someone let me watch the finals for females gymnastic today, i shall love you VERY VERY VERY MUCH!
i'm depressedddddd. i wanna watch the female gymnastics today :(
thought the repeat will be on channel5, but its on HD5 :(
skipped dance for it can!
ahhh. i wanna see USA and china and romania!

claire teh: you are always one disgusting woman, whats new?
asd: eat some more. wait you become fat pig!
audrey: told you, germany. MAN. I WANNA SEE FEMALES GYMNASTICS! i know you are sad toooo. i was looking forward to it the whole dayyyy too.
xiaozhao: boo you back! damn lame leh you -.-
dom: i think it will end up being more dirty you goon.

reached home kinda early today. like 615? AND ITS NO SCHOOL TODAY :)
timecheck 9:04
and i have bathe! i said that to hectorphan bout 2 hours ago *feels guilty* okayokay,im gng to bathe after this post! dont know leh, just dont have that inspiration to bathe, bathing is such a chore. someone invent this machine to help me bathe AND wash hair leh.

ah, commskills group presentation this thurs! and should i go tp's dance tmrw? gah,fats are growing on me,when will they actually stop?!?! phan thinks that im fat! went to school for commskills presentation, and was like LATE! after that i just bus-ed to bishan. its like my second home now xoxo

im seriousy following olympics gymnastics! more of the female one. i was on the bus to bishan today and watched the male one, i got a new eye candy *raise eyebrowns*
MARCEL NGUYEN! damn cute.


okay, gta bathe and start doing commskills! bcs test this sat :( siannesss.
28th IS DEFINATELY CALLING MY SOOOOON.

bitch: yeah, damn pretty. and her build not like thsoe gymnasts, so BIG. its just nice :) sit on me? BRING IT ON! but will you be too heavy to break my bones?
jm: DROP BY LAH. i haven been receiving surprises for a VERYYYYYYYYY LONGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG TIMEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.
no one surprises me :( *emo*

dom: its mooo moooo! my sleeping partner okay! moo moo over hectorphan? NAH,moomoo's just a substitute!
audrey: WAH. LONG HOLIDAYS EH YOU! yah yah yah, gymnastics is damn coool. i can just keep watching! but i like girls one better, boys one a bit boring. i didnt get to see china and romaniaaaa! so angry lah. hector called me, but i was sleeping :(
sop: definately hail to xq :) ALL HAIL TO YOUR QUEEN XQ :D
jm: nah, not goondo! yes meet you up soon man! my bruise damn gross, its bluey-green and purple. EWWWWWW. i miss you jm :( meet on sat? study-catchup-session!
claire: HEY YOU! awww. ain't surprises sweeeet? esp from me right <3

tags replied, obviously. what a redundant sentence.

anyway,it was RHT today. 30mins late, attended lecture for 20mins.
cos it ended early, like as usual.
lunched at SUGARLOAF with cindy, nurul, amy and gosuteddy! yes, im a fan of them.
chicken lasagne, which was so filling! was telling nurul i could have shared with them, so i can eat more of others. no pictures of it though,
hungry gluttons like them simply cant wait.

bus-ed down to j8. didnt catch 'journey to the centre of the earth' cos everywhere was packed. like j8 and dhoby :( arcade-d though. its like one of our favy pastime, fun can.
randomly took a train to clarke quay, walked around and talked.
baby i love talking to you <3
AND I DONT CARE, YOU ARE BUILDING IT FOR ME BY YOURSELF. ask lawrence tan to acc you luh.
spanish dance/flamenco and home like at outrageous 1130.


and i'v been so so so so so soooo tempted to do stg.
i wanna tell my mum bout us, but i dont have the guts! donate guts to me man, someone?
and
i want to go USA and shop shop shop go to their theme parks and scream my head off!
and
i wanna try bungee jumping, LIKE REALLY REALLY
BUNGEE-JUMPING-OFF-THE-CLIFF-OR-WHATEVER-ITS-CALLED.
and
i want my hair to dry nowwwwwwwwwwwwwww.

timecheck 1:04

title of post: what i wanna be&thinking right now

have been stucked on olympics gymnastic. ah,makes me be more determine to improve my flexibility! someone sit on me when i do my splits leh! yes, i have been working my way to a more than 180 degrees split this few weeks :D
nastia liukin, my current fav! her parents are gym coach for the USA team!
so pretty too!



