominnggggg!
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Tuesday, November 11, 2008
its 1:12am now. and im not asleep yet, though im kinda tired. my hair is stil VERY WET! ah, mondays are super long days for me, which definately increase my monday blue-ey-ness.
PERFORMANCE IS COMING! let everything please go well, PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE!
note to friends who are coming: anyone not coming please tell me please. cos anyone's whose not coming now, i'v to pay for your tickets cos i buy alrdy. so whoever that cant make it, please tell me (so that i can have mental preparation for the holes in my pockets?!)
this performance is so much more tougher than the previous one. items are better and more interesting, of course. my solo piece, ohman. 3 more weeks! keeps fingers crossed. its something that i had nvr done before, thats why im so panicky! and due to some issues, the pressure. omg i can feel it, definately.
FRIENDS: LOOK FORWARD TO IT OKAY! AND AFTER PERFORMANCE, YOU M-U-S-T COME TO STAGE AND FIND ME OKAY! IF NOT I WILL BITE YOU!!!!!
sat: shopped with hector! is shopping for HIS stuffs, not MINE. cos of his upcoming grad night at meritus mandarin i think. but anyway nowadays i dont buy clothes from retail shops anymore cos nothing catches my eye :( not that i dont have money k! but im spending a lil fortune (and i can foresee more) at cindy's blogshop *gasps!*
and i think hector got slimmer legs than mine! and much toned ones of course.
OMG LAH. GIRLS JEANS FIT SO DAMN WELL ON HIM, LIKE PERFECT. AND GUYS JEANS ARE LIKE LOOSE FOR HIM! (at the thigh areas)
anyway its pretty fun to shop with him lah.
shopping tmrw with hector phan for some more stuffs, again!
xq needs to:
1. start being attentive during tutorials/lectures
2. practice her dance
3. skipping/losing weight
4. taking care of her school work to make up for her previous sem's atrocious results!
5. think of something for 4e4.
its so sickening, i gave colin money on the 12th october 2008, to book the chalet for new year. and at that time it was all available like mad. he say he will do it the next day.
since i didnt hear anything from him, i assume everything went well. BUT NO?!?! it was all cocked up. he didnt book it, and by the time he wanted to put like after 3 weeks, everything was booked alrdy. and he only told me bout 4 days ago. SO NOW, WHAT DO YOU WANT ME TO DO? EVERYWHERE'S BOOKED.
im calling some random chalets tmrw. keep my fingers crossed.
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Tuesday, November 4, 2008
ah its moaning tuesday.
hey bitch! you take care okay? love you!
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Sunday, November 2, 2008
TAGBOARD STILL AT THE BOTTOM! JM I NEED YOU TO HELP ME LEH!
its been a million years since i'v last posted! been kinda busy and lazy too. performance is coming and rehearsals are getting pretty heavy now. my solo is kinda stressful, rarrrr. i need some magic power. everything have to be perfect. nothing can go wrong, nothing.
met up hectorphan today. went to tm, walked around and stuffs. supposed to go surprise cindy ng, but that lazy bum was like missing. i cant find her! ( must have gone some where to slack man )
short rehearsal today was kinda bad. i guess im tired from the long hours of rehearsals the past few days and i felt kinda vomit-y. my vision was kinda floaty and dreamy. sounds like im in heaven >.<
MY LIFE IS RIGHT NOW A ROUTINE. I NEED SOME CHANGE MAN!
OH YAH! you know you know you know, my solo's costume is like....! i saw it just now and i was like... HUH LIKE THAT ONLY? its basically a long pants, and a tube top. TUMMY TOTALLY EXPOSED! JESSICA ALBA! I NEED TO BORROW YOUR ABS!
1. cant wait for performance to come!
2. cant wait for the ballet master's ballet workshop!
3. cant wait for the next holiday!
4. cant wait for hectorphan to end his o levels!
5. cant wait for 4e4's chalet!
two little huskys! baby i like golden retriever more! so sweet lah, even though huskys are gorgeous!
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Tuesday, October 28, 2008
*my blog is STIL UNDER CONSTRUCTION. so tagboard at the bottom!*
(hint hint jm: help me fix leh!)
JM: i read the letter a few days back! i opened my mailbox okay! thanks for your thousand word essay, and omg lah. you handwriting uber need can!
time now is 8:20
anyway a quickie before i do my stuffs. just came back and had dinner! met up hectorphan just now, like after his papers. i think both of us are pretty tired, we simply crapped the whole journey and more crapping.
today is a terrible long dayyyy! ( if we attend all lessons)
9-11 econs make up tut.
12-3 commskills proj meeting. but cos we split classes into our groups, so we have diff slot. so mine is like 130 or someting.
so after econs we cabbed down to airport to satisfy some popeye cravings!
after commskills, since we dont have fnb notes. cos clever tp didnt like post it online, so we couldnt print it. and since we got no notes, we decided not to go! should have french from 6-7, but owell. me and cindy shall go to the one tmrw!
and we headed down to city plaza! i bought a dress, and a indian-y long skirt! ohman. i should stop spending, i'v been spending quite a bit recently. SHIT MAN XQ!
tmrw is a short day. i end at 1 :) prolly go for self rehearsal at studio for bout 2 hours and shall head down to bishan and meet hectorphan for my wanton meeeeeee ^^
I THINK IM WATCHING HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL 3 THIS SUNDAYYYY! :)
22ND NOV! IM GOING TO WATCH THE DISNEY SHOWWWWWWW!
time now is 8:26
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