complaining starts
ahhhh! i have this stupid stupid big bruiseeeee. and its swollen. WAH DAMN PAIN.
im such a bruise-prone person, have so many types of bruise. BUT SHIT YOU, THIS BRUISE IS FRIGGING SHIT PAIN! its just a jump and kinda bad landing during jazz -.-
okay.
end of complaints

anyway, beeyan came over to my place last night. had a supeeeer long talk with her. it was more of a what-am-i-going/wanna/plan-to-do-next-time kinda talk. and she's an airstewardess, so interesting stories, and the stars/celebrities she had met.
beckham and family on flight! COOOOL.
i'v a few things that i wanna do and achieve, owell. im still contemplating.
believe it or not, few years ago i did tell my mum i wanted to be an airstewardess! i wont mind being one, but i have things that i wanna do- like......
EVENTS PLANNER!

pros and cons of being an events planner:
fun, meet alot people, must have good PR, good money(that is if you do it well)
BUT
alot of entertaining at night, no fixed hours, beeeezeeeee like a bumble bee

pros and cons of being an airstewardess:
fun, fly around the world, good money, dont have to bring your work home, can satisfy material needs :D
BUT
meet eff-ed up passengers, at the end of the day you learn nothing but to serve&handle people.
lose your job, or decide to leave airline how? die lor. unless you meet a rich husband who can support you.

i can be an airstewardess, play for bout 2 years. than leave the airline, do my events. BUT, i will lose out to my peers. i dont wanna lose out manz.

its econs proj down.
left with OB presentation, Commskills presentation and exams!
holidays is coming. yes,i shall earn some bucks for myself! to satisfy for material needs :D

its august, 3 more months to nov. and yes, november 12th. O levels, that annoying little bastard shall be gone with the wind, leaving hectorphan alone! but owells, its performance/rehearsals&school for me, and its work&syfc for him. looks like timetables need to be arranged.
i very much wanted to post hectorphan's baby photo, but i was stoppppped.

i need fats to leave my body right now.

i miss 4e4.

the drunkard





its 4e4 :D

as retarded as ever


mr muscle!




gemstones and 4e4! i miss that classsss. where's noise?!



i promise chalet at the end of year, after jc's promos. but any promises on NO backout last min, and REFUNDS of some incredible reasons ( YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE)- im a petty person :D

school.

bus-ed to j8. met up hectorphan for lunch/study.

ended up lunch&studying with his quite big group of friends.

and guys are ALWAYS so bothered with cutting their hair short

not like its not going to grow back what.

but hector phan is not one of them :)

pastamania. bishan library.

with boy giving boys flying kisses :D:D

completed commskills. tried to understand econs. bus-ed homeee.

there's no tp dance tmrw. idk why, but i actually feel happy.

come on xq, you need to start doing some work. you shall do it tmrw, no procrastination!

donn: OH PUHLEASE. that spastic guy sitting on the stairs, simply spoils our whole nice picture. i think my dog, james look better than you.

bf: hello baby <3

amy: maybe you guys are just fated. predestined! small stuffs like that, we ended up making it into some super big thing. like the topic of the day or stg!

its a sunny yellow egg yolk banana day!
im in school now! brought my lappie, going to finish econs proj man!
and im studying with cindy, amy, nurul and lx! and im waiting for sugarloaf to come, hahahahaha. I LOVE FOOD, mayb i should just change my blog link to ilovefood.blogspot.com

anyway, im gng to grab hiphop jelly! okay, i cant remember what i wanna blog. its al because of nurul and lx, BROKE MY STRING OF THOUGHT.

yay. exam coming! freedom is calling my on the 28th. perhaps my phone will ring. OKAY IM DAMN LAME. ALL THANKS TO AMY CHENG SHUTING!

some attention getter we will be using for commskills proj!


dom: oh whatever. than go find a girl and prove yourself than!
audrey: amy is alw thick skinned and EXTREMELY LAME. thats how she click with literally lame!
mich/bitch: yah man, meet upppppp! its been ages like ZOMGZ! my exams coming, 28th last day!
amy: not really missed, just that you happen to be the topic of the day. where got waste your charlie brown plaster? its used to your honey leh!

its a laughy day.

OKAYY! I GOT ALOT THINGS TO DO. but i have been procrastinating!
anyway today was an interesting dayyyyyy, or maybe to me :)
-pilates workshop with liangpei
-train-ed to bishan
-lunch at s11
-arcade for a while(destress), hmmmm, little things fascinate me and hectorphan :D
-studied
-dinner, toriq! INTERESTING DINNER TOO.
we had quite interesting topics, and well. chopsticks can be used both ways, isnt hector phan?
*DONT TICKLE MEEEEE!
<333333

just stg random bout amy
we were in ITAS
audrey/someone else: eh. but the table is full.
amy: really? what did it ate?
-.-

and this is not the only lame friend, just now....

xq says; big fat tummy and it loves talking to me. says:
hey!
xq says; big fat tummy and it loves talking to me. says:
i ask you ahhhh.
VNJ. Why so serious. says:ask whether my tummy talks to me too?
xq says; big fat tummy and it loves talking to me. says:
LOL. lame -.-

during ob lecture..... xq did something brilliant! TOUCHED ANOT AMY CHENG!
cindy told me, someone keep looking at someone.
xq felt extraodinarily righteous in a incredible way.
so i randomly stole some paper from safi and wrote this, AND I THINK IT LOOKS NICEEE.
we aroused quite a few people's attention though, CORRECT ANOT CINDY?

ah, there's so many things to do!
1) iht test
2) commskills outline
3) ob presentation slides
4) commskills speech
5) econs proj
6) and more presentations
7) end sem exam!

ahhh. idk if i should go tp dance tmrw! cos i'v alot things to do, plus, i have yet enjoyed tp dance lessons which makes me dont really look forward to the lesson. somehow.
i need to grow passion for tp dance, just dont feel any commitment and belonging there.

after sch, took bus with cindy and nurul. than to j8 to meet phan. lunched, he went to cut hair with his classmates, slacked, acc me home, bathe, acc him to bus.
BORING LIFE. but lover coloured it <3 awwww. hectorphan is so cute!

mich: you no life what! I WANNA WATCH PROM NIGHTTT! and THE MUMMMMMY!
eh, meet you soon to bitch/shop/camwhore lah. set ah! and yes, i look smart :) and yes again, i look like mouse. CUTE WHAT :)
cindy: i think you look at me, so sweet alrdy get diabetic
aaron: im always tall, no doubt bout that.
jm: i know you must thinking that i forever that materialistic. than we will start with choosing boyfriends, than with people from ITE etc. get what i mean? :D

just came back from dance, bathing sooon. its 9:35pm now.
few days ago i was reading this blog, and its so sad.
www.memyselfmine.blogspot.com
the guy, army boy, from TP. hospitality and tourism.
he and the gf are tgt for 4 years and are super sweet to each other.
yet, last month he died during trainings in brunei.
i read her posts, and they were so damn goodness sweeeet.
even the bf's parents like treated her like their future daughter-in-law alrdy.
i think this story is worst than PS I LOVE YOU, at least holly had a mental preparation that her husband will die soon, but for that girl. its so sudden. GO READ MANS.
read their archives, till june one. SIGHS. FEELING PMSY NOW.

okay, my idol shall cheer me up! DAMN HOT CAN. i love being a girl, but if i could ever date her, i wouldnt mind being a guy.

its a fatty day today.

had commskill test, and didnt exactly finish. smart me, forgot to bring calculator, and idk why i spend so much time on section A. i was so conscious bout my answers, that i spend to much time doing like a 3mark qn.
had ajisen with cindy,audrey,amy,donn and clarence! than audrey daddy dropped my at j8 :)

met phan and we 'celebrated' our monthsary unplanned. unplanned cos we were supposed to meet up to study, so halfway thru studying, suddenly it strucked me that it was the 26th :D
cos we planned to only celebrate every 6 months, so somehow, both of us nvr really notice dates.
after studying was swensens for some diabetic desserts! seriously luh hec, you like it when things are super duper uber sweeeeet,extremeee mans. thats bad. (i love desserts!)

to cindy and audrey: you miss my sheepish face?

hate it. SORE THROAT! that evil little sucker hit me.
just in my previous post, i wanted holidays to come. but this post, i dont want it to come.
why i want it to come
-money
-shopping
-waking up late
-more dance sessions
-preparations for performances

so from here, basically its to satisfy my material needs, and probably more time for my dance.

why i dont want it to come
-i wont be able to meet phan
-o levels are coming
-prolly you will only get to see post of us meeting up every fortnight

and than, school reopens.
why i dont want it to start
-WAKING UP EARLY
-his o levels had ended
-sem2 timetable will definately be heavier so that means that he is free and im not, prolly.
-he would be working, i guess

and when im having my hols, he will most prolly be in jc. and that dont sound like good news to me.

my timetables are fucked up.

wohooo. bought another dress from online! :) i really need to go shop sooon! NG XIAOQI HERE IS SO GOD DAMN DEPRIVED OF SHOPPING! maybe i should make my mum bring me to bangkok a few days during my vacation! than my poor baby is stucked in sg studying for Os :D
hols coming=work work work= more MOLAHHH = shopppping!

i was thinking of what to get for my birthday pressie, (HINTS ITS COMING SOOOON, okay fine, its in oct) im so tempted to get myself some branded wallet, like really branded. not ripcurl, roxy, guess. but maybe dior, kate spade that kinda branded. okay, *slaps myself* stop being materialistic! but... i cant help it.

Ob proj submission on fri, than left with econs. coool ness. after that is exams, and WOHOO. HOLIDAYSS! shiokshiokshiok.

ANYWAY, CANT WAIT FOR MAMA MIAAAA TO COMEEE OUTTTTTTT!

super fucked up now. i dont know why.

okay okay! time check: 00:06 and i'v just finished bathing! had flamencooooooo :)
anyways, i caught the dark night today! not with hectorphan, but with cindy and donnnnnn!


when i was bathing just now, i had a SUPER DUPER RANDOM THOUGHT. today, i spend like 10plus hours with CINDY NG(from 9am-8pm) and donn for bout 9 hours(1030-8pm)

cooool right?

see lah hec, since when was the last time we were tgt for so long? you should make it up to me after o levels :D but i stil love you <3>

today was RHT submission, RHT lecture(end school!), OB proj discussion, dark night, subway and flamenco! had brunch with cindy after RHT lecture, we simply ate so much that donn was kinda stun when he saw us.

cindy ate: 2 roti prata, spaghetti, honeydew sago
xq ate: 2 chepati, chicken chop, honeydew sago.
SHIOKKKK.
I CLEARED MY ROOM JUST NOW! it was as messy as a rubbish dump, but now, its as neat as president's office :)



some photos!




AUDREY, CINDY AND MEEEEEE!

crazy pig on the left, normal angel on the right


i wonder who did that to poor me.

thursday: boring school day, with two test. RHT and commskills. Commskills i wrote till my hand cramp, like i couldnt open my hands for a while :D a bit dumb. but yahhh.

friday:had introHT presentation today and first time in formal wear! yes, camwhore involved. went IHT lecture and ponn-ed OB as usual. was doing BCS okay! stupid dreamweaver. anyway, had a VERYYYY EXTREMMELLLLY COOOOL GOSSIPING SESSION, with chengyu, donn and clarence. (lixian is included, she that silent gossiper, sit there and listen)
BCS-ed til 630, met andrea and off to ballet!

i love my ballet friends <3 they are the funniest, craziest, nicest, comical people on earth :D
HAPPY BIRTHDAY LIANGPEI! love to suan her, damn funny.

damn tired. im dying alrdy! super long day. like from 8stg in the morning til like dance which ended at 1030 :D MORE PHOTOS SOOOON! *tmrw i hope.

class girls! aye, valerie looks like a rejected school girl :D (the one with converse shoes)

ah ah ah. lots of things to do! just finished bathing, its 11:58 now :D
-print iht script
-do econs tutorial
-study for commskill test
-study for RHT
Research in Hospitality&Tourism is THE MOST BORING SUBBB. omgz.

its tp dance, back with bruises MORE bruises. ryan is good, but i like marcus more. both of very different styles.
maybe i like to feel unbearable pain from pointe shoes, than getting bruises from doing emo stuffs and rolling on the floor.
maybe i like to be a graceful princess dancing on stage, than stg totally opposite from it.
maybe i like classical music, than stg thats BOOOM BOOOM BOOOM, UHM, BOOOM BOOOM.

i feel so princess-y today :)

-edited

XYZ says (9:48 PM):
hmm i think i go and edit lah
XYZ says (9:48 PM):
let u urest ur brain a lil
XYZ says (9:48 PM):
wait it catch fire than u die
xq says; big fat tummy and it loves talking to me. says (9:49 PM):
DIE AGAIN. you seriously got issues
xq says; big fat tummy and it loves talking to me. says (9:49 PM):
why you think i cant do it?
xq says; big fat tummy and it loves talking to me. says (9:49 PM):
i shall PROVE YOU WRONGGGGGGGGGG.
XYZ says (9:50 PM):
let ur brain rest wait ur brian pop like pop corn

I'V GOOD BRAINS OKAY SEAH WEISU!

8:23
ahhh. it rained in the evening, jogging plan with hectorphan failed! last week's jogging plan failed too, we ran like half round around bedok reservoir, and we ended up eating chicken rice :D

its econs lec, commskills submission/commskills, and org beh tut tmrw. boring day! than dance at tp, kinda not like it. feel weird when im not dancing with my ballet girls, like i'v been with them 3928493048 years ago.
SCHOOL IS SUCHHHHHH A BOREEEEEEEE. HOLIDAYS PLEASE!

its 4months to november! come on xq, 4 months will pass like rocket. but right now, my days feels like im travelling on boat, rowing really slowly. okay, i think only i can understand what im saying but yah.
ohmans, no more movies for the next few months. my dearest movie-kaki is not available :(

im like the second talllllestttttttt! nicole and tabby being the shortest! muahahaha. i think the shortest is tabby :D

val: another one who cant believe me? thats bad of you guys. currently, its like 8 out of 10 people who tagged all thinks that it will be dead sooooon. MEAN PEOPLE.

wohooooo! IM SO IN LOVE WITH THIS SONG!!! CHEONGGGGGGGGGG! ALL ABOUT YOU! OMGZOMGZOMGZOMGZOMGZ. *as in the song was from cheong waiihoong's blogggg.
and everyone thinks that my blog wont last, thats demoralizing :(
i'm so gng to prove it to youuuuu guyyyssssss!

anyways, i went to get my formal wear today! xq loooooks so smart! :) went to j8 with girls to get our stuffs, spend like quite alot mans. my clothes from boring (but pretty nice)g200 and shoes americaya :) LOVE THEM! SUPER DUPER NICEEEE.
me and cindy are like twins, we got everything the same, from head to toe. just that our shirts are differernt.
blazer and skirt, $169.
shirt, $69
shoes $61

i tried quite a few shirts of different colours/design, and decided on this red one! i was like having some fashion show man, changing with one million buttons on a shirt is DAMN TIRING.

its velvet. super pretty :)


MORE PICS OF FORMAL WEAR ON FRIDAY! FIRST PRESENTATION ON FRIDAYYYY.

dinner with phan and went studio for flamenco!

taggies:
yh: eh. its okay! i sold it alrdy, to my ballet friend's friend. thanks anyway! and i will link you up as soon as i know how to link people :D
(see lah jm, dont want to help me)
bitch: YAH LAH. BLOGGING NOW LAH.
everyone: YOU SHALL SEEEEE.

its: i love my dancing feet, initially i was pondering over big fat tummy or this. ohwells, mich the bitch thought that dancing feet should be better, even though big fat tummy sounds kinda cool.
i'm kinda obssessed with my tummy now, where are you abs?! i think abs are running away from me :(
last night, after ballet. made a HUGE DISCOVERY! tp, esp business schools, esp the pretty girls, many of them are lesbians! omgzomgz. i love looking at girls :) sometimes i think that i have a hint of lesbian hormones in me.
okay i have alot of things to do, like at least complete decent part of it today:
1. commskills report. being a responsible leader i haven started doing the content page or whatsoever
2. copy OB notes

anyway met phan for movies. caught red cliff! its nice. love war shows, esp the killing part! killing shows are damn nice can. the bloooood. omgz im psycho. BUT ITS DAMN STUPID, LIKE SUDDENLY THEY HAD THIS 'TO BE CONTINUED' damn kuku.
played outrun and stressful photofind. phan headed to sch for BBQ and i headed home, sleeping so soundly that i think that the journey was pretty unglam.

kinda hate school now, like same old routine. GETTING BORINGGG! plus projs, and sometimes late nights are definately no-no. I WANT HOLIDAYS! some stuffs for me to lookforward:
1. monday with girls to buy formal wear :) shall see how spastic i look, maybe i wil look good!
2. holidays in one month plus time!
3. back to ben&jerry!
4. F1 :) money money money, shop shop shop!
5. birthday outing w cindyyyy! okay, thats stil a long way. but yah.


anyway my current closest polymate! my bestieeeeee :) mama-mia tgt ah! carousel! and yah yah yah. FLE LA WOR FLE LA WOR
my pretty friend :)

alright! my new blogggggg. yes jm, its default blogskin. since you ain't helping me with a blogskin! QUICK. CONGRAT ME :)

gfs outing!






i miss girlfriends! well, lots of gossips and catching up.

jm: when are you sleeping over again!? i will share my bed with you, no worries :)
bitch: aye bitch, shopping eh? i sold my ipod touchhhhh. so some extra molah, paid my new handphone myself can.

let's hope i will update my blog often. OKAY I WILL :)
i love you LJM!


timecheck: 3.09
omgz. i have to be at j8 at 10am tmrw!